Him
I can't really remember a time where he did not cross my mind at least once daily during the past seven months. When I closed my eyes, most nights he appeared in my mind, seducing me with his deep brown eyes.
It started one day when I was in the airport with my boss on a work trip. We were colleagues and had been getting to know each other and flirting a little for about a month or so. When I saw a message from him I did not expect it to say what it said - the words right there in black and white - he had a crush on me. We were both married, with kids and lived in different states - complicated to say the least. That message changed me in a way I never expected.
As I began to get to know him more, each week I became more and more attracted to him, not only was he extraordinary to look at, his personality was incredible. To my surprise we had many things in common including likes, dislikes, wants and needs. I see myself as the average girl next door type who lived a simple, carefree life, he began to bring out a side in me that I had forgotten about and suppressed as I went through life almost on autopilot.
I still remember the first time he sent me a naked picture, I was literally speechless. As I looked over his ridiculously toned, strong body and enormous cock - it made me want him even more. He has sent me multiple pictures of himself, each one made my heart beat fast, my mind race and left me thinking about nothing but his cock for days on end. I know I could see his body a hundred times over and have the same reaction Every. Single. Time.
He made me feel confident, sexy, desired and wanted. I trusted him with my most wild sexual fantasies and told him things I had never told anyone, fantasies about masked parties where I would suck his cock while others watched, my desire for sexual activities in forbidden or risky places and shared intimate details of my previous sexual experience and those I am yet to experience.
That's what he did to me, made me free to express my true self without judgement, made me recognise that there was a part of myself in life that wasn't fulfilled, I was missing out on exploring my sexuality and more than anything, made me want to experience the euphoric, orgasmic experience I knew he could give me.
I liked to be in control of my life but he made me lose control, I felt unglued around him. He knew he had the upper hand and I could not control myself around him. I liked that he did this to me, it was an exhilarating feeling. He drove me beyond crazy and did something to me I couldn't explain. In my mind I tried to rationalise why he made me feel this way, so many other guys had hit on me and I never looked twice at them, yet this one guy, made me horny as hell and made me lose all inhibitions.
I had an unlimited amount of things I wanted to do to him. During work meetings, I would watch him on the screen, stare at his handsome face, ripped arms, and think about making him cum right there and then, my panties wet as I often thought about what our first time together would be like, knowing it is inevitable that we would have to have each other one day.
After months of texting, we finally got the chance to meet. I was going to his hometown and we decided to catch up for a coffee to see how we felt around one another. At a quiet corner coffee shop, I studied his hands and he put his hand of my leg, gently rubbing it, making me lose my mind and wanting to rip his clothes off right there and then. We made plans to meet later that night.
He arrived at my hotel room wearing shorts and a t-shirt, I liked that he was casual and didn't overthink it. We felt so at ease around each other, so comfortable as we knew exactly what each other wanted after months and months of taking about it, even though we had hardly ever seen each other in person. I didn't say anything to him, instead, grab his hand and walk him over to the bed, smiling and blushing at the same time, butterflies in my stomach. My hands slowly lift his t-shirt, pulling it over his head to reveal his ridiculous body, my hands slowly unzipping his pants and removing his underwear to reveal his massive cock, I inhale loudly as it is even more glorious in real life than in the pictures.
After admiring his body I push him on the bed and roll him onto his stomach. Running my fingers through his hair I take my time to take it all in, I have wanted this for what feels like forever. He is unaware of what I am doing as I put massage oil on his back and slowly run my hands all over his body, starting at his neck, down his shoulders and arms, applying gentle pressure to his hands and fingers, then continuing to slowly make her way over his back, to his amazing arse.