Author's note:
This will be a six or seven chapter story about a consensual relationship between adults. All characters are fictional. Comments, votes and feedback are welcome and greatly appreciated. Many thanks to the wonderful and talented author karaline for her input and editing. And thank you for reading!
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Jane Willow sat in the driver's seat of her Ford Focus rental, taking deep, calming breaths.
She could handle this, she told herself. She was a salesperson - a good one. She'd made cold calls before. Managed tricky negotiations. Triumphed in the face of cut-throat competition and long odds. This deal was no different - high stakes, yes, but she was accustomed to that.
Her body wasn't convinced; it felt overheated and sweaty. Her heart raced and her breathing was too fast. Jane usually felt excited and eager going into a sale but this time there was only dread and the unshakable sense of impending humiliation and failure. Was this deal too big? Was it more than she could handle? Maybe she should just call him instead of starting off face-to-face...
No.
Phone calls lacked impact. Too easy to say 'no' over the phone. It was much harder to look someone in the eye and do the same. Face-to-face added impact to the pitch. Face-to-face made things personal.
Forcing her doubts aside she stepped out of the car and shut the door, then paused to double-check her look. She knew Mike liked his girls to look girly so she'd dressed in a pink, satin blouse and white, pleated skirt. Not ideal attire for a blustery February in Toronto but perfect for this particular sales call. The hem of the skirt was high enough - and the neckline of the blouse low enough - to keep Mike's attention split between her appearance and her words. Divide and conquer.
She locked the car and took another deep breath, then turned and strode purposefully to the doorway of M.D.C Gunner, the gym owned by Mike's older brother, Greg "Gunner" Talbot. Despite the uber-macho nickname, Greg didn't scare her. He'd be the gatekeeper and she'd have to talk her way past him to sell to the true decision-maker. No big deal, she'd been talking her way past receptionists, secretaries and administrative assistants throughout her career. Greg would be easy. Mike, not so much.
The inside of the gym was fluorescent-lit and the air was permeated with the scent of stale sweat and the amped-up shriek of power metal music. She walked up to the front counter where a young man stared at the screen of his cell phone.
"Could I please speak to Mike?" she asked loudly enough to be heard over the din.
The man glanced up at her, then took a second, longer look. She put her elbows on the counter and leaned forward. His eyes fell inevitably into her cleavage, then snapped back up to her face as he struggled to find a way to look without looking like he was looking. Fully occupied, his brain took a few seconds to process her request.
"He's...uh...kind of busy...training," the guy stammered.
"Any chance you could interrupt him? It's important," she said in a near-shout.
"Let me ask Greg. Just a sec." The guy scrambled away and Jane sighed. Time to prepare herself for Greg.
She stepped back and stood straight, steeling herself for what she knew was coming.
"No! No fucking way. Out! Now!" Greg screamed as he stormed up to her, gesturing forcefully to the door behind her. He'd put on weight in the five years since she'd last seen him and it didn't flatter his five-foot-ten frame.
Jane stood her ground and met his glare as he put his flushed, scruffy face in front of hers. In her heels she was almost as tall as he was, and in any case Jane knew that Greg was all bark, no bite.
"I need to talk to Mike. It's important," she said evenly.
"You need to piss off out of here before I kick your fucking..."
"If you touch me, I'll have the police here in ten minutes." It was no idle threat, and he knew it.
"This is private property, bitch. I'm within my rights to toss you out on your ass." His dark eyes bored into hers.
"I just want to talk," she repeated. "I'm not here to cause trouble."
He glared at her and she met his hard gaze steadily. He broke first and turned to the younger guy near the counter.
"Lou, take her to the business office and keep her company," he turned back to Jane and growled. "I'll get Mike. You got ten minutes." Greg stomped away into the gritty recesses of the gym.
She followed Lou to a musty, poorly-lit and claustrophobic storage room. It was only by the virtue of the pair of filing cabinets and a fold-out table that it could be called a business office. The presence of only one chair led Jane to conclude that not much business was conducted there. To his credit, Lou offered her the chair, though that was possibly a ploy to look down her top.
The two of them waited for many long minutes, Jane sitting, Lou leaning awkwardly against the table. Conversation was mercifully sparse.
Finally the door swung open and Mike stood filling the doorway. His gray t-shirt and black sparring trunks were drenched in sweat. His face was red and dripping from exertion and he wiped it with a white towel, then draped it over his shoulders. His hands were still wrapped with white tape. Unlike his older brother, Mike looked lean and powerful; the well-defined contours of his chest and stomach were obvious even though his shirt and the muscles in his arms and legs bulged. His brown hair was buzz-cut. His brilliant green eyes - always his best feature, in her view - sized her up. She read suspicion, disbelief and curiosity in his expression. No hatred, a fact that gave her renewed hope that this business might be successfully concluded after all.
He nodded at Lou, who quickly slipped past him and out of the room.
Jane stood and faced him as he stepped into the business office. She found Mike's proximity more overwhelming than she'd expected. His presence seemed to fill the room and press in on her from all sides. The uncertainty returned in a rush. The fear. The weakness in her knees. The doubt.
His breathing was heavy and he seemed in no hurry to speak. Jane suddenly couldn't remember what she'd planned to say. She'd prepared thoroughly, as she always did before a cold call. Prepared for his contempt, his revulsion. Prepared for sneering, for recriminations, even for violence. But not for silence.
"Hey, you look good...really good," she started, then stopped herself. That hadn't been the tone she'd rehearsed. She tried again. "I've been thinking about you. Missing you. I wanted to see you again and maybe...clear the air." She dropped her gaze in an effort to convey contrition and submissiveness. "It's been...bothering me. The way we left things."
"Yeah?" he said, in a tone that was hard to decipher. She waited a few seconds for him to continue but he didn't seem inclined. She raised her head enough to see his face and found his expression inscrutable. She regrouped and continued.
"Maybe we could grab a coffee and talk a bit? I've got some things I want to express...about the way I behaved..." she trailed off and lowered her eyes again, hoping he'd pick up his end of the conversation. He seemed to have become more restrained in the last five years, harder to read - a development she found frustrating and unnerving.