The next time I go to the man's office, I ask if he's invited you over again and he says, No. When I ask, Why not, he says, This isn't about him. I look over and see you at your desk watching us.
When he starts undressing me at his desk, you get up and take your position at the window. You take off your shoes and socks and pants and boxers, as usual, but then you take off your tie and shirt so you're standing there completely naked. You are watching me so intently I am getting wet just remembering what happened between us last time.
I like the way you look at me. I never see the man behind me when I am cumming, never see him cum, never see if he likes what he is seeing or doing, and it just seems like you and I are having the real sex even though we are so far apart. And when you were right there in front of me, when you were pumping your cock right at my cunt, I was so incredibly turned on. I liked having that control, making you masturbate right at my entrance but not letting you in. I liked that you were so close but still not where you wanted to be, and that you were taking whatever I (and the man) was allowing you to have. You didn't like it, but you took it. And then, when you shoved your cock into me without being told to do so, I really liked that too.
That moment has kept me up at night touching myself, because I am like most women: while I like having so much control over a man when it comes to sex, I secretly just want to be taken, I want him to take control by losing control. I liked that you just took what you wanted when it reached a certain point. That you had to have it and so you took it. And I know the man who is now massaging my naked breast and fingering my cunt while we watch you didn't like that at all. And that is why you are back in your office and not over here with me. I think I am going to be a little disappointed with today's encounter. I was so hoping you would be here again. Last night I fantasized that I would suck your cock while being fucked by the man behind me. I imagined you would grab my tits and hold them the whole time I was sucking you and getting fucked. And I came so hard just thinking about that.
The man behind me says, Does he make you horny or do I?
I'm watching you pump yourself and remember when you were right in front of me doing that.
It all makes me horny, I say. And it's true. He is very skilled at fingering. He is slipping two of his fingers inside of me and sliding them all over my G spot and then out again and up to my slippery clit. But I'm also enjoying myself getting fingered and watching you. I moan. Ummm. He grabs my tit and squeezes hard. That makes you hitch a little in your pumping.
He wants to fuck you so bad, the man says. Look at him. He wants to be the one bending you over and fucking you until you scream.
Ummmm. Ummmmm.
Bend over. Now.
I do what I'm told.