The fire engine rolled down the road with the lights and sirens on. I was putting on my structure gear when my captain yelled to the back "Helen don't rush it looks like this is another false alarm". It had been a busy day call after call and usually by this time i begin to let me mind drift and wander around while in the rig.
I worked countless hours to be a firefighter. Went to college and became an emt working small departments to build a resume in hopes of one day working for a big city. Now after all that time of hard work here i am thinking about something as minor as how i haven't done much in my sex life.
Its not like i didn't have the option to have much of a sex life. I have always gotten attention i was just always so focused on working to make myself successful in this field. It made it easier that i am gay so i didn't really consider any of my coworkers as options to be in a relationship with but that didn't mean i didn't notice them notice me.
I am 28 years old brunette but my past as a volleyball player gave me a slim waist, bubble butt and thicker hips that stayed with me. I always felt like i looked like a regular white girl but i kept hearing how my face is adorable. I am 5'10" with 32 F cup tits which means most of the guys at work if they do notice, see that i have to strap them down so they don't draw to much attention on a day to day basis. I don't mind the attention but never really gave it much thought since i just like girls. I have had a few steady relationships with my current one being the healthiest of them all. My girlfriend Claire has always been supportive but like all my other relationships my sex life was great but very vanilla. We have sex once a week if we are lucky and aren't to busy with work stuff.
But that brings me to my latest predicament. I have never been attracted to men and i have never really given it a second thought, but about a year ago something started to change. I was watching what i thought was girl on girl porn when a man came onto the screen and the girls began to suck him off. I usually skip at this point but for some reason this time watching those girls work his dick made me imagine what it would be like to try myself. I found myself sometimes watching straight porn just focusing on the girl sucking and imagining that i can maybe do it better. I would think to myself that it didn't look so hard or that i could go deeper than that. A year later it has been festering in my mind more and more. Which takes us to now.
I have decided that even though me and Claire are engaged i would regret not trying to suck a dick. My only problem is that i didn't want it to be anyone i actually know personally. So after dinner when i was in my room at the fire station i decided to look online in the few sites i know to solicit strangers for these types of activities.
I saw lots of posts looking for things i wasn't interested in and sent some messages that didn't go anywhere until i found one that wasn't necessarily ideal but reasonable. It was a 45 year old man who claimed his wife had no interest in satisfying him. No one had commented or liked it and i assumed it had to do with his age. Which i didn't love or really hate either. But it was was on my way home from work in the morning and in a nice area and i just wanted to get this out of my system. If i'm going to do this i may as well make some older man feel special if no one else is interested.
I didn't like that he was married but i couldn't judge being in my shoes as well so i messaged him. I told him that I am a 28 year old lesbian who has never been with a guy but would like to see/feel and suck a dick. I could feel the excitement in his immediate reply. He replied, "That sounds great! I would love a blowjob. I'll be alone tomorrow morning if you would like to come by. But if you don't mind sending a photo of yourself or your body with your username in frame just so i know you're real. I'll send one of myself as well." I thought damn i don't want to but it makes sense as long as he went first. After giving my demands i see a photo come into chat. It was a neck down photo of a mans body. Average height and slender with a piece of paper in his hand that said SILVER FOX.
Nothing special at all physically, He looked average height with a few extra pounds on him but not overweight. But i was staring at the only part i was interested in. His flacid penis looked average but would get the job done was sure of it. I figured if he sent his body i could send mine. So i stripped to my bra and boy short underwear and took a neck down profile shot. I had never sent a photo like this before but i knew he would like it. I wrote my username Stacked Ellie on a piece of paper and placed it above my cleavage. When i looked back at the photo before i sent it i thought wow. I looked just like those pornstars in the videos. My tits looked huge above my skinny waist and i turned just right so you can see my ass had plenty to grab. Is this really this easy? Is all i could think when i hit send.
Just as sent it we got another call. I felt stupid having to hurry and put my clothes back on. On the way back i looked at my phone and saw another picture. He sent a photo of his hard cock. It looked smaller than in porn but bigger than average at around 6 inches. It was well manicured for the photo and all i could think about was that this was the dick i get to take on. I got excited thinking about trying my best on it. He sent his address and told me to come by any time before 10. All night i kept looking at that photo excited to finally get this over with.
I woke up very nervous. I couldn't believe i was considering risking my relationship to meet with a complete stranger. I kept talking myself out of it but when i went to type that i wasn't coming i kept seeing the picture and felt like i could handle it easy and be done. I waited for my coworker to come and relieve me and once he did i went and took a shower and cleaned myself off before going over. I kept running my hands all along my body cupping my tits, running my hands up my thighs feeling my skin thinking that Silverfox is probably wishing he we're seeing this right now.
I wore my uniform out to the car and started to drive in his direction and when i was a few blocks away i got in the backseat and changed. I usually wear clothes home that don't draw attention to my body like usual. But luckily i had some clothes tucked away in my bag for me to sleep in when they send us off on big campaign fires. I took my blue work pants off and put on some jean shorts that were just shy of covering my ass. I swapped my sports bra for a regular one and a tight blue tank top. I figured if i'm going this far i may as well look the part. I would never wear this in public but i also didn't plan on getting naked either. I put a flannel on as well to cover up a bit for the walk from the car to his house. I got back in the driver seat and fixed my hair and face and began to drive the rest of the way to the house.
I pulled up a couple houses down and got out to walk still trying to talk myself out of it. It was a nice family neighborhood with nice lawns and games in all the yards for the kids to play. As i walked i felt my my body sway and move with my walk and i realized i never dressed this way for this reason. Me just walking down this family street felt inappropriate with how i presented/ looked.