We'd been out for a few hours, having lunch and playing shooting games at the arcade, but I was unsure if he still wanted me like he used to and I thought I'd die if I didn't get to feel him inside me later that night. We'd dated a while, split up awhile, and now we were back on, but he could be hard to read and I didn't know if he wanted to jump back into the sex. I sure did. There was a man at the edges of my life who was off limits but soo soo tempting to me, and I'd just happened to see him around town on that week off from dating this one. I was ready to take my sexual frustration from trying to be a good girl out on my guy in a big way, now that we were back together.
He hadn't kissed me hello like usual and we hadn't touched much for the rest of our date but I was hoping that was just an initial awkwardness that would go away.
When we'd had the friendly competition of arcade shooting games, combined with the need to be really close in order to share a gun, I'd started to relax and so had he. Now we made our way into the movie and he chose the very back row, which I was hoping was a good sign.
It was one of those werewolf/vampire flicks and I was pretty into it but mostly distracted by thinking about his big hands and how much I just needed someone to fuck me.
I made him move the pop he'd bought for us to share and just reached for his hand, I thought, hell, I had to start off somewhere and I might have been feeling a little bit shy, after all it had been a confusing week.