"More wine, Ginnie?" Lawrence asked in a "maybe you've had enough" tone.
"Yes, please," I answered, turning my gaze back to the last of the lingering sunset behind the Allegheny Mountains on the other side of the Shenandoah Valley. I was a bit amused at what must be a conundrum for himâwondering if I'd had too much to walk a straight line but enough to make his obvious intentions easier. I had come on the date anticipatingâand even welcoming at the timeâhis obvious intentions. Even I have to admit that I'm pretty easyâbecause, basically, I enjoy it.
He had been ogling me and making suggestive comments ever since the term had started, and I had been flattered and welcomed them. Nearness on a date hadn't made my heart grow fonder, though. But he was a man, and as long as he was equipped, he could have what he wanted tonight. I was definitely in the mood, despite his unintended efforts to squelch that.
Lawrence was good looking enough and he was talked up by Natalie, if not by the other women faculty members I knew. But most of them were much too serious for me. He was nearly twenty years old than I was, I am sureâbut young enough to manage.
And on that note, "He's good in bed," Natalie had whispered to me when he'd flirted at a faculty convocation meeting before school started.
"How good?" I'd asked. I'd found Natalie's earthiness welcome in the stuffiness I'd found in the department otherwise.
"Very good," she said and winked at me. "And I think he fancies you."
On a visual inspection, I fancied him too. I liked older men as long as they kept themselves in trim. They usually were safe to be with, experienced, and grateful for the opportunityâunderstanding that if they took care of you, you would take care of them. But I had found, once on this date, that Lawrence was too full of himself to have room for me as well. I had to think that maybe he'd be that way in bed too. And as wildly interesting as he was, he was boring. I giggled at the thought of the contradiction, yet the "rightness" of that, which might have been a signal that I, indeed, had had quite enough wine, rang true.
Days later I wondered if it was just the wine. I certainly hope not, although details of that evening have become more hazy rather than clearer with the passage of time.
We were on the Bennings'sâor was it Benkins? . . . whateverâdeck, at their Wintergreen townhouse condo. Lawrence had brought me to the tented concert hall by the resort lodge earlier in the evening for a fall orchestra concertâan annual Halloween night tradition. He had asked me if I wanted to stop off at his friends' mountain condo after the concert before driving back to Harrisonburg, in the valley. Wintergreen was a ski resort community perched above the Blue Ridge Parkway and crowning the Blue Ridge Mountain range to the east side of the Shenandoah Valley near where Interstate 64 crossed the mountains.
I'd agreed readily to put off an awkward and quite possibly disappointing homecoming as long as possible. I knew he'd want to come in when he returned me to my apartment, and I'd let him but my expectations of what happened after that had been dampened by his incessant chatter. I'd had quite enough of him. Yes, I'd let him bed me, but more for my need than his.
Unfortunately, he hadn't had enough of himself yet. I'd been warned about him when I'd joined the faculty of James Madison University in the English Department. He was the chair of the History Department. But of course I hadn't heeded the warning. I'd listened more to Natalie, who was head over heels for him. He really was quite good lookingâmore so with his mouth shut, though.
Happily, Clinton Benkinsâor was it Clyde?âhad wound Lawrence up by asking how the Skyline Drive, starting just north of where we were sitting and winding around on top of the Blue Ridge Mountains up to Front Royal, near the top of the valley, had come to be. The history of the Skyline Drive obviously was one of Lawrence's pet subjects. With a sigh, I took another swig of my wineâa very good Veritas winery viognierâand wrapped my new Monet-motif scarf and silk jacket more tightly around me. It was a good 10 degrees cooler up here on the mountain on the last day of October than it was down in the valley to the west or the piedmont to the east. Going on autopilot, I stared into the firepit and the last vestiges of a red and purple sunset beyond blue mountains off the west, while Lawrence waxed eloquent and oh so erudite.
"They started plans for a heaven highwayâspanning the top of the world along mountain summitsâaccessible from Washington, D.C., as early as the mid 1920s, under Calvin Coolidge," Lawrence said. "It took them until 1934, under FDR, to clear the original landholders off over 150,000 acres of mountain-top land and the hollowsâwhich wasn't easy to do. Hidden homesteads were tucked away in the folds and hollows of the mountain, where people were living under the most primitive conditions. And these, mind you, were mostly people whose families had been there for generations, from the earliest days of the expansion west, and who had no intention of leaving at all. But the government was persistent and often brutal. By 1940 fewer than a hundred mountain people were estimated to be hiding out in the hollows. But the last of them wasn't deemed to have been ferreted out and resettled or to have died until nearly 1980."
"Estimated," you said, our host interjected, with a question in his voice. "Are you saying there are still holdouts in the hollows of the mountains below us?"
"Who knows?" Lawrence said with a shrug. Then, showing a mischievous smile, he said, "It's Halloween. Maybe the spirits of the displaced families return for one nightâthis nightâevery year to haunt those who forced them out of their homes. Nearly every year there are reports in the local papers of encounters with ghostly mountain folk who had either been displaced or somehow had avoided being so reappearing to haunt the rest of us. I've always thought it was a ploy to increase tourism for leaf-change-viewing trips up into the Blue Ridge in the autumn. The media features are always accompanied with advice on where to lodge and to dine."
"Sounds like the making of a scary story," our host said, showing by the amusement in his voice that he wasn't much scared. Both men laughed.
"But seriously," Lawrence said, returning to his lecture mode, "the initial work, once started, only was able to go on for eight yearsâbecause World War Two came along and all the young men were pulled off construction to go to war. But by then . . ."
I lost all interest in his dissertation at that pointâor rather gained interest in where he'd set the wine bottle downâand when I had refilled my glass, I sighed contentedly and got lost in the fire. I was in the mood to plunge into the flames. All keyed up and no one to help me in my need. If Lawrence had asked our host if we could use one of his guest rooms and took me there and ravaged me, I would have been happy despite his boring lecturingâif he refrained from lecturing while he was fucking me.
I tuned back in when hearing the emphasis put on "men." I could use a man right now, I thought.
"It was quite a feat, forging a road along the spine of the Blue Ridge," Lawrence was saying. "Roosevelt had created a men's construction work force to provide jobs in the Depression, and he set a thousand of them, the Civilian Construction Corps, to carve out the Skyline Drive."
"Men? All men?" our host asked.
"I would presume so," Lawrence answered. "It was backbreaking work. Some men died building the drive. Hardly work for women."