I met Allen with no expectations. I needed companionship and needed good sex. But I was certain I did not want anything serious. That is what we both wanted. But the universe had other plans. Our connection was so strong and we had a whirlwind romance.
It ended as quickly as it had begun. The next-level sex wasn't enough. We didn't learn each other enough to navigate conflict and make our communication work.
3 days passed and we didn't speak. It was a heartbreaking 3 days and I craved him. I couldn't stop thinking about him inside me. About how my body felt electrified by his touch. I missed how the world around me disappeared when he kissed me every single time. The passionate, tender, incredible lovemaking was like nothing I have ever experienced and I felt that I would never find that again. I told myself I could detach emotionally and just appreciate good sexual chemistry. I told myself we could be "friends."
I broke down and reached out to Allen with a friends with benefits proposition. I think he knew it was a bad idea. But he agreed to come and said I was irresistible to him.
I met him outside and we snuck into a shed on my property. Seeing him, looking into his intense eyes take me in when I appeared wearing a black sweater dress and short skirt with no panties underneath. He embraced me and kissed me and I melted into him. It was at that moment that I realized I was making a big mistake. I was flooded with emotions just as much as I was flooded between my legs.
He spun me around and bent me over the work table and slowly slid his cock into me as he caressed my arms and my back. I sighed and gasped, instantly delighting in the familiarity of how he filled me like our bodies were made for each other's pleasure, like a lock and unique key. I heard him groan, knowing he was experiencing the same pleasure. It didn't take but a few minutes for both of us to reach orgasm.
When we finished I lowered myself onto my knees in front of him and took his wet cock into my mouth, tasting myself on him and feeling him grow in my mouth. His response to my pleasuring him was delicious and exciting. I wrapped my lips around him, taking him into the back of my throat as he ran his fingers through my hair.
Before he could cum, Allen helped me to my feet and bent me over the work bench again. He wasted no time to get inside me and he gripped my waste and thrust in and out of me much more aggressively this time. He pulled my hair, tugged on my hair, and slapped my exposed butt. I sighed and had another intense orgasm. Not long after, he filled me with his cum and we stayed in that position momentarily, breathless and satisfied.
After a moment, I turned around and wrapped my arms around his neck. He looked at me and softly kissed me again. Unfortunately, that was the moment I Iost my ability to hide what I was feeling. He comforted me as I cried. We talked about how the situation sucked but it was for the best.