It was 8:30am and already it had been a long day. The alarm didn't go off due to the storm last night, the kids woke up fighting and then missed the bus. I was late for work because I had to get them to school and fight mid-morning rush hour traffic. As I rushed into my office to start the day, I saw my new boss standing at the window, his back to my door.
His broad, muscular shoulders heaved a heavy sigh as he spoke to me without turning around. "A little late this morning, aren't we?"
He was condescending and arrogant. I couldn't bring myself to like him. He was the type of man who was always on an ego trip, power excited him, he thrived on making others feel small in his presence.
"Well sir, I ..."
"Save the excuses Lierin, I have heard them all before from other employees and frankly, they are growing tiresome."
My face turned beet-red. How dare he! Who the hell does he think he is talking to me like that? My children come first in my life damnit and anyone who takes even one millisecond to get to know me realizes that. He was such an ass...
Oh that ass, he had the most exquisitely shaped ass and it was looking so hot in his finely tailored Armani suit. NO WAIT! I can't stand him, what am I doing? He is rude, his attitude and arrogance repulses me and here I am staring at his ass and I so badly want to just grab those tight cheeks and squeeze them, just once.
He turned from the window and his emerald green eyes bore holes straight through to my soul. I just knew he could see everything I had just been fantasizing about. I was flushed from the rush of the morning and now my face burned even hotter with the thoughts I was entertaining of him. I had yet to see the man smile, but I just knew that he would melt my heart. STOP IT LIERIN, HE'S A TOTAL ASSHOLE!!!
"I expect your reports on my desk this afternoon and also the revisions that I gave you yesterday."
"But sir, you didn't give them to me until the end of the day yesterday and I haven't started."
"Guess you shouldn't have been late then huh? I suggest you work hard and don't plan to take a lunch today. Your job is hanging in the balance. I am sure you have heard about the corporate downsizing that will be taking effect. Try not to screw your career up."
I opened my mouth to tell him that he could shove his precious reports up that tight ass of his when I caught a hint of a smile. Those amazingly white teeth, they were perfect! He was mocking me, I am sure of it, but I was melting from his gaze. I needed to pull myself together and answer him as professionally as possible.
"YYes sssir", I stammered, flushed again from my insecurities and the betrayal of my voice in his presence.
I wanted to wrap my long fingers in his dark golden curls and pull his head toward mine. I wanted those sparkling emerald eyes to catch a glimpse of my young cleavage. I may have had 2 children already but my tits were still hot like an 18 year old's. I knew I looked good for 30 and I also knew that I could turn a lot of heads. I was 5'6" and weighed 130 pounds. My tits were perfect DD globes with nipples that strained against all of my outfits. They were perpetually hard and that turned a lot of men on. My natural tan offset my deep blue eyes and my shoulder length blonde hair cascaded in rivulets around my face. I had never had a problem making someone want me, so why did this arrogant asshole make me so nervous? Why couldn't I permeate his gruff exterior? Maybe at 30 I was losing my touch.
He nodded at me as if to say "get to work" and promptly left my office, slamming my door behind him. My Lord, it was hard to concentrate on getting down to business as I watched him disappear down the hall. What was wrong with me? I had never entertained sexual fantasies about a co-worker, let alone my boss before. But I couldn't help but be breathless whenever he was around. At first I tried to tell myself that he just made me mad to the point of being speechless, but soon had to admit that all of my dreams were incorporating bits and pieces of him into them.
The day seemed to go so slowly, I kept watching the clock to see if it was time to go. The kids were staying at their dad's house for the weekend so I knew that if I had to stay and work late, they were taken care of. Our divorce was devastating to me. I don't know what went wrong. We were so perfect for each other. We had started dating in high school and were coming up on our 10th anniversary when he called from work one day and told me he was moving out. He said it wasn't me and it wasn't the kids, he just missed his dating years and felt it was time to move on. If it weren't for my precious children, I don't know that I would have had the strength to go on.
"Aren't you done yet?" His voice cut into my memories and I felt intruded upon.
"Don't you knock?" I shot back before I could stop myself.
"Lierin, I do believe that this is my company now and you work for me, a little professionalism would do you some good."
I so badly wanted to tell him to fuck off, but the rest of me so badly wanted to say "fuck me". I bet that would surprise the son-of-a-bitch. I wondered if he was so rude because of some type of sexual tension. Was he married? Did he have a girlfriend? Certainly he wasn't gay was he? I had so many questions and knew that I couldn't just come out and ask him.
"I am working late tonight. The revisions are not done, but my earlier reports are on your desk."
"Yeah, I found them."
"Well, were they to your satisfaction?"
"I didn't have time to read through them, I am sure they will be fine and if not, it's too late for more revisions. You have been a bit of a disappointment to me, I thought you cared more about your work."