I was a little worried about Judy. She was quiet and what I would call contemplative all Saturday afternoon and Sunday. She didn't talk much, at least to me, though she did go over and talk to Abby for some time on Sunday. As the week started, she slowly returned to what I consider her normal self, more her usual talkative and bubbly self. I wasn't sure if she had just put the incident with Tom aside, or if she had found some way to compartmentalize it. All I could do was wait and see how things played out and continue to let her know that I was there for her and would do anything I could to help.
Wednesday night, after dinner, she surprised me and came and sat in my recliner with me, almost on top of me actually, and wanted to be snuggled closely, which we did for some time until she got uncomfortable in the awkward position. She finally climbed off of me and headed to the bedroom, coming back shortly in one of the most revealing nightgowns she had, this one, one that she hadn't worn more than once, the night I first gave it to her. She said at the time it made her feel too slutty.
The rest of the evening, every time she walked past me, she reached out and touched me in some way, and when we went to bed, we made love very slowly and gently for almost an hour before she was sated, two powerful orgasms later. As was typical after we made love, she lay snuggled against me, her head on my chest as she prepared to drift off to sleep.
"Alex?" she whispered, startling me back awake.
"Uh huh?"
"Do you love me?"
"Of course I do. Why would you even ask?"
"How much do you love me?"
Okay, now I was fully awake. In all our years, she rarely asked that particular question, and absolutely never after I'd just demonstrated how much, through physical contact. "I don't think there's any way to measure it."
"If I asked you to do something for me, would you do it?"
"Of course."
"You don't even know what it is."
"Doesn't matter. You know I would, no matter what it was."
"I want to punish Tom for taking advantage of me like that. Not that I hate him or anything, but Abby agrees, we need to set an example. If we're going to continue to play silly games like this, we need to all be sure we know that there are rules and limits and that you can't just do whatever you want, just because the person you're with is partly dressed, or even naked. You know what I mean?"
"Yeah. I do. You want to feel safe. I understand that."
"If it had been you, taking advantage of Abby, would you expect to not have consequences?"
"No, I'd have expected something. Not that I'd do that."
"I know you wouldn't. Would you believe me if I told you that Abby planned on taking advantage of you? That if Tom hadn't done what he did, when he did, she was going to try and get you to accidently slide into her again?"
"She told you that?"
"Uh huh."
"I guess it doesn't surprise me. I know she was doing everything she could to get me to the point of no return with my dick right at her pussy. I guess she figured that if I was that close, I wouldn't refuse."
"Would you have? Refused?"
"If I had a chance. There are times, for a guy, when stopping things is almost impossible. If a woman wants to force it to happen, she can, as long as the guy lets her get him to that point in that way."
"And you were letting her?"
"I trusted that she'd not do what you're suggesting, just like I trusted Tom not to do what he did."
"When we got married, we never planned on having sex with anyone else. But this silly game, well, it changed things. We've done things, gotten naked in front of each other, done oral sex and, well, now this. Things that we never would have done on our own."
"True," I answered after waiting for her to continue, which she hadn't.
"Do you want to have sex with Abby or Rachel? And I don't mean just a little accidental stick like happened with Abby. I mean, lay her down and fuck her brains out sex."
"I don't need to. I have what I need here," I said, giving her a squeeze.
"That wasn't the question. The question was, if I told you it was okay, would you want to have sex with them?"
"I'm not sure. I mean, it's always been for just you and me."
"Apparently not anymore, not after what Tom did. So, you wouldn't choose to do it on your own, even if I said it was okay?"
"Probably not. That doesn't mean that under some circumstances I wouldn't want to, but I wouldn't intentionally seek it out."
"What if I told you I wanted you to. That it was not only okay with me, but that I
wanted
you to do it. Would you?"
"I'd want to know why, but if you told me to, yeah, I suppose I'd do it. Like I said, I'll do anything you ask me to, within reason."
"That was a wishy-washy answer. If I told you to fuck Abby, right in front of me, would you fuck her, and I don't mean some little half-hearted job, I mean fuck her until she has a big, huge orgasm?"
"Why?"
"Just answer, please?"
"I don't want to do anything that would make you feel like I loved you less or anything like that, but if you stood there, naked, and told me to fuck one of your best friends while you watched? I think it'd be hard to at first, but Abby is damn sexy, and she did feel pretty fucking good for the one little poke I gave her. Once I got past the awkwardness of fucking another woman in front of you, yeah, I could fuck her to a hard climax. Is that what you wanted to hear?"
"So, if, say Evan suggested that the two of you swap wives for the evening, you'd do it?"
"You mean you and Rachel? Uh uh. If he made that suggestion, I'd say no."