I first noticed him about four years ago. I thought he was very handsome but knew that he didn't even know I existed. I mean he was married and so was I, legally at the time. Not to mention the age difference. 14 years, but when you are in your 30's and 40's that doesn't seem too bad. I had worked under him for five years, yes he is my boss. During those years I kept it well hidden from everybody, especially him, of my feelings toward him. One day about 8 months ago we worked the late shift together and really for the first time talked. We talked about everything. I felt very comfortable with him and knew instantly that he is the nice guy that I always thought he was.
We then began instant messaging each other which eventually turned in to each of us telling each other our sexual fantasies. I couldn't believe how easy it was to express my innermost feelings to him and that I didn't get embarrassed when I did.
After a couple of weeks of both of us expressing our wants, and in my case needs, to each other we both decided that we had to follow through and make those fantasies a reality.
I was very nervous, not only with the fact that he was married, but also since my divorce five years earlier, I hadn't been with anyone. Our first encounter together consisted only of kissing and fondling , but they were the best kisses I had ever received. They made us both weak in the knees. And let me tell you, this man is a natural with his hands. He knew exactly where to touch and how to touch it. We felt like teenagers again and couldn't wait until we could get together again and really fulfill our fantasies.