"Jake" I glanced over at you as we made our way into the movie theater, a small smile on my face. "Thank you for bringing me here, it's been a while since I've stepped into a movie theater" I let out a soft laugh as we get our tickets checked.
"No need to thank me, I'm happy to be here. Though I hope the movie is good, I'd hate for your first experience back at a theater to be a bad one" You smile at me, it's a soft one that I can feel in my core. It amazed me, even now, how something as simple as a smile could have me so mesmerized. We had seen each other a few times but a few times was more than enough for me to know I was absolutely, positively infatuated with you. You drew me in, captured my attention and held it with no sign of letting go. When you looked away to check the ticket, I took a deep breath I hadn't even known I was holding. The sexual tension was suffocating, and I wondered if maybe you felt it too. Did that same tension flow through your body, did you feel the tingles and find yourself imagining things you wondered could be true? It happened to me, every second we stood next to each other and breathed the same air.
I found myself getting lost in my thoughts again, thinking about the way it felt to have your hand brush against mine, the way you would whisper a joke into my ear and your warm breath gently brushed along my neck. Trivial things like that were tantalizing and only showed me just how much I craved something more, even something as simple as a kiss would be perfect at this point. I could imagine it now, your light brown eyes looking into my dark ones. You'd give me that smile, one of confidence but at the same time you'd have a fire in your eyes that says you were barely containing yourself. You'd lean closer until you were only a breath away, but you wouldn't quite kiss me yet. I could see it now, you were a tease, even if it were just a little. You'd want to ensure that I was absolutely enthralled, you'd want me aching and needy so that when you finally kissed me, I'd feel it in my core. I trembled in that very moment and suddenly I heard your voice, at first it didn't register, and you repeated yourself again.
"Shan, did you hear me? I asked if you were cold, I saw your trembling. As beautiful as you look in that outfit the theater is cold, let me give you my jacket."
"No, no!! you keep the jacket."
I looked down at myself for a moment, I wore a high waisted pleated black skirt with a button-down collared crop top that matched in color. Its long sleeves gave my arms protection from the cold, but my thick thighs were on display as the skirt only went to midthigh and as I stood there, I regretted wearing my black lace thong. While it made me feel sexy, it also made me feel frustrated because I could feel the cool air between my legs which meant I could also feel the wetness that had begun to form. I wondered why I had put so much effort into a movie date. From my combats boots to my gold chain and tennis bracelet, I had carefully curated everything I wore to hopefully get your attention. I had even worn my fashion harness that accentuated my ample breast. I briefly wondered if I had done too much as you grabbed my hand and walked me towards the theater.
"If you change your mind let me know" you said as you smiled, and I nodded my head in response.
"Also, I really appreciate you choosing a historical romance film, I've been dying to see this since it came out!! It came out a bit ago but finally I'm getting to see it!! I know this is not everyone's cup of tea, but I really do appreciate it." I said with an eagerness in my voice that truly conveyed just how excited I was to be here.
"Of course, I don't mind, tonight's about you. I know how much you enjoy these kinds of movies, so I really don't mind coming to see it. I'm sure it'll be good" You led us toward the very back even though a plethora of seats were currently available and hardly anyone was there. We were sitting in a theatre with about 3 other people, all scattered throughout. Though no one had chosen to sit as far back as we had but I didn't question your decision. I wouldn't realize until later why you had chosen such a discreet spot.
I sat back in my seat, getting comfortable as the ads ended and the movie finally started. I placed my hand on the arm rest between us and felt your hand immediately cover mine. I stared at it for a moment before looking up at you and while you weren't looking at me, I was somehow aware of the fact that you could feel me watching you, it was in the way your lips twitched and your eyes struggled not to look at me. I forced myself to focus on the screen as a smile came to my lips and I watched the main love interest briefly meet. I felt your thumb rub along my hand and any attention I had on the screen slowly began to dwindle with every stroke. My lips parted as I felt my breathing increase slightly. It wasn't as though I was easily triggered but rather, I felt this connection, a distinct and eerily powerful connection that made me aware of you. My eyes were on the screen, but I saw nothing. You might as well have been standing in front of me because all I could do was think of you. Think of how my knee gently bumped into yours or the way your hand seemed to feel warmer than usual atop mine.
I closed my eyes for a brief moment in an attempt to gather my wits about me but instead all it did was bring my imagination to the forefront. The things we could do together in the middle of a dark theatre with hardly anyone around. Suddenly I felt it, your warm breath against my neck but for a moment you didn't speak, you simply were... there.
"Are you not enjoying the movie??" You whispered to me, and I said nothing in response. How could I respond when I was so focused on the feel of your breath brushing along my earlobe, warming my skin and heightening my senses. No, I was simply too focused on how that would feel against other parts of my skin, parts that I shouldn't be thinking about in the middle of a theatre.
"Y-yes, very much so" I opened my eyes and focused on the screen, but I could feel your eyes on me, watching me and assessing me. Had I been so obvious, I wondered. Probably so, I was never the best at pretending. You looked away and for a few minutes everything went back to normal, you focused on the screen, and we continued to enjoy the film. I was focused on the continuation of their love story, watching as they met behind a tall bush in the gardens for a kiss that would be seen as scandalous by the ton. I suddenly felt your hand on my thigh, and you gave it a gentle squeeze. It was subtle, nothing of importance, but it was enough to get my attention. I lost focus on the film yet again as my body became aware of yours. Though this awareness was heightened by the fact that your hand was closer to my inner thigh, closer to the part of me that had been aching since we agreed to come here tonight.
I barely even noticed that I had spread my legs a little wider as I dug my teeth into my lower lip, drawing it into my mouth as my eyebrows furrowed. I felt your hand move from the top of my thigh and downwards to grip my inner thigh. I cleared my throat to force away the different feelings hitting me at once. I could feel my throat getting a little tighter, my nipples hardening and tingles shooting through my body. Was it normal to be this attracted to someone, to be so enthralled that simple touches cause you to feel as though you were falling into the abyss?
My situation was worsened by the fact that you kept your hand there and did nothing. It was as if you wanted to drive me mad or I was reading too much into this, were you simply wanting to feel my skin under yours, nothing more, nothing less. Maybe this wasn't about some strong- and suffocating- sexual tension but rather you just wanted to be close. For some reason that thought was disappointing, maybe I should be happy you weren't trying to feel me up in the back of a basically empty movie theater yet instead I was saddened. I wanted you to feel the same intensity I felt, the same infatuation. If I wasn't so turned on, I'd laugh at the thought.
"Tell me what you need, Shan, you seem a little flustered" you said as you kissed my neck gently and I let out a muffled groan.