It was a Saturday night and I was at an elegant little...well...big party that my friend, was hosting. She loved having little cocktail parties where everyone could dress up. Along with a full bar, she would hire a piano player and a soft casual melody would float throughout the house. All around were women in sexy little dresses and men in suave tuxes that made James Bond look like a hobo. At least, that's what the men like to think, I said to myself as one of those very gentlemen passed me, a brandy in hand, what I hoped was a gun in their pocket for ambiance, and a sorry pick-up line that he used on woman after woman to no avail. I shook my head in amusement; the things a man would do to impress a woman in a dress, right down to making an outright fool of him.
Everyone made fools of themselves at these parties, acting like someone they were not; laughing a little louder, walking a little taller, speaking with just a hint more sophistication. Emulating an importance they so desperately wanted to have. I myself can't say that I am guiltless. I certainly don't dress like this on a regular basis. With my little black satin dress (with embarrassingly low neckline and open back) and my calm expression, I felt just as fake as the rest of them; just not quite as foolish. I hated these "socials" as she called them, and really only came because she asked. For the most part, I would keep to myself off to the side and watch the rest of the proceedings.
I tore my gaze away from the humorous man to attempt to find something else worthwhile to observe when my eyes fell on an enchanting sight. This new, worthwhile subject, leaning against the wall looking just as secluded and withdrawn as I, was about 6'2" with wavy, dark brown hair and the deepest brown eyes I had ever seen on a human. He didn't have a tie like all the other men and the top button of his shirt was undone; he looked unkempt and fantastic. I smiled in approval and decided that this new character was interesting enough for me to devote some...extra consideration.
"Are you enjoying the view?"
I nearly dropped my wineglass when I looked over and saw my friend leaning in close, a sly and crooked smile accenting her slightly inebriated demeanor.
"A bit," I sighed, attempting to keep whatever "cool" I could gather after being unceremoniously spooked.
"Well, I'm glad," she replied, sloshing her drink in a mischievous fashion. "It would have been a shame if after all the trouble of getting him here if you didn't like him."
I was taken aback at this. "What do you...oh, I see: you did him, didn't you?" remembering her promiscuity.
"I resent that!" she blurted indignantly. "It was only once in college...and we were very drunk." After recovering from her mock offense, she continued, "He was John's roommate. Even in my drunken stupor, I remember that he was quite a stallion." The last part was coupled with the wistful smile of a very fond memory.
I nearly dropped my wine again. "You can't seriously mean that's Ethan?! He looked wonderful last I saw, but really now, that man over there is just too good to be him." Even as I said it, the resemblance began to present itself.
"Oh, but it is," she said, obviously relishing in my surprise. "We met a few days ago at that little café I go to every morning. We got to talking about old times and I noticed he had a keen interest in you; wanting to know how you were, what you were doing...your particular romantic status. I mentioned this party and that you would be here; so in the end, he had an invitation."
I was virtually speechless. I had always thought Ethan was a very attractive man, even when he was younger and a bit more awkward, but he had this little handicap of being aware of his handsome attributes and was incredibly cocky as a result. It was a disability that always turned me off, so I kept my distance, even amidst the prevalent sexual tension. Seeing him again churned an annoyance in my soul and a fire in...the usual place.
Lost in my thoughts, I didn't notice my friend flag him over and before I could think of a good excuse to leave, there he was, looking like a model for a romance novel cover and still appearing to know it.
"Ethan!" she cried, a little louder than was necessary. "You remember Sarah, right?"
He seemed to study me for a moment, recognizing me, but not; looking me up and down with an uncomfortably obvious approval that, even as it sent glorious shivers down my spine, caused my stomach to churn with disgust. He never lost his confidence; that was for certain.
"How could I forget?" he said, his voice thickly coated with the famous charm that always assured him a lady companion. "It's a pleasure to finally see you again after so long," he said, taking my hand in his and drawing it to his lips for a brief, feathery kiss.
My entire body went somewhat limp when his lips brushed the backs of my fingers. His hands were rough and warm and his breath seared my skin. I suddenly imagined that mouth and those hands exploring other, more sensitive places on my body. Oh, god, it's just like college again. I exhaled quietly, trying to regain some control over my body. "The pleasure is all mine," I replied.
He smiled, still holding my hand to his lips. Though we had already been looking at each other, we actually looked in the other's eyes and stayed that way for who knows how long. His were cool, confident, and (to my surprise) older. They didn't have he look of a crazed adolescent, but a man.
While we were off in our own little world, my friend graciously excused herself to go mingle and possibly have a quickie with her husband. Ethan finally released my hand and we stood a bit awkwardly in the middle of the room, searching for something to say.
"So," he said, breaking the silence. "Does she have these often?"
"Every month or so," I nonchalantly said. "They were nice the first couple of times, but have really started to become annoying."
"Annoying?" he questioned. "I find that hard to believe."
I smiled. "Oh, it's really quite believable. The same people pulling the same bull-shit antics each time. The only excitement I get is whenever someone new comes."
"Like me, for example?"
I gave him the same once-over he gave me, my eyes racking slowly over his lean body somehow evident even when entirely hidden by a suit. My eyes came back up to his to challenge his assumption. "Oh, I suppose, but to be honest, nothing has really grabbed my attention thus far."
He closed his eyes and nodded, completely aware of my subtle challenge. He licked his lips and leaned over, bringing his face just inches from mine. For a moment, I thought he was going to kiss me and my lips parted as my breath got just a little quicker. My fantasy came to a swift end when he took a detour to the left so his mouth was against my ear instead. His lips just brushed my earlobe and his breath on my neck sent electricity coursing through my body. I closed my eyes and let out a long sigh, enjoying every sensation he induced. I was so wrapped up in my euphoria that I almost didn't hear him respond to my answer in a whisper.
"Then you haven't had nearly enough to drink."
Without giving me any warning, he straightened up and put a hand on my shoulder, gently turning me around and leading me to the bar. As we walked, weaving in and out of the oblivious patrons, I was keenly aware of his finger tips making an agonizing journey across my shoulder blade, down my open back and resting on the bare small of my back. He laid his palm there, forming it to the contour of the little dip just above my ass and guided me to a cheap, expensive-looking barstool. Ethan took my hand, helped me up and ordered us more wine. He sat across from me and we inspected each other for a while, just sipping our wine and not saying anything. After about half a glass, I found my voice.
"So what have you been up to sense last I saw you?"
"Oh, I've been moving around trying to find a place for a Bachelors' in Arts and Humanities, which is no easy task. Got married, she couldn't take the instability and we divorced...after I caught her in bed with a body builder from her gym."
"Oh my," I said in shock. I felt a little ashamed because I had always believed that if anyone was going to cheat in their relationship, it would be him. Now he was the one getting bit. "I'm so sorry. When did this happen?"
"About a year ago. Don't worry, it's not nearly as bad as it sounds," he laughed. "It was over before it ever began and we both in one way or another knew it. It made breaking it off much more bearable."
"I see." I went back to sipping the sweet wine and sloshing it around in the glass.
"What about you? Is there anyone particularly significant person in your life?"