Laying next to her over joys my heart. I fell in love with this woman a long time ago, though we haven't been together for over a year now. We still hold that closeness; I feel I can depend on her for anything. Like tonight, I called her because my life is not going the direction I want it to... it has been dragging me down... and to have someone close to me that I know cares about me is exactly what I felt I needed. When she answered the phone and her voice blessed my ear, I felt relief. As soon as I spoke my first words, her tone changed immediately to concern. Oh how well she knows me.
"I'll be there as soon as I can..." she said to me. And my heart jumped with anticipation as I knew that I would hold her next to me once again. And now, as we lay in bed watching TV, her cheek rests against my chest. I try not to seem too eager towards her, my hand only occasionally brushing up and down her back as I cradle her to me. Heaven knows I want to inhale every inch of her into me, making her mine as I used to such a long time ago. The last few times I've tried to seduce her, she's always shot me down. So to avoid that again, I contain myself with such willpower. I feel such comfort that I feel myself starting to doze... and then her hand starts to move. So slowly, so softly, she brushes her fingertips up and down my chest and stomach absentmindedly as she's focused on the TV screen. This I always loved about her. She is not even aware of the effect she has on me, how such a small touch from her sends fire throughout me. I lean my face up against her forehead, pressing my lips to her skin. She nuzzles into me and sighs.
When the movie ends, it's fairly late and I am sleepy enough to hand the control over to her. She shakes her head at me to tell me she doesn't want to watch any more TV, so I shut it off. I lay there, feeling her smooth legs wrapped around mine... wanting to taste her... wanting to feel myself within her. Because we haven't been together that way in such a long time, I don't want to scare her by just throwing myself on her. But as it turns out, I don't need to worry at all. With her cheek still pressed to my chest, she begins to caress me again. I can sense in her that the mood has changed. She explores all that is exposed to her; the touch of this woman is phenomenal. I close my eyes and just let her. When she pushes her soft hand beneath the waistline of my boxers, I moan loudly. I didn't expect this from her at all. After all the times she turned down my advances, to have her come after me is sexy as hell.