"You're late." Jackie tried to look serious, arms crossed, glaring at me in mock anger.
"Only because I had to finish one of your orders before I left work." I imitated the mock anger, glaring back as I walked up the driveway. Jackie's face changed from anger, to surprise, to guilt. "It was that international order, wasn't it?"
"Yes, it was."
Jackie looked sincere when she apologized. "Sorry. Since we're running late, let's take the easy route around the park."
"I'm good with that." I smiled and gestured towards the sidewalk. Giving a slight bow, I said "please lead the way madame." Jackie rolled her eyes at me as she smiled, and we began our walk.
Jackie and I had been friends and co-workers for about 5 years. We worked at a sporting goods supply company as order pullers. I was 23 when I was hired, and despite Jackie being my senior by 15 years, we really clicked while working together. We enjoyed each other's company, and a really nice friendship began. For most of those years, Jackie was happily married, and I was happily engaged. In the last two years though, our personal lives took serious hits. Jackie's husband decided he wanted a divorce. Around the same time, I caught my fiance cheating on me. Both relationships ended badly. In those darker months, Jackie and I bonded over cheap casserole recipes and game shows. The only good thing to come out of those 5 years was our friendship.
Recently, we started trying out more health conscious casseroles when we would get together for dinner. We decided we needed to build up our self confidence before we each tried dating again. Healthy food and exercise was our plan. Jackie
was the one who invited me to start walking with her, and it kept us busy at least a few nights a week.
I would finish work, and drive over to Jackie's house. We would take a walk while the casserole cooled. After dinner, we would watch Jeopardy and Wheel of Fortune. It was the only kind of competition Jackie and I enjoyed.
Afterwards, we would usually sit on the couch and get chatty. We would complain about our exes, or work, or just vent to each other about whatever was on our minds.
Tonight was no different. We took our walk, ate dinner, watched our game shows, and sat on the couch. Since it was Friday and neither one of us had to work in the morning, we decided to share a bottle of wine. Jackie was sitting on the left side of the couch, sideways, with her feet across the middle cushion. I was sitting on the right side. Our conversation turned to our exes, as it often does.
"Did you know, I actually bought a book on sensual massage?" I downed the remaining contents of my wine glass and set it next to the empty bottle. Jackie drank the rest of her wine, and set the glass next to mine. She chuckled at my comment and said, "When was this?"
"Shortly after Lana and I started living together. She seemed to enjoy it at first, but eventually she said it was too ticklish, so I stopped."
Jackie looked at me with a mischievous smile, and said "maybe you lost your touch."
I flashed a hurt look, "I have not lost my touch!" Then I thought about it, and my expression changed to doubt. "Have I lost my touch?" I stared blankly at the tv.
"Well, you haven't lost your touch when it comes to shoulder and neck massages. I'll give you points for that." Jackie pushed her foot out against my hip, like a nudge to wake me out of my stupor.
I looked at Jackie's face. There was a sincerity in her smile, and it made me actually blush. I tried to turn away, but she saw the redness in my cheeks.
Again, I saw the twinkle in her eye when she said, "Maybe you just need some more practice."
"Please, mister foot massage master, make my feet feel better!" Jackie batted her eyes at me, and poked my side with one of her toes. It tickled, and I jumped. I said, "hey, no tickling. Just turn over and scoot down." Again, I noticed something different in Jackie's eyes as she turned herself over, but I couldn't put my finger on it yet. Was it because she was buzzed from the wine?
Jackie was now on her belly, her knees were against my leg, and her feet were in the air, right in front of my face. She stretched her legs out, putting her feet and lower legs across my lap. I quickly slid a fingertip across Jackie's foot, making her jump, and she mimicked me, "hey, no tickling!" I chuckled at that.
"Ok, we're even." I moved my hands over Jackie's feet and began rubbing them. I kneaded each toe with a gentle pinch and roll, ever so lightly pulling them. Then I did the same to the pad beneath her toes, pinching and pushing along the side of her feet, back to her heels. I put her heels in my palms and used my fingers to squeeze and massage them. As I worked on her heels, Jackie made a sound that can only be described as a half purr, half moan.
When the purr-moan (moan-purr?) hit my eardrums, it flipped a switch in me, and I started getting aroused. I was wearing jeans, so it wasn't immediately noticeable, but I moved Jackie's feet up and off of my lap a little. I wasn't sure how she would react, and I didn't want to complicate our friendship.
To be honest, when I first met Jackie, I had a bit of a crush on her. She was smart, funny, kind, caring, and I thought she was beautiful. I could go on and on.
I was realistic though. She was happily married, and I was happily engaged. I was also 15 years younger. So, I tucked my little crush away in the corner of my mind, and over the years, it became my favorite little fantasy. After my breakup and her divorce though, the thoughts started coming to mind more often. I kept telling myself it was just a silly crush, and I was convinced Jackie would laugh at my fantasy. So I focused on the friendship, and enjoyed the evenings spent with Jackie, then satisfied the crush at home, alone.
"You're really good at that" Jackie said, her voice sounding relaxed. I kept rubbing her feet, massaging around her ankles, across the top of her feet, then back across the achilles heel, slowly moving toward her calf muscles.
"I practiced a lot on Lana, but it never did anything for her." I thought to myself, 'its doing a lot for me'. I looked at Jackie, with one eyebrow raised, and asked, "is it doing anything for you?"