Welcome! This is the fourth story in the second "Freya and Friends" series. I try to write stand-alone stories so this can be enjoyed as-is, but if you'd like to start at the beginning of this series, check out:
I Will Love You Forever
If you'd like to begin with the first series, click here:
The First Blowjob
Enjoy!
Love, Frey
My Stories
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Cyn and Katie were awoken by someone pounding on their door. Being an interior door to the two-family house they co-owned, it was either Freya or Alex. And if it was anyone else, then it was some kind of major emergency. So, neither girl bothered putting anything on over what they slept in, and just ran for the door.
They opened it and Freya burst in. She was pale. Her eyes were red from crying and there were dark circles under them.
"Alex just left for work and I need to talk to you guys." Freya practically fell into Cyn's arms and burst into a fresh round of sobbing. "Marrying Alex was a huge mistake!" She buried her face into Cyn's bosom, her entire body hitched uncontrollably. Cyn and Katie just looked at each other over Freya's bowed head.
Cyn held her and Katie tenderly rubbed her back while Freya sobbed and moaned miserably into Cyn's nightshirt. Freya could feel Cyn's soft breasts pressed against her face. She thought she felt one of her nipples through the threadbare material. Even through her crying, something was stirring within her. Freya felt a tingle in her belly and pushed Cyn away in self-disgust.
She staggered to the kitchen and collapsed into a chair, covering her face with her hands. Katie put an arm around her and Freya violently pushed her away.
"Stay away from me!" she yelled. "I'm a monster!"
Completely at a loss as to what to do to help their friend, Cyn and Katie just stood there in their nightshirts and waited for Freya to run out of tears. Eventually she did. And even then, it was a long time before she was able to look up at her two best friends.
"I love Alex so much, but I'm just going to hurt him." The tone of her voice was that of pure heartbreak.
Cyn took a step towards Freya, but Katie gave her a look that told her that Katie was going to take the lead on this. Katie pulled a chair towards Freya and sat down while Cyn stayed where she was standing.
"What do you mean, honey?"
Freya looked at Katie with her face scrunched up and miserable. She looked up at Cyn, then back to Katie. "I'm going to hurt Alex. I don't want to, but I know that I'm going to cheat on him." She wanted to cry, but there were just no more tears left.
"Why do you think you're going to cheat on Alex, Frey?" Katie asked.
"All I can think about is sex. And sometimes when Alex and I are..." Freya stopped and just stared at the floor between her feet.
"Um-hmm?" Katie prompted.
"I'm not even thinking about being with him anymore. I just... I black out or something and the next thing I know, we're done and I can't even remember what happened." Freya covered her face again. "Everything is just spinning out of control."
Cyn stepped forward and placed a hand on Freya's shoulder. Freya said nothing, but Katie could see her demeanor change instantly. Cynthia had always been the de facto mother and protector of the other two and just having her near would make either girl feel safer. Katie also said nothing, but took one of Freya's hands and held it in her own.
Eventually, Freya continued. "I don't think that Alex will always be enough. I love him with all my heart, but sometimes there's something in me that wants more. That needs more. Sexually."
Cyn and Katie stayed where they were, just being there for their friend.
"Last week..." Freya started, then paused. She looked back down at the floor. "Last week, Alex had an emergency at the hardware store and stayed late. He didn't get home until after midnight." Freya looked up at Katie. "He was gone for over sixteen hours." She looked at Cyn and then back at the floor. She took a deep breath. "I masturbated so much that I was sore for three days."
The kitchen was silent.
Then Cyn burst into laughter. "Oh, fuck, Freya! You gotta use some lube sometimes!"
Initially appalled at Cynthia's outburst, Katie looked worriedly at Freya, but when she saw her friend smile and then start to quietly laugh, she relaxed. Katie looked at her girlfriend and gave her a smile that said, 'you're usually a big, brutish, disgusting pig, but sometimes you know exactly what to say and do.' That's what her smile said. But the look in Katie's eyes, as always, said, 'I love you, Cynthia.' Then her attention went back to Freya.
"I'll make coffee." Katie got up and started grinding the beans.
Cyn asked if Rio needed to go out. "No," Freya replied. "Alex took him out less than an hour ago."
"You know what?" Cyn said. "I'll go down and get him. I have a feeling that we're all going to be up here for a while."
When Cyn came back upstairs with the small dog and his leash, Katie and Freya were sitting at the table sipping coffee.
"So, what did I miss?" Cyn asked.
"Not much," Katie told her.
Cyn sat down where Katie had already placed a cup of coffee for her. "Well, besides mauling your kittie, what's been going on, Freya?"
Freya gave a deep sigh. "Lately, it's like sex between us has become less about love and more... I don't know." She lifted the mug to her lips but then put it back down. "Angry?" She shook her head slightly. "No. The sex is great... Alex is always so tender and loving. I guess
I'm
angry. And scared."
She took a sip of coffee and continued. "It's like I want sex more and more."
"Who doesn't?" Cyn commented and smiled. Neither Katie nor Freya smiled with her.
"But it's like once we start... I can't stop. And it's never enough." A tear ran down her cheek and she took a tissue from the box that Katie had placed on the table. As she wiped her eyes, she told the girls, "I feel like it's out of my control. I don't understand what's happening to me."
Katie took her free hand, but said nothing.
Cyn put her coffee cup down and pointed at Freya. "It sounds like you're a sex addict."
The two other girls looked at her.
"Yup," she told them. "If you feel like it's out of control... That's an addict."
Freya blinked at Cyn and Cyn nodded.
"You think I'm addicted to sex?" Freya asked.
"Um-hmm," Cyn answered. "You want to have sex constantly, you're masturbating in secret, you need to do it more and more, things are out of control, you can't stop... That's an addiction." Cyn's face clouded. She added, "I should know."
Both Freya and Katie knew about her dad.
Freya took a deep breath. "So, what do I do?"
Cyn shrugged. "Go to an AA meeting and every time someone says the word 'alcohol,' swap it out for the word 'sex' in your head?"
"Not everything's a joke, Cynthia!" Katie said, then suggested, "Maybe find a therapist?"
The three friends sat in silence for a few minutes, then Freya spoke up. "Do you guys ever have weird sex dreams...? Or weird... Thoughts?"
"Having sex with Katie can get pretty weird all on its own," Cyn said.
"Cynthia dreams about having sex with a guy," Katie cheerily chirped, then smiled broadly at her girlfriend.
Cynthia scowled and punched her arm. "No, I don't."
Rubbing her arm, Katie loudly whispered to Freya, "Yes, she does."
Freya looked at Cyn and thought of all the times that she had wondered about her friend. The dreams that she had had. Just an hour ago, she had been getting turned on by Cyn's huge tits! While sobbing about her sex obsession!
"I'm not a lesbian, but I've had dreams about being with a girl," Freya told them, leaving out, of course, the fact that these dreams involve both Cyn and Katie. "But dreams are just dreams," she scoffed. "They don't mean anything, really."
"Everyone dreams about random stuff like that. It's no big deal," Cyn agreed. "As much as Alex is so infatuated with you, Frey, I'll bet he has dreams about other women."
Freya blushed and looked down at her empty cup.
"He has?" Cyn exclaimed. "Did he tell you about them?"
Freya looked back up. "No. He's never said anything about his dreams." She paused. "But I know that he has."
"Oh. Guys always wake up with boners," Cyn told her. "It doesn't mean anything."