I. Enter Frank
Frank rang the doorbell around 8 p.m. I wasn't expecting him, thought he'd be out for the night with Amy. It turned out that Amy had left for cheering camp earlier that day and that he had never bothered to mention that plan to me. Which was typical.
He had 2 six-packs of cold beer and some weed. I had an extra pair of trunks that fit him, even though he's quite a bit bigger than me, so we went up to my room and got changed. We got in the hot tub each with a beer. Frank lit a joint and we settled into the warmth.
The yard and deck were nice and private, and Mom was out on a date so we had the house too. I wasn't expecting her till around 11. We had plenty of time.
II.Frank and Me
I had been blowing Frank for the last 3 months; at least when Amy wasn't around and when there was no other girl he could score behind Amy's back. I wondered if Frank knew that Mom would be out, but didn't see how he could have. We hadn't spoken in the last week, which happened to be the last time he needed me.
I'd blown Frank exactly 8 times in those 3 months and was careful to keep track of each time in my diary. The blowjobs started off as a drunken impulse on my part. Frank and I had been partying at my parent's cabin in the woods together with Amy and this other girl. I knew that he was expecting to get with Amy that day but then her friend decided the two girls had to leave early and he was out of luck. Two hours later we were sitting in front of a fire we'd made on the shore of the big lake.
"Goddam, Billie, you see that bikini bottom she had on?" That was Frank's review of his girlfriend.
"Dude, the top part wasn't bad either."
"Yeah Amy's got awesome tits, but it was that ass. Really got to me; still got a boner from it."
I'd never seen his cock before even though I'd known him forever. There was no reason I would have seen it. Different gym classes and different sports teams meant we'd never had those casual looks in a group shower at one another's equipment. Now Frank shifted on his seat and made a show of adjusting what seemed like a painful bulge.
He paused long enough to take a sip of his beer and said "Damn I need to get my cock sucked."
We let that comment sit for a minute while we drank. I felt a little buzzing in my head and chest. It wasn't just the beer. So I blurted out "How about me?"
"Huh?" I didn't know whether he hadn't heard me, or didn't know whether he'd heard me right.
"How about me?" That time he got it.
Frank actually didn't seem that surprised although I had surprised myself. It was only when I was kneeling between his legs, looking at his bare chest and flat stomach, and then further down to the cutoff jeans he had unbuttoned for me, that I realized that this had been somewhere in my fantasy life for a while.
He was pretty experienced with sex at this point, with Amy and with at least a few other girls. I was totally inexperienced, except of course for my own thoughts and my private, solo sessions. But I already knew that I wanted to be different, wanted to please someone, and wanted to have secrets. I knew that I liked the sexy underthings mom had and knew that I liked the strange noises I had sometimes heard (in the past) coming from her bedroom. I knew that I wanted to experience some of the things she experienced.
When Frank came in my mouth that first time I didn't swallow. Hell I didn't even know then that I was supposed to swallow. But I had the warm feeling you get when you meet a goal. It's even better when you didn't know in advance that you had the goal. It had felt right. We didn't need to discuss it afterwards. He zipped back up and we jumped into the water to cool down.
III.A Utility Infielder
I fucked my first girl half way through that time of blowing Frank and did not consider myself gay. Maybe bi. Or maybe just a guy who liked sucking Frank's cock. Time would tell and I wasn't particularly worried about it. But not gay, certainly not after fucking Rachel for the first time. Still.... I was embarrassed to realize, a week after getting her, that I had not bothered to record it in my diary, that it had never even occurred to me. Must have meant something. Rachel was now my girlfriend and I'd been seeing her about twice a week, each date ending with sex in her parent's basement rec-room. Once I'd embarrassed myself I took to recording my times with her too -- and invented a new code for girl-sex.
My Frank code was more detailed. Listing everything from the place and time, the circumstances (e.g. 'Amy sick', or 'Amy period' or 'Amy away'), my progress ('licked it' or 'deeper' or 'swallow' or...) and his reaction ('happy' or 'pissy' or 'dominant' or ...) Most often the place was right here at my house, but I'd blown him twice in his car and once, of course, up at the lake. I was getting better at it -- the diary entries confirmed this.
Still, I was pretty realistic about it. I knew that I was sort of a utility infielder on the sex team that starred Amy, a fine replacement when the starter was out of the lineup but not more. He never compared our blowjobs except to say one time (it was after the 3rd -- I just looked it up) that my mouth was deeper. Which made sense compared to the petite Amy. But her advantages were pretty clear: Frank wanted to see a pretty, soft, blonde feminine face on the end of his tool, he wanted her ass and tits and he wanted to be able to fuck her pussy when a blowjob wasn't enough. Hard to compete with that.
So I was realistic about it but still obsessed. He had Amy and me, I had Rachel and him. When I got too horny waiting for him to show up I could either jerk off or run over Rachel's in the afternoon to fuck her before her mom got home from work.
Amy wasn't exactly the love of his life from what I could see. He was having sex not only with her and me but with at least one other girl he had on the side. I know he liked Amy a lot. We both did. We'd known her since the 3rd grade, when she was a skinny little tomboy with braces.
Because of a bad bout of mono Amy had to repeat her freshman year and was now an 18 year old senior while we were off to college. Or junior college in Frank's case. (Bitchy!) Hence her cheering camp. After that year off from school we watched Amy turn into the hottest girl at school. Gorgeous thick blonde hair, beautiful face, petite frame with large tits, a hot, hot ass, nice legs and a wonderful smile. She was his girl by the time Frank and I entered our junior year of high school.
But she and I were good friends too. I didn't see her as the competition and she obviously did not see me that way. When she got pissed off at Frank, for whatever reason, it was my shoulder more often than not she would cry on. And there had been lots of reasons for a girlfriend to be pissed at him (even though she obviously did not know about the other girls.) I would help her. Pump her up. Make excuses for him without letting her know that's what was happening. Get her laughing. Get her back into the game even when it meant I would continue to sit on the bench.
IV.I Am Disappointed
The times I'd blown him here at the house always began like this. Frank would show up unannounced with beer and/or weed, we'd take a soak, shower (separately) go to my room and I'd suck him off. Sometimes we'd watch a show on TV afterwards or listen to music and sometimes he'd be gone 10 minutes after. We used my house most of the time because Mom was out a lot of nights, sometimes on a date but more often with the girls from her book club or with people from her outdoor adventure team. She was president of the adventure club and most of the planning got left to her.
We had settled into the water. Frank lit the joint, dragged on it hard and handed it over to me.
"It's really good. Just a few hits and I'm off."
I felt it burn in my mouth and throat. I liked it but didn't want to get too buzzed for obvious reasons. I mean I've sucked him when I was a little high and a lot high and the ones where it was a little were better for us both. So I took a small hit and handed it back to him.
Frank looked great in the tub. He's already a star football player at the local junior college in his freshman year. Broad shoulders, strong chest and arms, thighs like tree trunks, tight abs, and a beautiful tight ass. Sandy hair, crooked smile, handsome as he could be. Also an awesome (and tasty) cock. Also firm delicious nuts with which to feed me.