From the depths of our innermost desires comes a burning fire that compels our thoughts and fantasies to take us places we dare never go in reality. But what happens when the opportunity to turn a fantasy into a reality appears? Would you take yourself to that forbidden place to experience unconditional pleasure?
Over the past few months, I have been corresponding with someone I met online. He lives a few states away, which at first was a blessing. Our online chats were growing hotter and more intense. The urge to meet was growing rapidly for both of us, but he was married and I had a steady live-in boyfriend. However, what drew us together in the cyber world was too strong to ignore.
Our respective sexual lives were okay at best, but we both had strong sexual desires that our significant others just could not satisfy. To give and receive unconditionally, to explore freely, to try things you only see in porn flicks… these were such strong desires for us, we couldn’t help but share our darkest fantasies. The more we chatted, the hotter the inferno blazed.
And then the opportunity we secretly hoped, but prayed wouldn’t happen, presented itself. I had a conference to attend for four days only a few towns over from where he lived. Was it fate guiding two desperate lonely souls together? Or the devil tempting us, daring us to say no to the opportunity?
Fate won.
I arrived at his hotel room at 8:30pm on a cool Friday night. Room 302 of your generic Best Western. Nothing fancy, but at least a few steps up from a cheesy motel. I knocked at the door and was greeted within seconds by a tall, stunningly handsome man with a warm smile. The lights behind him were low, provided only by candle. He was so sexy, outlined delicately by the shadows that fell across his face and body.
He reached out with his muscular arm, grabbed my waist, and pulled me close to his body. His smell infiltrated my nose and mouth, his natural pheromones enticing my senses. My hands rested on his chest, digging in slightly to savor the defined shape of his chest.
Our lips joined in a swift motion of anticipated lust. Passionately we kissed, our tongues mingling in a sea of saliva. We stood in the open doorway making out as people walked by. We could feel their eyes on us and sensed their jealousy.
He closed the door and with his free hand unbuttoned my shorts and lowered the zipper. Even though this was the first time we met in person, there would be very little foreplay right now and certainly no talking. We had all weekend to indulge on every inch of each other’s body. The present moment was nothing but pure sex… releasing the energy created and stored from the past few months of email correspondence.