‘Is cyber sex considered cheating?’ Liz typed on her laptop.
‘What?’
‘Is cyber considered cheating?’ she repeated.
‘Liz, are you asking me to cyber with you?’
Her heart began to thump harder than normal. She was about to cross a line that she knew she shouldn’t and there would be no turning back. She typed a message back to her husband’s best friend.
‘What would you say if I was?’
She held her breath. This was it. She crossed the line. If she closed her eyes and looked behind her, she could see that line fading in the distance. Liz stared at the screen.
Five seconds past…
What are you doing?! Her mind screamed. This is forbidden stuff!
Ten seconds past…
You don’t even know how to “cyber”. And he’s engaged! This isn’t right and you know it. But he sure is sexy.
Fifteen seconds…
The tone of the instant messenger woke her from her mind debate. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Would he cross the line with her? She released the breath and looked at the screen.
‘I’d say I’ve never done it before. Why? Do you want to try it?’
‘I do, but I’m scared.’
‘Well, it’s not technically cheating because you’re not actually touching anyone. Even though your mind is.’ He typed.
Maybe we should just forget this whole thing… She had the urge to jump back to the safe side of that line she just crossed.
‘I don’t even know what I’m doing,’ she typed. ‘And I’m sorry if this conversation is making you uncomfortable.’
‘Not at all. I can even show you how. We can learn together.’
Liz’s heart jumped. Suddenly she was very far away on the wrong side of the line. ‘Ok, why not…’ she typed but didn’t send it. If I hit enter, I’m a pig, a whore, a slut. But if I don’t, I will always wonder about him. Fuck it. This can’t possibly hurt anyone. Liz made up her mind and hit enter. She waited.
‘I hope you’re ready for this,’ he teased.
‘More than ready. I’ve been wondering about you for quite some time.’
‘Oh, really? That’s very interesting.’
‘Why?’
‘Cause so have I.’
Once again her heart somersaulted in her chest. God I want him, she thought.
‘So tell me how bad you want to fuck me,’ she bravely typed.
‘Fuck you… first I want to taste you.’
‘Mmmmmmm. I can feel myself getting wet already.’
‘Then take off your bra, suck on your finger, and then play with your nipples.’
‘Ok, but you have to take off your shirt, too.’
‘Liz, I’m naked and my dick is as hard as stone. After I stick my tongue in your mouth and taste your lips, I’m going to suck on your nipples and stick my fingers deep inside you.’
‘Mmmmm. I am so wet. I want you inside me.’
‘Not yet,’ he teased. ‘Take your finger and swirl it around your clit. But that’s all. Don’t put it inside.’
‘Alex…’
‘Yes?’
Liz could barely continue. Guilt was knocking at her door but her pussy was wet and throbbing for him. ‘Alex, I have to log off. I just can’t do this.’
‘Liz, call me right now.’
‘I can’t.’
‘Call me.’
‘This is wrong.’
‘Pick up the phone and call me or I will call you.’
‘Don’t you feel guilty?’
‘Nope. Guilt is a waste of time. Do you want me or not? Are you still wet?’
‘Yes and yes.’
‘Then call me right now. I’m going to make you cum.’
Liz shut off her laptop. She took the cordless phone from the receiver. I’ll call him and tell him to forget it. We can’t do this. But deep down she knew she was weak. Aaron, her boyfriend of 4 years, hadn’t touched her in three months. No kisses, no fondles, no tongue. She was a woman and she had her needs. And she couldn’t seem to get any answers when she asked him why. She loved Aaron with all her heart but she longed to be wanted again. And here was her chance.