Chester and I had been texting each other all day, so it was no surprise to me when he ripped my underwear from beneath my dress before we said, "Hello."
As he bent me over the couch and licked my pussy, I began to regret my decision to give into the forces of society. Every time his tongue touched my clit I wondered if it would be the last time I would be taken with such passion. I dripped in puddles as he gripped my brown thighs during his meal. I'd sucked his dick the morning before with the same enthusiasm so he knew how to reciprocate. I could feel my orgasm coming when I heard his zipper. I knocked my phone off of the couch as I struggled to grab a tight hold
As I braced myself for his dick I let out a moan that I couldn't have controlled if I'd wanted to. I'm pretty sure I tried to bury my face in the decorative pillows. The anticipation of his dick filling my pussy was exhilarating. The thorough fucking I'd receive was epic. I'd talked shit to him all day about how I wanted him to fuck me until I screamed his name. I told him that we could be romantic later. I needed to be fucked. Hard.
Thankfully, Chester obliged and held nothing back. After a minute of easing into a rhythm that found a comfortable position on the arm of our oversized couch, he began hammering his dick into my pussy.
He ignored the subtlety of a woman's complexity. This was orgasm by brute force. Sometimes I just needed that.
"Fuck me!" I demanded, knowing that my commands would push him to drive his dick into me so much that I'd feel the bruises for two days. Be careful what you ask for.
I writhed in agony as I tried to watch his face in the living room mirror. I wanted to remember us fucking like this. I wasn't sure if it would ever be this way again.
"Harder!" I screamed knowing I couldn't feel my pussy anymore. I was orgasming into every thrust as I heard the wetness of sex splashing. Every demand I made pushed him to fuck me harder and brought him closer to coming.
When my pussy couldn't take it any longer, I tapped his thigh like I'd done for five years and he pulled back immediately. I knew my limits and he always respected them. I spun around, dropped to my knees and sucked his dick with the same intensity that he'd just fucked me.
Within seconds his come was oozing down my throat.
Between the sweat and our sex juices, I hoped he hadn't noticed my tears. I had agonized over this moment for two months.
As Chester stood over me, I could see him transforming back into the man that I fell in love with at first site. The smile that engulfed his face as I collapsed below him was so innocent that no one would know that he was capable of fucking me the way he had just fucked me.
"I promise we won't change," Chester tried to assure me, yet again.
I was sure that he was wrong.
For the past year I had worked on my full story and I knew where we were headed.
I understood the benefits of the Assured Society and finally admitted that the world was a better place for everyone since the '20's welcomed the underground cult practice to the public.
During my first interviews with the movement's pioneers I had no idea that I'd be joining.
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As Maria Ortega explained how she became indoctrinated into the nameless cult she helped expand I was consumed with the pressure she must have felt.
Mario Ortega was a rising star at one of the world's largest not-for-profits in Mexico City. He was a thoughtful, energetic and empathetic leader that came from nothing. He was having impact all over the world and destined for bigger things.
One afternoon, the wife of the organizations board president invited Maria to brunch at the social club to meet the wives of several of the executive team. Maria remembered the invitation being awkward because the brunch was on a Wednesday. She practiced as a lawyer and wondered how she would miss a day of work for brunch.
"It's important for your husband," the nice woman told Maria. So, cautiously Maria went with no pretense of what she'd find. She would go to support Mario however she could.
Mario knew nothing of the invitation.
Maria described the event as a quiet gathering of the most diverse group of women - plus a handful of men - that she'd ever met. The gathering was at a house in the hills with many rooms and s beautiful pool. She imagined there were about three dozen guests in attendance. She realized everyone was a spouse of someone at the not-for-profit. For thirty minutes she'd talked to people who knew of her and Mario. Some she'd already met at company events so the situation wasn't awkward.
Eventually the hostess, Carmelita, found her and began pointing out what had gone unnoticed in her time collecting small talk.
There were four or five women walking around asking guests one simple question, "This week?" The responses were either "Yes" or "No", but she didn't witness a single "No" as she picked up on the dance. Maria was perplexed as Carmelita began to explain the depth of the question.
Carmelita explained that the success of their husbands' business had come from the caring hands with which their wives had taken responsibility over their "tendencies".
Maria began to recoil from the conversation as a certain cult-vibe began taking over the dialogue. The short of it was that the wives had collectively and secretively decided to administer weekly handjobs on their husbands.
Maria admitted to being shocked at first. She had an open-mind sexually, but she had never considered the topic outside of her and her husband of 10 years.
Maria listened intently as Carmelita explained how reserved or forthcoming each spouse was with their answers, but kept emphasizing the importance of their role in keeping their husbands focused. There was a certain magic to their methods.
First, they knew that their husbands demeanor relaxed with regular orgasms. While there might already be a menu of other sexual activities to be served for individual couples, they wanted assurance that all of the men had some relief during the week.
Second, the handjob was an activity they could all agree to because it was the least amount effort and they could all openly admit to doing it. While some overshared their ability to fuck their man like a poem star 7 nights a week, Carmelita expressed how the handjob was a form of control more than pleasure.
Third, the control factor that came with pleasuring a man without his request allowed him to simply enjoy the moment. Walking up to your husband and jerking him off released more tension because he wouldn't be worrying about her sexual interest or satisfying her needs in the moment. Her sexual fulfillment was important to the couple's happiness, not the company's success.
Carmelita wasn't saying anything Maria hadn't already known about her husband and most men. The question was why the need for the group act and the secrecy.
But Maria was a good soldier and pretty open sexually, so she just went with the flow. She and Mario were regularly fucking 2-3 times per week with an occasional blowjob thrown in for good measure. She simply decided to throw in a handjob every Tuesday after Mario had gotten fully dressed.
"I told him that he was irresistible in his suits and that I wanted to keep a part of him with me all day," Maria explained without a drop of embarrassment. "I'd simply undue his pants, let them drop to the floor and stroke him with coconut oil until he came in my hands. It was so clinical but he loved it, Then I'd lick my hands clean and head out of the door - leaving him smelling like coconut oil before his Tuesday staff meeting."
I didn't blink when she told me that story.
Six months into the program the Mario's business was a roaring success and Maria attributed all of it to the wives and husbands maintaining their spousal duties.
However, Maria looked further.
She noticed that these businessmen hired more women on their teams and treated them with more respect and as equals - compared with other companies she'd seen from the inside. She noticed that her husband brought less work home. She noticed that the late nights at the office were fewer.
Maria saw something much bigger.
She told her husband.
Mario naturally freaked out. He wanted more than anything to unknow what he'd just learned. He imagined going into the office the next day and imagining everyone getting handjobs. "That's ridiculous," Maria told him, because they were already doing much more.
"What about the women at work?" Mario asked Maria.
That's when her world changed.
Maria proposed to Carmelita that opening up all of what they were doing to all of the employees would have benefits beyond their business. The brunches would continue as informal and voluntary gatherings, but the good spirit would travel beyond their confined group.
Maria was right.