She who stained my fantasies & the boy who satisfied them.
Her lips were soft and barely glazed with a pink gloss. She was wearing a black choker that made her neck line look inviting. The room was filled with her sweet fragrance. It was like a tasty mix of champagne and roses. When she walked in it circled around my nose and danced through my senses. I wanted to nestle my face against her neck and take in the smell as my eyelashes batted against her skin. Her bronze shoulders were sleek and moved gently as she dazzled her companions.
Today she sat with two boys, I hardly noticed them. They were too typical, gorgeous, drooling and trying to sound more intelligent than their fated frat brains would allow. She smiled as a courtesy and scanned the room as she nibbled away at a blueberry muffin. It was no matter to me, they didn’t appreciate her enough, no man ever could.
I peered from behind my book and looked down at her shoes. Her feet were dangling off the barstool each with perfectly manicured, sparkly blue toenails. The light bounced off the metallic specs in the color and flickered in my eyes. They curved around so smoothly and her star-shaped toe ring was the perfect touch that left them flawless. I trailed up to her black, beaded anklet resting calm against her skin. I wanted to rest my hands on her waist in the same way. The line of her black, Capri-cut pants was very flattering to her trim stomach that now adorned a beautiful tan. I imagined unzipping her pants and finding that same brownish hue beneath her panties. My goddess was sure to lay unclothed in the sun, as all beautiful creatures should.
I was pleased with her low-cut, white tank top. A built-in bra so she felt confident leaving the house braless only to be met with the cool breeze of the afternoon. Her innocence and Mother Nature created a very alluring and pressing image through the thin fabric. I wanted so badly to slide those straps down her shoulders and leave the tank top around that pretty little waist of hers.
Turning the page of my book that I had purposely grabbed today, I waited for her to notice me in the corner of the café. Once, I saw that she was reading an anthology of poems, ever since I’ve carried a similar one in my purse. I took a class on poetry too. If nothing else, this schoolgirl crush that has found me at 22, will at least leave me a better writer and one who appreciates the poetic arts.
She continued to laugh and drag her fingers over the lid of her cup. I stared longingly as the condensation of the glass made her fingertips ever so wet. They glistened sweetly and I wanted to suck them. Today she drank an iced, vanilla latte perfect for this warm and breezy summer day. She laughed out loud at one of the boys though it was merely an entertaining laugh meant to satisfy them, not one of true amusement. She just toyed with them, what she really wanted, really needed was the soft touch of a woman. A woman who knew exactly where to put her tongue, just how rough to be, the value of silk sheets…
When she smiled, I got chills. She always threw her head back slightly; her dirty blonde hair would shake and then resettle in its usual wild yet deliberate style. I wanted to smell her hair and touch it as I held her face against mine. Kissing her would bring meaning to my life and purpose to my lips. I bet her lips tasted like sweet fruit, perhaps from the strawberry flavored gloss. Oh how I wanted to taste them.
Rush! She looked over here. I ducked quickly behind my book in a fit of nervousness and fear. My heart raced and my body melted with the thought of her beautiful emerald eyes passing mine. Oh how it made my stomach flutter so. I peeked beyond the pages again and she was slipping away to the bathroom. I dare not follow her, it’s too risky. Instead, I closed my eyes and imagined her trip.
She would saunter her way through the swinging door and walk to the mirror. There she would run her soft fingers through her hair and straighten it just a bit. Next came the lip-gloss. She would reapply it ever so carefully so that it perfectly outlined her lips and shine with an inviting glare. There, she turns sideways and glances at her tank top and the way it shapes her body. The white makes her skin look that much more tan and her pants accentuate her hipbones. Pleased with the image, she smiles and heads back to her table.
I love the way she walks, so gracefully as if almost floating across the floor. Simple and yet she manages to wiggle her hips so your eyes are transfixed on her long legs moving back and forward. Those long, smoothly shaven legs…….