I dialed Nolan's number again while I pulled into his driveway behind the little green Alero his parents gave him last year for graduation. It rang once and went straight to voicemail...odd.
I unlocked the front door using the key he had given me and made my way down the hall to his room. I'd been about to yell his name and figure out where he was when I heard laughter...not just any laughter though. It was the high pitched giggle of a girl, there was a thump and the springs on the bed squeaked. At this point my mind had put two and two together, I didn't hesitate, I stormed into his room throwing the door wide open so that it smacked against the wall.
I thought I was prepared to see this, but I wasn't. Nolan had one hand up the girl's shirt and the other undid his belt buckle. They were trying to eat each other's faces and didn't seem to notice my presence.
"I should've fucking known," I shook my head.
"Spence it's not what it looks like!" Nolan said finally noticing me and backing away from the girl like her snatch was on fire.
"Nolan really I'm not fucking stupid," I growled flipping my long dark hair over my shoulder and crossing my arms.
"Baby please, she doesn't mean anything to me." Nolan tried to pull me into his arms, but I slapped his hands away.
"Hey!" the dumb bimbo whined.
"Shut the fuck up," I snarled at her.
"Spence please baby," Nolan begged.
"Nolan we are so fucking done, you have fun getting HPV from your new slut. Have a nice life fucker," I said turning on my heel and stomping out of the house. When I got outside I took his key off my key ring and tossed it as far as I could in a random direction. I got in my car and fled like a bat out of hell with tears threatening to spill.
___The List_____
"Do I have permission to chop his balls off?" Leah asked batting her eyelashes at me.
"Ah I wanted to do that!" Carrie pouted.
"You guys can each cut a nut and I'll mangle the tic tac he mistakes for a dick," Amy said in a serious tone.
I laughed rubbing at my red swollen eyes and my tear streaked face. About half way home I started sobbing uncontrollably, I called Leah and she organized a girls night at my house. We'd all been lounging around in my bean bag chairs trash talking he who must not be named.
"You can do so much better than him," Leah said, "like seriously he isn't even that cute, you on the other hand are a major babe."
"Leah now is not the time to hit on me I just got out of a relationship," I tried to joke, but my heart wasn't in it.
"Hardy har har," Leah rolled her eyes.
"Actually Spence I think that's exactly what you need," Carrie said a thoughtful look on her face.
"To get with Leah?" I furrowed my brows.
"No smart ass you need to get with someone new... a lot of someone's. I'm not saying fuck every guy you meet, but you need to flirt, make out or do something to get over that douche fuck Nolan," Carrie explained.
"That's not a bad idea, you were stuck with that fucker since high school you need to get some wildness out of you and there are a plethora of hotties at school," Amy said excitedly.
"Plus Nolan would be fucking pissed if you fucked any of his friends," Leah added.
The thought made me smile, sticking it to Nolan would definitely make me feel better.
"I just really don't want to get into a new relationship," I sighed.
"Sweet heart we never said relationship, I think you should have some steamy make out sessions and possibly some toe curling sex to get you back on the horse and over that fuck nut," Carrie assured me.
"We should make a list of guys you have to do one of the three F's to," Amy giggled.
"Oh and what are the three F's?" I asked rolling my eyes.
"Flirt, French, or Fuck," Amy informed me. Carrie got up and grabbed a piece of paper and a pen off my desk before coming and sitting back down with us.
"Who should we sick Spence on first?" Carrie waggled her eyebrows.
"Zach Perkins," Leah smirked devilishly. Zach was Nolan's best friend, but he'd always had kind of a crush on me and getting with Zach would definitely piss Nolan off. Zach had short light brown hair, a defined strong square jaw and gorgeous hazel eyes, he towered over me in height and was very muscular from baseball.
"Fucking genius," Carrie said writing his name down as number one.
"Aiden Marks," Amy said without hesitation.
Aiden was the captain of the university basketball team. He was about 6'1'', with dirty blonde hair, a rectangular jaw and really pretty brown eyes... and his body, well let's just say that boy was in really good shape. We talked once in a while and he was a real sweet heart, he also had a great sense of humor.