"Father, please forgive me for I have sinned. I seduced a married man and...I enjoyed every moment of it."
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It was not something I saw coming.
I had always thought of Dr. F as a father figure. He was there throughout my life, from when I was a young girl to when I started college. He was a friend of my parents and had been for as long as I could remember. His children were only a few years older than me and were like my siblings.
We had a close relationship; I would always drop by his office and we would discuss life. He always gave such great advice and I always felt safe around him. I had never looked at him with any kind of desire.
Until the dream. I remember waking up, shocked and confused. But, I had also woken up wet, wetter than I had ever been before.
After I had had my erotic and wet dream about him, things just weren't the same. I could no longer chat with him as comfortably as I often did. I couldn't look him in the eye and felt such shame whenever he touched me.
I started avoiding him completely.
I was dirty, I kept telling myself. For having such thoughts about a man who was old enough to be my father. I felt so naughty and sinful every time I closed my eyes and images of our sweaty, naked bodies moving back and forth in a primitive dance flashed through my mind.
I guess I should have known that I couldn't avoid him forever. Fate had other plans in store for me, and he was my family doctor.
It was to be a simple visit. Go in and keep the conversation short and sweet. I wouldn't allow myself to think about his large, strong hands wrapping around me as he hugged me or his deep, musky smell that was unique to him.
As I stood outside his office, I tried to compose myself. I could do this. There was no reason for me to act strangely. He didn't know about my dream and never would.
"Unless you seduce him," my wicked thoughts whispered, which I quickly swatted away.
"Hey Dr. F, how have you been?" I sauntered into the room and gave him a big smile.
His eyes widened and he immediately stood, making his way to me as he said, "well, what brings you here? You've disappeared for the last few months."
I gave a slight shrug and replied, "college has been hell."
He gave a sympathetic nod before he reached out and pulled me into his arm. As he pulled me against his hard body, I inhaled his masculine scent.
Images of me bent over and screaming as he stood naked above me ran through my mind. Fuck.
For some reason, I couldn't stop the dream from replaying in my head. Me moaning and him grunting as he pumped in and out of me. I could feel my face turning red and cleared my throat, breaking out of the hug.
"So, what brings you here today?" he asked as he removed his glasses, revealing his deep brown eyes. I looked at him before my eyes fell slightly, noticing that his top two buttons were undone, giving a peek of his toned chest.
Although he was in his mid 50s, he was more fit than many guys my age. I knew that he worked out everyday, and had amazing stamina.
"Are you ok?" His deep, husky voice snapped me out of my thoughts. I looked at him and felt my face get even hotter.
"You're turning pink," he mumbled as he put his hand on my forehead. "No fever."
I shook my head and replied, "I hurt my back last night. Can you take a look?"
Within moments, I was lying on the bed, facedown, wearing only my tank top. He placed his hand on my back and began to knead into my flesh. A slight groan escaped my lips.
"Sorry," I mumbled, even more embarrassed.
"It's fine," he replied before adding, "your muscles are sore. I can try to stimulate them to help with the pain. Just tell me where it hurts."
That last line jogged something in my head and I gasped to myself. That was exactly what he had said in my dream. Come to think of it, this entire conversation had an eerie deja-vu feeling to it.
I sat up and looked at him. He really was handsome, with chocolate eyes, tanned skin, soft and wavy black hair. He always had a smile on his face but I know that he had a dangerous temper that rarely showed itself.
Looking at him, there was no doubt about it. He was pure man and, I realized, I wanted him.
Suddenly, I wondered if I could get this interaction to go exactly as it had in my dreams. I made up my mind at that moment.
I was going to seduce him.
"Ow," I groaned and he came over.
"What's wrong?" he asked and I moved my neck, replying, "it hurts."
"That's because of your back," he said as he began to massage my neck, applying pressure to the base with his fingers. I let out a moan as I closed my eyes and threw my head back.
Deciding to be naughty, I said, "it feels better but my chest seems to be hurting."
He gave me a playful sigh and moved his hands down, massaging my chest while chuckling, "you really need to stop going to the gym every day. Give your body some time to recover."
"I'll remember that," I replied snarkily before moaning as he inadvertently massaged my breasts. By now, my nipples were perky and I had to resist moaning as his finger brushed over my erect tip. Whether he noticed or not, he didn't say anything.
It was now or never, I decided as I moved onto the next part.
"It still hurts," I said and he sighed, asking, "where else hurts?"
"I'll show you," I said before I took his hand and, looking him in the eyes, placed it above my pussy, which was already wet and throbbing.
His eyes immediately widened and he pulled his hand away as if he had touched fire.
"What are you saying?" he asked, shaking his head as he backed away.
"I'm saying," I stood and began to walk towards him, effectively trapping him against the wall, "that I want you."
For a moment, neither of us said anything and silence echoed through the room. Finally, he spoke, asking, "do you know what you're saying? You know that I'm a married man. I have kids older than you, for god's sake."
"So?" I whispered. "I won't tell if you won't."
His eyes widened and I saw a flash of lust enter them before it disappeared and he shook his head. "No, we can't. You're beautiful, my love. I'm sure that there are a million guys out there who are crazy for you."
"That doesn't matter because I want you," I shook my head. Part of me wanted to stop and disappear into the floor in embarrassment but the rest of me wanted to keep going. Maybe it would work. I had already made it this far and had nothing else to lose.
I would either be embarrassed or I would end up having the greatest sex of my life. I was comfortable with either option.
He shook his head, saying, "we can't, my dear. It's wrong."
"Really?" I asked as I pressed myself against him. "Then, why did it feel so right in my dreams?"
His eyes widened and I saw it again, that primal urge. I did have a chance!
Before he could reply, I continued, "it felt so good. The way you bent me over and fucked me. I could feel every thrust, every shudder, every single thing. I've never been that wet before."
He didn't respond and I let out a sigh. Maybe it would work at all. Just as I felt my spirits fall, I felt something hard and stiff press against me. My eyes dropped down quickly before they looked back at him.
He looked nothing like the man I had grown up knowing. All his composure and control seemed gone, and there was nothing but pure, unadulterated desire in his darkened eyes.
"Fuck." I had never heard him curse. Before I could respond, he pulled me into him and his lips found mine. To say we kissed was an understatement.
I still remember that kiss. Brutal and animalistic, like a hungry man who had finally gotten to eat after days without food. His tongue assaulted my mouth and caressed it at the same time. His hands were all over my body, touching every part he could touch.
When we finally broke apart, I looked at him. Gone was the man I grew up with, the man I spent so much of my childhood with. Standing there was a beast, a man with a carnal appetite that I had just awakened.
I felt scared, I felt anxious. I felt excited, I felt aroused.
"Do you know what you have done?" he asked, his voice tight and rumbling.
"Damned us both," I stood on tiptoes and pressed my lips to his cheek, my hand cupping his dick through his pants.
That was all it took.
"Fuck!" he growled. Before I could react, he was carrying me to his private office.
"Undress," he ordered before he went to lock the door of the examination room. He came back in and locked the door to his office.
Turning, his eyes grew wide. There I was, naked and sprawled across his futon.
"Dear God, what have you damned us to?" he asked as he walked towards me.