Lori's nervous, nervous and excited. She's reread all of the emails that were written and shared over the past couple of weeks. There are a lot of them. This is good. Now Lori's getting more excited, less nervous.
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He's there before me and I'm supposed to text when I get there. How does one prepare to meet someone they are going to have sex with for the first time? This is new. It's definitely been awhile and I know I don't want to wait any longer.
Paul was a surprise. I don't know what I really expected when I posted an ad. Paul was not what I expected. Paul has turned out to be delightful. I've written you/me erotic stories a few times in the past; maybe this is my fourth word lover? No one has been able to keep up with me the way Paul has. Not just in volume but in narrative and content. I'm really impressed by him. The actions he describes and scenarios he spins tales from are engaging and hot. Quite fucking hot actually which is the point of my being here.
I hope neither of us are disappointed. I know there is going to be the moment when I am naturally naked and waking around and he's going to be looking at me. That will be uncomfortable but I'll just have to soldier on. After a while it won't be so bad. Maybe I can think of me walking around in a body instead of my body. Or maybe he really does dig rolling curves and wide asses. Who am I to yuck his yum?
I kind of just want to walk in there and look at him for the first time and just lean in for a kiss and let nature take its course. I think it would be fun to roll over naked after some hot sex and say, "hi, I'm Lori." The dude better say he's Paul. If not, well, let's not go there.
So I walk in. I'm licking my lips like crazy. Do I use mouthwash beforehand? Carry a mint? Brush my teeth? I don't know. Did I wear the right thing? I want to be ok looking, easy to get in and out of, something I feel comfortable in but not overdo it. He knows I'm more earth mama. I think I've done a good job of setting those expectations. Again, who am I to yuck his yum?
Paul has been a sneaky rat bastard and not actually shown me what he looks like. I'm going to have to take a minute to take him in. I imagine a 55 year old married business man. Light blue eyes, light brown hair, nice hands. Six feet tall? Tall is good. So when I lean in to kiss him I'll have to lean up and in for the kiss.