Rick had never had a massage before, and he didn't have the nerve to look into getting one for himself. But his friend Ray gave him the excuse.
"You should try Dawn. She's registered, she's trained, she's really good, you'll feel great," said Ray, as the two of them stumbled out of a long rehearsal.
The idea kept preying on Rick, day and night. He found himself fantasizing more and more about having a woman massage his body. He had very little body hair, and he imagined the masseuse's hands easing oil sensuously into his smooth skin.
But then he would catch himself. He felt that if he was going to have a massage, it should be a real massage, for the right reasons, not a veiled hope of getting off with some woman who probably wouldn't have the slightest interest in him anyway. After all, this masseuse was licensed, experienced, and probably had to handle lots of patients every day. Why would his body be any different from the others?
But his mind would drift to his big cock, to the women who told him they were surprised by how sweet he tasted, to images of himself in the mirror, lithe, young, coordinated. He pictured the masseuse as being young, blonde, intelligent, sensuous. Then he'd catch himself again, suddenly fearing that he'd lie down on the massage table with a hardon. He vowed to keep his mind off sex if he ever did have the massage.
Finally, Rick decided that if he promised himself to be as professional about getting a massage as he expected the masseuse to be about giving one, he would go ahead and call her.
Once he made the call, it seemed too easy. He had an appointment.
On the day of the appointment, he drove to the masseuse's address, and couldn't contain his elation at doing something he longed to do. He imagined that all those other drivers and pedestrians who saw him in his car would love to change places with him if they only knew where he was going.
As he walked up to the door and rang the bell, he caught himself again, wiped the grin off his face, vowed to appreciate the massage in a mature way, and promised himself he'd keep his mind off sex. It was going to be a healthy experience.
Dawn answered the door and welcomed him in. His chest swelled as he took note that she was blonde, somewhat petite, with a nice figure, wearing shorts and a T shirt. She was friendly and relaxed, and sat him down to ask if he had any special areas she should focus on. He explained this was his first massage and he just wanted a good rub to get things circulating.
She smiled and led him to the table, told him to take off his clothes and get under the sheet; she'd be back when he was ready.
"Um...should I take off all my clothes?" he asked.
"Sure, whatever you're comfortable with. It's easier for me to work if you take them all off," she said as she sidled out of the room.
Rick realized this was her apartment, and it felt warm and homey. The professional massage table had a pillow and a sheet, and as he eased himself onto the table, he couldn't believe he was naked under a sheet waiting for a beautiful woman to come into the room and touch him all over.
No, he was not going to go there. Stay serious, he told himself. But what if he got a hardon? He'd have to suck in his breath and relax. But what if? OK, he said to himself, she must be used to dealing with this. He'd just excuse himself and make clear he had no intentions.
"Are you ready?" Dawn asked gently from outside the room.
"Uh, yeah, I am," said Rick, and he realized he was sweating slightly from anticipation. He tried to relax and act as if he got massages every week. He tried to feel quite normal as Dawn entered the room somewhere behind him, and drew up close behind his head.
She picked up his head slightly, rocked it, and massaged his face, which sent away some of his worries. He let himself go and felt like he could handle this situation responsibly, and enjoy it, too.
Dawn oiled her hands and walked to the other end of the table to work on his feet, and Rick felt tingles of excitement, which he relaxed away. But as she worked up his thighs, he had to shift his head to one side and concentrate on his breathing to send away the arching of his cock.
Dawn moved to his side to work his hand and arm--and gave Rick an unexpected gift. The moment she massaged his forearms, Rick got a hardon. This time he couldn't keep it down. Every time she delved into his forearms, his cock bobbed up stronger. He had never had a clue that his forearms were an erogenous zone.