Fifteen years I have known this man. How I've enjoyed him over the years. His greetings are always warm and kind. His smile is open and engaging, along with a wonderful intellect. His physique is a sight to behold and time has been kind to him. The years have not erased my desire. It is possible for us to not see each other for months and yet, when we meet, it is as though time has never passed.
I find myself at his house planning a party for a mutual friend. I'm sure this will be as proper as our other encounters. I can't help but hope for something more as I drive to his house. My cell phone rings, jarring me from my wandering mind. I'm not sure which is better, driving and talking or driving and lust dreaming.
"Hello" I answer. My heart races as I hear his voice. He has the power to tingle a girl, even over the phone, truly a bedroom voice.
"Hey, I'm a bit tied up here at work and will be getting home about 15 minutes later than we'd plan to meet." His bedroom voice makes love to my ear, "Why don't you go through the gate and wait on the patio? The knob for the misters is on the wall near the rose bushes. I'll stop at the store and pick up a steak or two for the grill, you want anything else?" What I want isn't at the grocery store.
"What do you have cold to drink? The steaks sound fine." We sort out the beverages, I ask for soda. After all, we are planning an event – not a lust fest.
I arrive at his house; wander my way around to the back yard. The backyard is nicely landscaped with a couple of shade trees, flowers, and a putting green. I walk around smelling the sweet air next to the flowerbeds. I enjoy the coolness of the shade. A large block fence surrounds his yard and next to a set of French doors is a Jacuzzi.
I find the knob for the misters and turn on the system. Spying the deck chairs, I then kick off my shoes and power up my laptop. Guess I might as well be productive while I wait. I can still smell the roses and hear the birds in the trees. The mist feels cool on my skin and the sun just kisses the horizon. I settle into one of the lounge chairs on the patio and gaze at the mountains peeking over his fence. It is a good, relaxing moment after a hectic day. In many ways, I appreciate the time to recharge before I'm assaulted by his male sexuality. Fifteen years is a long time to deny attraction. It takes a lot of energy.
I begin to work on the spreadsheet I need to get completed before 8AM. The warmth of the sun lulls me into a lazy dream like state. The mist gives me a bit of reprieve from the heat, but I find my own brand of heat. I began to fantasize.
I've seen him in uniform during his law enforcement career, in hunting duds after a week camping, and in a shirt and tie. The one thing I'd really enjoy seeing him in – his birthday suit – well that's one sight I haven't had the pleasure of. I'm such a sucker for uniforms and, if he's wearing one, I might just loose my self-control. I remember that he has been assigned to office duty. Heaven help me if he comes in wearing a dress shirt and tie. That's my second weaknesses.
I discover my fingers motionless on the keyboard of my laptop. Obviously, what's in my mind is much more entertaining than spreadsheets any day. I'd love to spread his sheets and climb into them. Knowing work is a losing proposition. I put my laptop away. Glancing at my watch, I see I have twenty minutes, hmm, that's enough for me.
I settle into the lounge chair and adjust the back to a reclining position. The sun is in my eyes and I move the chair to a more shaded area of the yard. Today was one of meetings and I dressed in a conservative business suit, but the navy is warm in the sunlight. I still have my secrets though, and there is nothing business like about what can't be seen.
I settle into the lounge chair and the heat between my legs has nothing to do with the warmth of the sun. I close my eyes and begin to visualize my lover as he comes through the door.
He is all that I've remembered. His eyes are bright and he carries the grocery bags with ease. As he sets the groceries onto the kitchen counter, I eagerly eye his tall frame. Already, my womanly fountain begins to flow. I blush at the realization. As he turns, I see he is dressed in a white dress shirt, how it stays so crisp in this heat I don't know, and a navy striped tie. His navy dress slacks are form fitting in the seat and pleated in the front. I itch to cup his masculinity in my hand.
Reaching into the bag, he pulls out a six-pack of my favorite Mexican beer and the limes. He remembers no matter how long it's been. "It's carbonated just like a soda," he wisecracks. I'm reminded of how virile this man is as his muscles ripple under his shirt, reaching for the church key. After opening my beer, slicing the lime, efficiently adding juice and tucking the lime piece into the bottle, I am rewarded for my patience. My fingers graze his as I reach for the bottle. I wonder if he feels the electricity as it passes into my fingers. I take a swallow and let the cold, slightly bitter brew flow down my throat - enjoying the sensation of the cool bottle on my lips.
I set the beer on the counter and watch him put the steaks in the refrigerator. Shutting the door, he turns to me and slowly unknots his tie. My undoing, watching a man remove his tie completely sends me into fantasy. The way the tie slides through the collar and the sound it makes, watching him unbutton the top button of his collar. My legs quiver, the blood rushes in my ears. I completely miss what he's saying.
I try to focus on the sound of his voice, but even that has its hazards as I imagine its huskiness in passion. I take another swallow of the brew to cool myself down. Too bad I can't apply the coolness to where I'm really hot.
Thinking I'm on an even keel again, I notice he is still wearing his gun and handcuffs, threaded onto his leather belt. My heart skips a beat as his hands move to his belt buckle.
I startle hearing the birds rushing from the tree at an imagined threat. I am still in the backyard, the air beneath the tree cool. My pussy wet with desire. I discover no threat, and can't imagine what startled the birds, unless I became a bit vocal in my fantasy - always a possibility. Reassured, I return to the rich world in my mind.
"Oh lord, he really isn't," I think as his hands unbuckle his belt. My breathing becomes shallow and he must notice my rapt attention on his every move. Slowly the belt end slides through the buckle and he reaches for his holster. It too travels the length of the belt, making a sliding sound in my ears. I can smell the leather as the two rub together. He removes the gun from the holster, and unloads it. The gun and its ammo safely locked away, he removes his handcuffs from their place. Once again, the smell of leather against leather assaults my nostrils. "Is he going to take the belt off or buckle it?" I wonder. He places the cuffs beside the gun safe, along with his badge.
Reaching for my beer, I feel the coolness against my tongue and the bottle grounds me for the moment. But it is a short moment; the feel of the bottle and having so recently watched him unbuckle his belt causes me to wish for something else. At the thought, my tongue travels the diameter of the bottle, tracing its lip, imagining it is the edge of his dick. It is going to be a long evening as I battle my long-time attraction to this man.
He walks toward me, having completed his evening routine. As he passes by the counter, he picks up his recently discarded tie. I feel my heart catch in my throat as he advances. He moves with such purpose. "Hey, you haven't given me my hug," he said as he nears me.
Setting the beer down, I approach him for our standard greeting. I wrap my arms around his waist as he wraps his around my shoulders. He is so tall my head clears his chin easily, even in high heels. I smell his spicy aftershave and feel the crisp shirt against my cheek. It is the warmth and firmness of his chest which thrills me. I become aware of a pounding heartbeat. It isn't mine, it's his.
I feel his hand wrapped in my hair, tipping my head back. As his lips approach mine, a throaty moan escapes. "Let's stop pretending this doesn't exist," he says as his lips claim mine. I try and shake off the image, thinking this has to be yet more of my wild mind, but the sensations won't leave. As his tongue plunges deeply into my mouth, mine greets his with equal measure. My breasts crushed against his chest, I can feel my nipples poking into my suit jacket. My stomach feels the length of his erection pressed against me.
All too soon, his lips part from mine. We both stand there, breathing heavily, eyes locked. Both of us step back at the same moment. Neither of us knows what to say. I reach for my beer, warming on the counter. My legs still quiver from the onslaught of his passion. Perhaps we share this long-time attraction.
Looking at the tie clenched in his fist, I can see the play of emotions across his face. I set my beer down and walk toward him. This attraction has to be dealt with, we need to address it, get passed it. My walk toward him must be his undoing.
In one long stride I am scooped into his arms and we are heading toward the bedroom. Kicking the door open, he deposits me onto the bed, falling on top of me, raw sexuality glittering in his eyes.
"Fifteen years, Little One. Fifteen years," he moans, as his lips possess mine yet again. The liquid passion is ignited in my loins. I feel his strong legs against mine. My stockings rub against his dress slacks. His need is evident in the bulge in his trousers.
Reaching up, I grasp at his hair. My pelvis pushes against him in need. "Little One, are you okay with this?" Here is my opportunity to send him away, to steel myself against his sexuality. His honor and integrity are some of his traits, which so attract me. My head swimming, blood rushing in my ears, I can only nod my consent.