This story was originally posted to the Romance category under the name "Regaining Lost Ground". It was removed from that category and substantially re-written, but the story remains the same.
My thanks to Eve2015 for beta-reading this story
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"To Anchorage tonight?" Aaron repeated into his phone with a tone of disbelief, then glanced over his shoulder at his wife. Mindy was calm for now. She sat in a pool of light in an otherwise dark room and sipped tea while she worked on her laptop. "I'll have to talk to Mindy before I can say. I know you don't want to send Ben, but can he back me up in case I can't go? I see."
It was only Sunday night and already it looked like it was going to be a bad week. Aaron's company had a construction project in Alaska that ran into trouble and they needed an experienced engineer on site. Aaron found it hard to leave his wife alone for very long and his senior partner knew that, but the stakes were high.
"Honey, we need to talk." Aaron said. He pulled a chair into the light and sat down facing Mindy. Aaron set Mindy's computer aside and asked "How are you feeling?"
"I'm good." Mindy nodded. "I've been a little high lately--kind of off and on--but the new prescription is working better."
Mindy's up phase worried Aaron. They were married for three years before Mindy started showing the signs of her bipolar disorder and in the two years since she had only swung into her up phase a few times. He barely understood her condition, but one thing he knew for sure was that when Mindy was high she could be sexy and insatiable. He needed her medication to work and he needed her to take it.
"I don't want you to skip doses." Aaron frowned a warning at his wife. He took care of Mindy's needs when he was home, but he worried about what might happen if he wasn't around.
"I won't skip. I promise." Mindy smiled. She held up three fingers in the Girl Scout's sign and added, "Scout's honor. Can I help you pack?"
"Please." Aaron answered as he stood and kissed Mindy's forehead. "I need to get to the airport as soon as I can."
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Mindy tried to be the wife that Aaron wanted, but that sexy feeling was too seductive. She only took half her dose on Monday and she couldn't sleep that night. On Tuesday morning she curled in their bed and inhaled the hint of her husband's scent from his pillow. Mindy's thighs closed around her hands while her fingers brought her to climax again.
"Oh God," Mindy groaned aloud. She rolled on her back and watched her hand while she formed the Girl Scout sign then tasted her wet fingers. Aaron wouldn't have the wife he wanted unless he suddenly appeared by their bed.
"Was it three weeks ago?" Mindy asked herself. She thought back to the last time that she lost control. Aaron was exhausted from trying to satisfy her and needed something to distract her. He took her to a party, hoping that the other people around might keep her mind off sex.
Aaron's scheme backfired, but Mindy wasn't at all embarrassed by her recollection. His friend Carl was there with his family. She pressured Carl until he gave in to her and for her the sex was good--it wasn't enough, but it was good.
The morning passed with Mindy confused over what she was going to do and even confused over what day or time it was. Finally, she gave in to her urge and set out in the heat of early afternoon to find Carl.
Mindy hesitated at Carl's front door and that gave Evy enough time to reach her before she rang the doorbell. "Shh." Evy said, and motioned with her finger to her lips. "I just got Kyle down for a nap." She didn't know Mindy very well, but she recognized her as a friend. Evy was surprised when Mindy brushed past her, then stopped in the foyer and turned. She had never visited before and Evy wondered why she would visit now.
"Is Carl home?" Mindy asked. To Evy, Mindy looked confused, and dressed the way she was Mindy shouldn't be asking for her husband. Mindy's breasts moved under a gauzy blouse and Evy could see her pink aureoles through the open fabric. Mindy's flowered skirt fell around her hips and moved around her calves in ways that made Evy wonder if Mindy wore anything at all under the skirt.
Evy shook her head and led Mindy to the kitchen where their voices wouldn't wake Kyle. Her pint-sized terrier Nano followed along, sniffing at Mindy's heels. "It's Tuesday." Evy explained and watched Mindy's reaction. "Carl is at work, Donny's at school and I was starting some house cleaning. You look lost. Do you need help?"
"No, no..." Mindy started. Her look of confusion faded, to be replaced with an open smile. "I thought it might be a good time for us to get to know each other. Our husbands are friends but we've hardly ever talked. Aaron is out of town and Carl is at work, so why not now?"
"You should have called." Evy smiled, glad to see Mindy pull together. "I need to wash dishes and vacuum, and..."
"That's perfect!" Mindy interrupted. Her voice was hurried and a little strained. "I don't have to do anything else, so I'll help and we can talk." She didn't wait for Evy to answer. Mindy gathered the remains of Kyle's lunch from the kitchen table. She placed dirty dishes by the sink then opened the refrigerator. Mindy stood at the door for a moment, then turned back to Evy and held up a jar of mustard. "Where does this go?"
"Third shelf down on the door." Evy answered. She wasn't sure what to make of Mindy but she was willing to let her help. Evy set Mindy to cleaning counters and sweeping the floor while Evy loaded the dishwasher and scrubbed the sink. Nano followed their foot steps, always optimistic that a scrap of food might fall her way.
All the time as they worked Evy watched Mindy touch herself--sometimes through her blouse, sometimes through her skirt--and wondered what was wrong with her.
Kyle woke from his nap while Mindy vacuumed, so Mindy put the vacuum cleaner away and entertained the four-year-old while Evy put towels away. Evy listened to Kyle and Mindy, unsure of who was giggling more and unwilling to interrupt until Kyle started to wind down. She found Nano's pull toy and shook it to call the dog. When the little terrier bounced at her feet Evy gave the toy to Kyle and sent Nano and the boy to the back yard. She closed the door behind Kyle then turned to Mindy. "Coffee?" she asked.
"Sure." Mindy said, as she caught her breath. Evy directed her to the kitchen table where they could talk while she brewed coffee.