It is still early yet, and I know this is the first day you have had in weeks to sleep in, you have been burning the wick at both ends for a long time.
I have wanted to surprise you for months. I can't believe I am actually doing this now.. I steal a passkey from the maid and quietly let myself in your room.
I stop just inside the door as I quietly close it. I can taste the fear and excitement as I gulp a big breath, then another. I close my eyes and plead with my heart to stop beating so ferociously. I am wired, I want to take my time, savor every moment. I want it to go so perfectly; but I also want it to happen right now. I tell myself I can wait just a little longer, as I am already here.
I walk in the room careful not to make any noise; I set my bags down by the sofa. Laughing inside, I take my shoes off and feel the plush carpet with my toes, instead of pinching myself to see if this is real. I have a smile on my face and a twinkle in my eye. I know I am going to look in on you as you sleep, I tell myself not to, but the urge is so great I can't resist. I tiptoe over to the bedroom and stare.
I gaze upon your beautiful body suspended in sleep; I want to run to you. You are even more beautiful then your picture. I want to run my fingers through your hair, lick your lips, taste your skin, and share your body with mine. Every cell of my being craves you, I am wet and throbbing for you and we haven't even touched.
Still shaking with my need for you I gently close the bedroom door, determined to let you sleep for as long as you need. Sighing, I walk back over to the sofa and sit down. Not knowing when you will be up, but wanting brunch ready for you when you do, I decide to call room service. I order a basket of fruit, laughing inside as I think about all the delicious ways we can eat it, coffee, orange juice, and crescents.
With that done, I unpack some things wondering if I will ever have the chance o wear them, I almost let out a scream as I realize room service will knock loudly when they arrive. So, I hastily finish unpacking and stand by the door looking through the peep- hole. Praying to the angels in heaven that you don't wake up and find me like this, chuckling at the thought of telling you the pains I went through to get here and let you sleep.