Boy was I ever nervous. The day had finally arrived when I would get the chance to meet face to face with the woman I had loved so long ago. She had found me by doing a Google search. A month ago at work I was checking my e-mail and there was her name. We instantly reconnected, which shocked me in a way, because of the way our relationship had ended abruptly some 7 years ago. You see I felt the relationship was moving way too fast so I bolted. Nicole let me know right away that she had never stopped loving me and had been waiting, hoping, wishing for the time that we could be back together. So much had changed in our lives. I was married with 3 children and she was still with the father of her own child. We have been writing back and forth and talking on the phone almost constantly at times in the past month. Our love for each other growing more and more as the days go by. It has gotten to the point now where we both need to meet up face to face. Pictures and voices are great but nothing can take the place of seeing each other in person. How I am so longing to look into her eyes to help confirm the feelings I have for her right at this very moment.
When will it ever happen? Both of our schedules are so hectic at times. We both have so many responsibilities to deal with. We have talked about meeting half way at a convenient time and place but I have no idea how I can get by with something that I want to take up so much time. I don't want to just meet up for fifteen minutes or so. That would hardly give us time to say hello. I want our first meeting to be special, something neither of us will ever be able or want to forget. Getting the kids to the babysitter while my wife works is the only viable option but still a major obstacle to overcome, as I'd have to have a really good excuse to get someone to watch the baby for such a period of time, in addition to having an even better excuse for the wife to believe.
I am torn so bad right now having to make a decision to do something that I know is wrong yet feels so right. My family life is wonderful, I guess. Up until a month ago I had thought my life was just where it was supposed to be. Having talked to Nicole as much as I have has really put a spark in me and brightened my life so much that there is really no words to describe it. Just the other day she threw out a line from Jerry Maguire, which just so happens to be my favorite movie. She said "You Complete Me." I feel the same way, like there is a completeness about me now that has been missing for so long.
I want our first time back together to be special, romantic. I want it to give us a feeling we will cherish for the rest of our lives, because the feelings and love I have for Nicole are something I will cherish forever. But after the past few days of talking with her and hearing the things she wants us to do together is really driving my animal instincts crazy. I want to do things to her that would make our sex life 7 years ago seem very boring, which it wasn't by any means of the imagination. It was and still is the best sex I've ever had. I hope to change that in the very near future. My hands are craving her soft skin, my lips are dying to touch her, my cock desperately wanting to be inside her anywhere she'll take it, my ears yearning to hear her scream my name as we try everything possible to satisfy both our needs and wants.
Well, well, the time has finally came. I'm so excited I can barely contain myself. I've gotten a sitter for the kids and my wife is working then going out with the girls after work. She has come to believe that I'm going to the city to hang with my brother and won't be back till tomorrow afternoon. I make one last phone call to you as I get ready to leave work, letting you know where to meet and about what time. I have planned a nice dinner for ourselves at the Outback and rented a motel room in the city. I rush home to shower and prepare myself for you. My mind is running about a million miles an hour and my heart is racing just as fast if not faster in anticipation. As I shower I give myself a quick shave, not missing a single spot as my cock is rock hard thinking about you. I get out and dress in a nice button up shirt and a pair of khaki shorts. I throw some gel in my hair and then stop by the mirror to check myself out. Damn I look good, I think to myself. I sure hope she feels the same way after all these years. I throw on my shoes and it's out the door I go.
As I walk out the door to begin my journey I see the minivan I'm about to get in to go see you. For a brief instance reality strikes as I'm fully aware of what is about to take place. I stop for a second and ask myself if this is what I truly want. Yes, I tell myself, I want this more than anything in the world. I get in and begin driving to my ultimate destination, to see the woman that I love.
Just my luck traffic was terrible. There was a brief delay on the interstate just outside the city. Apparently a semi had overturned just prior to my arrival. I finally got through that mess to be confronted with really heavy traffic inside the city during rush hour. I finally reach the restaurant about 20 minutes behind schedule. I sure hope if she's waiting for me she hasn't thought I lost my nerve and went and left. At last I drive into the parking lot of the Outback and drive around till I see her car. There was a parking spot free just beside your car. So I pull in and park. She's not sitting in it though. She must have went in and gotten us a table already.
Walking into the restaurant the hostess immediately greets me. I tell her that I'm meeting someone special here tonite. She says she knows already because the young lady I'm here to meet has been telling her all about me. As we are walking to the table she puts her hand on my ass and whispers in my ear, "You are even cuter than she was describing." That startled me a bit and I had to recompose myself as we approached the table you were sitting at. Arriving at our table you immediately stand up and in doing so I notice you are wearing a very sexy low cut blouse and sexy skirt that hung down just below your knees. You practically jump into my arms, embracing me with a very passionate kiss. Our lips meeting and tongues intertwined, God I've waited for this moment for so long. We stay in just that position for what seemed like an eternity when we are interrupted by the waiter clearing his throat. We finally separate ourselves from each other and take our seats, giggling to each other like a couple of love sick teenagers.