Chapter 4
Writers note: Read up on Emma and Joe's beginnings with Meeting Joe Pt 1 & 2, and Emma and Joe Ch. 1, 2, & 3. This is a continuation of a true story about a man I met from online, that turned into more. The beginning of Chapter 4 is a bit different, several things happened in Emma's life and are an important part of her story.
The weeks and months that followed my last meet up with Joe at the lake, completely turned my world upside down. My husband had been doing a number on me emotionally and had been gaslighting me for the previous year, and it continued to become worse to the point he mentally broke me. I split from my husband, and he moved out. When he did nothing to attempt to change or reconcile, that completely crushed me.
I had no idea if Joe would want to continue what we had since I was now separated. I was glad that Joe was several hours away because my depression hit an all-time low after my husband moved out. Joe continued to stay though. He began calling me daily to check in, and always made me laugh even though I was always on the verge of crying. I continued to keep up part of my wall to distance myself from Joe, because he would likely become tired of the drama in my life.
About a month after my husband left, I began to start feeling semi normal again, in part to Joe's support. If it hadn't been for Joe's phone calls and checking in on me, I'm not sure how I would have turned out. But within a week of beginning to feel better from that, I then tested covid positive. That caused just as much anxiety as my ex-husband did.
As I struggled daily just to get out of bed due to my covid symptoms, I began to realize just how much I cared about Joe, and how much he meant to me. One of the many thoughts and concerns while I was sick was how long it had been since I saw him, and if I ever would get to see him again. It was early in the pandemic, and there was no information on how long someone was contagious, or if they could pass it on to anyone in the months that followed. And it hurt thinking that it could be several months longer before I got to see Joe again, or if I ever would get to see him again.
I continued to remind myself that I needed to keep things in check. It may have already been too late as part of me already knew that I loved Joe in some way, even though I wouldn't admit it to myself, and I would never tell him how I felt. I had no idea how Joe felt, and more than likely I was just a piece of fun on the side. And the more involved I let my feelings get, the more I would just end up hurt, as always. I was never the person someone wanted to be with, but always the one who was 'good enough' until someone better came along.
After 15 very long weeks, and 1 day, I was finally able to meet with Joe again.
Joe: "Good morning. I have a question for you."
Emma: "Good morning. Umm, what?"
Joe: "Think you would be able to get away for a day?"
Emma: "Possibly, I have a friend who could watch the kids, even though they're teens and would probably be fine alone. Why?"
Joe: "Well, the wife is going out of town on a business trip next week, and you seem to be doing a little better with the fatigue, so maybe we can plan something."
Emma: "Only if you think it's safe to. I won't put you at risk."
Joe: "It will be fine. Maybe if you don't get here too late, I can take a key and let myself in the next morning."
Emma: "Sounds like a good plan."
Joe: "I have a task for you to think about. Before I get there, think of 5 things you want to do when we are together and write them on your thigh."
Emma: "Hmm, this may be hard."
I planned out my trip and was able to get to the hotel around 3 in the afternoon. I checked in, and got a room overlooking the parking lot, but high enough that no one would likely notice if I left the curtains open and stayed naked. I spent the drive thinking about what to write on my thigh and settled on: Blow job, spanking, sex while plugged, tie me up, and six pack. Within an hour of me settling into the hotel, there was a knock on the door.
I opened the door, and before it could even close behind us, I pulled Joe into a hug burying my face in his neck. Joe buried his hand in my hair, pulling me into a kiss while pushing me against the wall. After what seemed like several minutes, Joe pulled away and slid his backpack to the floor.
"Hi." Joe said
I pulled him into a hug again and got out a "Hi" as I laid my head on his shoulder.
"You're overdressed." Joe stated while tugging at the bottom of my shirt.
"You are too." I replied, smiling back at Joe, "So what are we going to do about that?"
Joe slowly pulled my shirt off over my head and threw it on the floor. He kissed me again, while one hand was in my hair, and the other swiftly tugging at my nipple. Joe pulled away and brought his mouth to my nipple, sucking and then biting down. I took a deep breath in; I had missed Joe's mouth.
Joe stood up and I began to slowly unbutton his shirt.
"You're overdressed too." I stated, taking over for him, I began unbuttoning the rest of his shirt.
Once his shirt was completely unbuttoned, I ran my hand over his chest and through his chest hair before burying my face in it as he hugged me tight again. I went to begin undoing Joe's belt when he grabbed my hand and held me to the wall again while pulling down my leggings. Joe knelt and brought his face to my public mound and grabbing my ass. Joe's tongue began to explore and licking my slit, before licking my clit up and down. I grabbed the back of Joe's head and pushing my hips forward wanting him to continue, but he pulled away instead.
"Lay on the bed Emma." Joe stated.
I begin to pull my leggings all the way off, but Joe interrupted.
"I didn't say take your pants off, I said lay on the bed." Joe instructed again, while pushing me down to the bed on my back. Joe swiftly pulled my leggings and panties off and climbed on top of me. We laid there, chest to chest, and Joe looked up and kissed me before laying his head between my tits. I had missed Joe so much but had to keep reminding myself to keep my feelings in check. You can't get too invested Emma, I thought to myself, this is only going to end badly for you since he's probably just in it for fun.
"Let's see what we have here." Joe stated while inspecting my thigh, "Good choices, we'll have to see how many we can get through."
Joe came and laid next to me. I thought to myself; maybe if I try to keep things casual, that will help keep the feelings in check. I reached down and began rubbing Joe through his pants, his cock was already hard and waiting for me. I began undoing his belt and unzipping his pants. This time Joe didn't stop me, and I continued. Joe slid his pants off and pushed them to the floor.
I used my hand again to trace up and down Joe's leg. As I got to his cock and began to rub it up and down, slowly, and pausing at the tip to rub the underside with my thumb. I made my way down to Joe's cock and took him deep in my mouth. What Joe didn't know was that during our time apart, I had been practicing with a dildo to get rid of most of my gag reflex. It seemed to work, and I was able to take Joe into my mouth deeper than I had before. I moaned with his cock in my mouth, happy that even though covid took most of my taste, Joe still tasted amazing.
Joe grabbed my hair to stop me from continuing and pulled my up to his chest. We just laid there for several minutes, arms wrapped around each other. It was the first time in the last several months that the stress of my life melted away. I felt safe and like everything was ok for once.
Joe pulled away and began to go down on me. His tongue licking my clit, alternating between circling it and then up and down. I could feel how wet I was as Joe slid two fingers inside of me. Joe began sliding his fingers in and out, slowly, then picking up speed. As my breathing intensified, Joe also began pushing his fingers up, as his tongue continued its assault on my clit. It wasn't long until I began to moan and grabbed the back of Joe's head as I came hard.
Joe laid back down beside me, and I laid my head in its familiar play on his chest. We continued to just lay there, next to each other, talking about our day, our mutual drives to get to the hotel, and things we hadn't chatted about via text over the last four months. Joe reached over and kissed me on the forehead again, which just made me melt into him more.
Joe's phone began ringing, and he groaned while getting out of bed to answer it. I rolled over to my stomach just lying there. Instead of coming back to the bed, Joe walked over to his backpack.
"Are you hungry?" Joe asked.
"Maybe." I said while grinning and sticking out my tongue, indicating a blow job.
"You've already had that tonight," Joe chastised, "Well, are you?"
"Umm, yeah, I should probably go get something to eat." I replied while frowning at the thought of getting dressed again and Joe leaving, "You have to get going, don't you?"
"Did I say that?" Joe asked rhetorically, while pulling something from his backpack, "I brought dinner. I made extra beef stew earlier."
Joe went to work dishing out the beef stew and heating it up in the small hotel microwave. I sat on the bed, covered in the bedsheet, and folded my arms across my tits. I sat trying to figure out how to respond, because the last time someone made any type of food for me, they ended things a week later for someone else. That along with having a hard time deciding how Joe felt about me, just added to my anxiety.
We sat naked on the bed and ate, making small talk about how things were going. Especially how I was adjusting to my husband being out of the house, even though the divorce wasn't final yet, it had now been three months and my husband still had not made any contact with me to even try to reconcile.
"I guess I should get going soon, the snow is starting to pick up outside. If I don't get the animals fed and paperwork finished, then it will throw my day off tomorrow." Joe stated, "And I have somewhere to be in the morning."
"What?" I asked, as my stomach felt like it dropped to the floor, "I thought you were coming here?"
Joe leaned over the bed with his face just inches from mine.
"YOU are my somewhere to be in the morning." Joe replied while grinning at me and kissing my forehead.