Writers note: Read up on Emma and Joe's beginnings with Meeting Joe Pt 1 & 2, and Emma and Joe Ch. 1 & 2.
I woke in the morning and every muscle in my body was yelling at me. My husband was still snoring, so I grabbed my phone and fired up my chat with Joe. His message was already waiting for me.
Joe: "Good morning"
Emma: "Good morning!"
Joe: "How did you sleep?"
Emma: "Like a rock, I'm all sore this morning. How about you?"
Joe: "I slept really well. Any plans for the day?"
Emma: "Just the usual work stuff. I have to go; people are waking up."
I sat up in bed, to get the day going, and noticed that even my pussy was sore from all the activities the day before. I took longer in the shower than normal, going over my time with Joe, and wondering what his thoughts were. He was still talking to me, so that was a plus at least.
I continued with my workday, randomly checking my chat app. I hadn't received anything from Joe other than our morning chat, which began making me nervous that maybe I was wrong, and he did not enjoy the previous day. I tried to push the thoughts from my head, and focus on my work, reminding myself that he had work too, and that he had spent the entire morning with me the day before, so he was likely behind on his own work. It wasn't until later in the evening that Joe was online again.
Joe: "How is your day going?"
Emma: "It's going ok, taking it easy since I'm pretty sore."
Joe: "Feel up to a task?"
Emma: "Sure, what are you thinking?"
Joe: "Something easy. A writing task. Write about your thoughts on the last two days, from the time you left home on Monday, until you got home on Tuesday."
Emma: "Well that's going to be hard."
Joe: "Deadline of later tonight before you go to bed. I have to get back to work."
Emma: "Ok. Hope your day is going well!"
I laid down on my bed on my belly staring at my phone. I didn't like how vague this task was. Was he wanting how I was feeling? What my thoughts were on what we did? How I thought things went? Ugh. I hated not knowing exactly what someone was expecting, and even more so I disliked sharing my feelings on things. So many times, I've shared my feelings with my husband, or one of my ex's, only to either be yelled at or have my feelings shut down. I wasn't looking forward to that type of response from Joe.
I logged onto my email and began typing out my email to Joe. It ended up being longer than I expected, as I went through my thoughts on my drive there, things we did, and our morning together. I listed how I spent most of my time naked and went through my thoughts on our morning together. I ended the email with letting Joe know that I was struggling today mentally, and my concerns with if he was disappointed or changed his mind about being with me. As I signed the email, I gave Joe the option of backing out if he had changed his mind. I reread the email a few times before finally hitting send.
All I could think to myself all afternoon was that either Joe would respond that he felt the same and enjoyed our time together, or he would end things. Joe wasn't back on chat for the rest of the day, until I was in bed later that night.
Emma: "I am heading to bed; I am still tired from yesterday. It was fun thinking about it for the task though. Goodnight (kiss emoji)"
Joe: "I have had a long day myself and will be heading to bed soon. Good girl on completing the task, I will read it in a bit and respond, you will have an email waiting for you in the morning. Goodnight Babygirl (kiss emoji)."
The next morning, I woke up from a reply email from Joe. It stated he had a great time as well. He apologized for not being in contact more, and that he had people around all day or was working with power tools, and unable to chat. He closed it out with saying he wasn't planning on going away any time soon.
Over the next few days, both Joe and I's schedule was busy with work and family life, and we couldn't chat often. Each day went the same with good morning and goodnight messages through chat, and random fleeting moments checking in with one another to see how our days were going. Despite Joe's reassurance in his email, I still tried to keep my wall up. I was still unsure of Joe's intentions, and given both of our circumstances, he likely was just looking for some fun and nothing serious.
Finally, the following Monday, we were able to pick up on our tasks again.
Joe: "Good morning, Emma."
Emma: "Good morning!"
Joe: "Ready to get your next task?"
Emma: "Yes!"
Joe: "Since you have an easy day today, you are to do the following. Get 2 zip ties, you will tighten one around each boob, after 10 minutes you will tighten them 5 clicks. Take pictures each time. After you tighten them, place a clothespin on each nipple, and get your Lush vibrator toy ready to go, and text me a link"
I closed my work laptop and gathered the items I'd need. I had bought the zip ties a week before on a whim as I was at the store and came across them. I thought they would be great as restraints but never thought about zip tying my tits. I took my shirt and bra off, and got a zip tie tightened around each one, waiting the time and sending pictures to Joe via chat each step of the way. By the end, when I was placing the clothespins and sending a link for Joe to control my Lush, my tits were beginning to turn a shade of reddish purple. My Lush began vibrating inside of me as my notifications went off indicating a new message from Joe.