A lot has happened since my eye opening experience with Alex. I broke up with my lame boyfriend. He was not happy about it; he cried, tried to hit me, and eventually got on his knees and begged me not to break up with him. I told him no and walked away, glad to be free of that burden. I also quit my crappy job. That was super satisfying because the whole place went under in less than a year and I was happy to watch it crash and burn. As for Alex, we dated for a while and had great sex. But eventually we wanted different things out of life and went our separate ways. He is married now with a kid on the way. I am happy for him. We still game together every now and remain good friends.
As for me, I have been single for a little over a year and half. I was very career focused and now that i'm in a financially secure place with a job that I enjoy, I have time to look around and take inventory of my life. Yes, I am happy how far I have come but now that I am older I really want a family. But families take time and finding the right person, plus I pretty much gave up on that once Alex and I split. Yeah, I dated here and there but nothing ever felt right.
I come home and as soon as I slipped into my favorite t-shirt I was on my console. Lately all I want to do is go to work, game, and go to bed. Anything to keep my mind busy from these family thoughts that are running through my head. As usual, ChieftainInfinity, or Chief as I affectionately refer to him, invites me to a party chat about two minutes into me being online. I have been friends with Chief for a while and he is an awesome dude. He puts up with me bitching about my job, listens to me when I cry about me not having someone in my life, and makes me laugh every other moment in between. The way he makes me feel has me wishing I could meet him in real life. Unfortunately, we live hundreds of miles apart so anything I think of at night under my covers is a bit difficult to achieve with work schedules and life in general.
"Hey Elise, how was work?"
"Same old, same old Chief. My boss was a nightmare today, as usual. I think she forgot to take her meds", I say as I pop the top on my coke and take a sip.
"Man, sounds like she just needs to get laid", Chief says. I choke a little bit on my coke as Chief laugh, a sort of deep chuckle that always makes me blush.
"Chief, you're terrible", I say, laughing a little bit with him. "But still, you're probably not wrong. Problem is, she'd probably eat a man before she lets one eat her like she needs".
Chief laughed again and I relished the sound. It just does something to me and I start rubbing my boobs because my nipples are hard to the point of hurting. Damn, he's got me horny again. I need to get him off this subject before I need to get off chat to take care of myself.
"How was your day Chief? They still running you ragged with that six days a week bullshit?"
"You know it. But I enjoy the money so I can't complain too much."
"You better slow down or else. I don't want you to get sick or get burned out."
"I know honey. You don't have to worry about me. I'm a big boy, I can take care of myself", Chief says as I suck in a little bit of breath. I absolutely love it when he calls me honey. I like pet names in general but honey is definitely at the top of the list.
"So, what are your plans for the night? Are you going to level up on the scoreboard or are we hunting some troopers in the forest?"
"Actually, I think I am going to turn in early. I can't really concentrate tonight. I think i'm just tired."
"Oh, okay. Whatever you want to do honey. I'll hit you up on your phone in a little while in case you're still awake".
I get off the chat and head straight to my bed. I have got to take this edge off. I remove my clothes and lay down. Slowly I squeeze my boobs and pinch my nipples, running my hands all over them as I imagine Chief doing it to me. Slowly, I run my hands down my stomach and I rub my legs, teasing myself. As I am about to dip inside my phone rings. Cussing, I reach around for my phone that is on the nightstand and see that it is Chief calling.
"Hello?"