The dream always goes like this:
For some reason, I'm in a locker room. It's hot. My heart is racing, and it feels like the blood is rushing out of my body. I'm not sure what I'm looking for, or if I'm even going to find it. All I know is that I shouldn't be here...
Just when I think that I'm completely alone, I hear him clearing his throat. I can't tell where it's coming from because somebody left the steam room door open and turned it up pretty high. It's so hot and sticky...I feel so dirty.
"What do you want?" I hear his rough, yet somewhat soft and soothing voice ask me.
"I don't know..." I whisper to myself, spinning around, trying to see a face in this forest of lockers and mist.
Suddenly I feel a hand clasped over my mouth. His palm is so soft, and I feel his long, tapering fingers against my skin.
"Don't scream...don't say anything," he says, voice scraping my ear like gravel.
All I can do is freeze and feel myself go limp at the same time as he drags me to a bench behind a row of lockers. I want to struggle, but the heat from the steam and the overpowering smell of chlorine makes me feel weak.
I feel myself collapse on top of him. I can barely hold my eyes open as his lips caressed my ear.
"Is this what you want?" he asks, lips traveling down my neck, nose nuzzling against my shoulder.
"I..." completely breathless, I am at a loss for words.
All I can do was gasp as his hands wander down my body, clutching at the fabric of my clothes, now damp from the humidity of the locker room. His hands are so demanding, so forceful. I am afraid he will tear at my clothes, reducing them to rags and deepening my humiliation.
But it all feels so good...His tongue tasting my flesh, his hands roaming over and under the folds of fabric clinging to my body. I feel him pull away slightly, and I whimpered, not wanting him to pull away, but all he does is remove his shirt, help me remove mine and unhook my bra. The air feels a little cooler for a moment, but the humidity insured that I would still be in heat.