It was that time of year again. The company holiday celebration. I didn't really want to go. I would have skipped it altogether if not for Melanie.
Melanie was the new girl in the purchasing department where we both worked and she had all but begged me to take her to the party. She hadn't been with the company very long and she was new in town so she didn't know very many people. Even so, I was surprised when she said she couldn't find anyone else to take her to the company bash. I had a hard time believing her; and with good reason.
Melanie was more than just a cute girl. She was way beyond that. Yes, she was beautiful, but she had a sensual air about her that made it difficult not to notice her every move. I had admired her since her very first day, and who wouldn't? She was about five two and had shoulder length blond hair and green eyes. She often wore tight sweaters and slacks that showed off her curves, or suits with short skirts that really emphasized her beautiful legs. I'm a sucker for a woman in a business suit and Melanie got my motor running every time she walked by.
But I had been too shy to ask her out. With her looks I was pretty sure she could have anyone she wanted. I didn't want to face the rejection. So I was blown away when she asked me to escort her. Fortunately I recovered from the shock before she noticed me acting like a star struck schoolboy and accepted.
I had always disliked going to these company events. They were incredibly dull. And some people always drank too much and started behaving in ways that made me embarrassed for them. Especially the upper level managers and executives. It kind of dashed the image of a great leader when you saw your boss all liquored up and attempting dance moves he couldn't do even if he were sober.
By the afternoon of the party I was so nervous that I changed clothes three times before deciding what to wear. I really wanted to make a good impression. Finally settling on a dark gray suit, white shirt, and a maroon tie, I ended up being ready with an hour left to kill. Sitting and watching TV only made me more fidgety so I got in the car and drove around Melanie's neighborhood until it was time to pick her up.
On my way from my car to her apartment I formulated a plan for what I was going to say when Melanie answered the door. I have this fear of opening my mouth and sounding like a complete dork. I found myself meandering up the sidewalk as I tried out different lines in my head, hoping that somehow they would come out sounding natural and unrehearsed.
My anxiety peaked when I reached the apartment door. I paused, took a deep breath, and told myself that once I got through the next few minutes the rest of the night would be easy. When the door opened the vision standing in the doorway left me stunned.
Melanie looked good in everyday office attire. She was an absolute knockout in evening wear. She was wearing a black dress that clung to her body and yet shimmered when she moved. The gown featured a plunging neckline and a slit way up the side. Around her neck was a gold chain with a tassel pendant that hung provocatively between her breasts. Diamond earrings finished off the gorgeous sight standing before me.
She was so entrancing I instantly forgot all that I had planned to say. All I managed to gasp was an awed, "Wow."
Terror rippled through my body and my throat went dry. Then Melanie smiled and I realized that I'd said the perfect thing. "Thanks Brad," she replied with a coy twist of her head, "I'll take that as a compliment. You're looking pretty sharp yourself! You should dress up more often."
On the way to the party Melanie and I chatted in the car, mostly about work. I'd been sure she was way out of my league and had been reluctant to engage her in conversation much at the office, fearing the embarrassment of being shot down on the spot. As it turned out, she was funny and engaging and easy to talk to. I kicked myself for having been so timid. I steered the conversation away from work to find out more about this woman.
"So how do you like Portland so far?" I asked Melanie.
"Rains a lot here," she answered.
"Oh, you just got here during the rainy season."
"Oh yeah, when is that?"
"October through June."
"That's nine months!"
"Yeah, but it's really nice here the rest of the time."
Melanie chuckled, "Wonderful. At least I have something to look forward to."
"Besides," I pointed out as we crossed the river on the Marquam Bridge, "It's not raining today. It's so clear that you can see two mountains. "
Melanie glanced through the windshield and then out her passenger window at the river.
"Is this the Columbia?"
I started to laugh and then caught myself and faked a cough instead. I pounded my chest for effect. "This is the Willamette. The Columbia is bigger and to the north, at the border with Washington."
Melanie looked out the windshield again. "Two mountains? I only see one."
"That's Mount Hood you're seeing ahead of us. Look out here," I said pointing, "To the left. That's Mount Saint Helens."
"The one that blew up? Cool. I didn't realize it was so close. Can we go there sometime?"
We? My eyes blinked as I tried to confirm she had really said that word. I tongued my lips once and swallowed before shifting my gaze right. "Sure. I'd love to. How about spring when it's a little warmer?"
Melanie's eyes shifted from the mountain to me. A wide smile graced her face. "That would be great."
We reached the east side of the river, making the sweeping left turn as we came down off the bridge.
"Have you seen much of anything else in the city?" I asked.
"Not really. It's much bigger than Ferndale. I get lost here sometimes. And it's not much fun exploring new places without someone to show me around."
My heart skipped a beat as I realized for the second time in as many minutes that Melanie might be more interested in seeing me than for just the company party. "Ferndale," I began, trying to remain calm, "That's in California?"
"Yes."
"Where is it exactly?"
"A few hundred miles north of San Francisco. I'm not surprised if you've never heard of it. There's maybe a couple thousand people there at most. It's just a little village, really. Everyone knows everyone else. Our big claim to fame is that part of the movie 'The Majestic' was filmed there."
"Oh yeah, I remember that movie. Didn't do too great at the box office but I rented the video. Jim Carrey, right?"
"That's the one. It really wasn't a bad movie," said Melanie.
"No," I agreed. "I thought it was OK."
I paused, expecting some reply, but none came.
"So," I started, "this is a big change from where you grew up?"
Melanie nodded. "Yeah."
"What brought you to here?" I asked, "Just the job, or was there something else?"
"The job was part of it," Melanie answered, "but mostly I felt like I needed to get a fresh start. It really didn't matter much where I went as long as it was different from home."
"You needed new surroundings to help you break away from old memories?"
"Yeah, kinda like that. There's some things I wanted to change about myself and some people I didn't want to be around anymore. Nothing ever changes in Ferndale."
"Is that working out?"
"I think so."
"How so?" I prompted.
Melanie shrugged. "I was pretty passive about everything before, not taking charge of things in my own life and stuff. I've gotten a lot better about that since coming here."
I opened my mouth to reply, but Melanie continued, "I like not having to answer to anyone else. It is kinda lonely though. One of the things I needed to get away from was my former boyfriend, but I miss having a man in my life sometimes."
"What happened with the boyfriend?" I wondered aloud.
Melanie shook her head - more like a tremble, really. "I'm not real comfortable in discussing that with just anyone right now, if you don't mind."
"Uh, yeah," I muttered, striving for damage control. "I understand."
I was curious about what might have happened to her back in Ferndale, but decided this was no time to pry. I reminded myself that the reason we'd gotten together tonight was for the company party, so I changed the subject.
"A few years ago, we had our holiday party at the Pittock Mansion. It's a big old historical house up in the hills overlooking the city. Originally built by the publisher of the Oregonian newspaper."
"Oh wow, it's really a mansion? I'll bet that was neat."
"Yeah," I said. "It's a beautiful place, but a little hard to get to. They moved the party to hotels in the city as our company grew and we needed more space. This place we're going to is still nice, but it doesn't have that historical charm."
Melanie's gaze returned to the prominent mountain visible above Portland's skyline.
"Could Mount Hood ever explode?" she asked. "You know, like St. Helen's."
"Not likely, it's been dormant for a very long time."
"Dormant?" Melanie tilted her head as continued to peering through the windshield at the snow capped peak. "Like asleep?"
"Something like that, I suppose."
"So it could wake up at any moment, right?"
"Technically, I guess that's right."
The most demure of smiles graced Melanie's face. "Yeah, I could see how it might."
She didn't say another word, just kept glancing at the volcano and smiling until I pulled into the hotel parking lot and found a spot.