I had seen his picture, but didn't know what to expect. His picture had him with a full beard and long, wavy brown hair and green eyes. He had a nose that was a little big but not too much, and a smile that's the kind I like: genuine, warm, friendly, and even cute. He even had dimples, which matched up with how he was as a baby. I had to see those - after all, he was going to knock me up. Not directly, though.
At least, at first that's what I thought. But let me explain: there are two kinds of impregnation that I've learned about when it comes to dealing with donors personally (and I mean personally as in, I was done with the clinics - nothing worked for me and I couldn't stand it anymore not being able to get pregnant with their weak sperm). The first is "NI", or Natural Insemination. This is as you'd expect it: penis, vagina, insert, cum, done. The other is "AI", which is 'Artificial Insemination', where a man goes, jacks his dong, cums into a carefully cleaned cup, and then I take a special eye dropper and put it up my vagina so that it can get as close to my cervix as possible. It's technical and complicated, but it's supposed to work.
That day, I was planning to do AI. And then the next day, and the day after that. The reason was I had my cycle on the mark for the 23rd, and I wanted 'Davey Jones' as he called himself on the page I found him on, to work for those three days in not only ejaculating lots of sperm for me, but also so that I could get to know the guy a little. I didn't know whether the man wanted to be a father, or to just dump his cum in a cup and then drive off. He said on the site we met that he had successful impregnated two women (he didn't say whether it was AI or NI), and that he could drive to meet me within 200 miles. That worked out as I could meet him at the Granstaff Motel just outside of town (I didn't want him to see my apartment, gosh! Such a mess!) and we could grab a bite to eat in those days when he wasn't trying to get me pregnant.
I was at the motel and had checked in under a different name (I didn't want him to find out who I was, and likewise I didn't want to know who he was - what if it didn't work you, y'know, and he turned out to be crazy or a rapist or something). It was 2 o'clock and I heard a knock at my door. My heart jumped in my chest. I should mention that I'm 41, five foot one inches (a pretty short gal), with 36 D breasts (too much up front), and long strawberry blonde hair. I had on a loose shirt and jeans and my cowboy boots. Those things are on, that means nothing's coming off unless they absolutely have to. I tried to make sure my hair looked okay in the mirror quickly enough, and went to the door.
The smile hit me like a lightning bolt. "Hi there, I'm Davey," he said and he shook my hand.
"Howdy," I said, sheepishly, as if I was a 14 year old girl again. "I'm Sammy."
I was feeling puddle-like due to the fact that 'Davey' had shaved off his beard and he had a chiseled face underneath all that stubble, and his mane on top of his head, while trimmed a little from his picture, flowed luxuriously. He had on a tight shirt and jeans and also a pair of cowboy boots as well, and the shirt accentuated just how ripped he must have been underneath it all. For a split second I felt a tingle in my vagina, but I let that slide by the wayside.
He came in and I closed the door. I told him to have a seat at the small table that was on the opposite side of the room from where the bed and the bathroom was.
"Well, you sure have a swell place here, madam." he smiled and I laughed. He chuckled. He was even better than his picture, and I could picture good gene stock developing from him. He looked no older than 24 or 25, and he could've been younger. I went to my small bag and got out a file folder.
"Okay, so, as we talked about online, I just need you to sign this right here," I said.
"So this makes sure I'm waived of all responsibility for the baby and no contact until 18, correct?"
"Yes, it's only a legal precaution, mostly to protect yourself. It also states how many times you'll be willing to donate."
"Oh, right," he said. I saw a flash of concern over his face.
"Is there any problem? I thought I also discussed with you-"
"No, no, there's no issue with that. I just thought that... well, even as I'm a a few hundred miles from home, I'd like to make sure that you can get pregnant before I drive on back. Otherwise I'd feel like I was wasting your time as well as mine." He had a serious face about him. I liked it. It was mature. He suddenly seemed more grown-up than when he first walked in to the door, like Brad Pitt in Thelma & Louise or something.
"You know what? That's fine. If you'd like to stick around the area, I'll should be able to tell you within a few weeks if I'm pregnant or not."
"Good, good. I noticed that the last time I did this that it worked out better that I stuck around and could really, you know, bring it all on home for the lady." He smiled again, though it wasn't quite as warm as the first, it felt nice. Fatherly.
"That's great. So, just sign here, and initial here," I said, and motioned my fingers for where he would sign. I got a closer look at his hands. They were tough and firm, not soft hands, and I liked that as well. And he had long fingers...
"And you have your test results with you?"
"Of course." He produced those out of one of his pants pockets. It was legit. Totally clean.
"It really means the world to me that you're doing this, I just want to make that clear to you."
"Hey, any way a boy from Tulsa can help a lovely lady like you," He smiled again. Swoon. But I had to keep that under control. He was attractive, but I didn't want to have sex with him. It wasn't like that at first. I'd tried the natural way with my ex, Norm, who had a slightly smaller than normal but okay 5 inch cock and could only get it up when he smacked me around. It was a painful relationship and when I broke it off with him it made me hate sex for a while. For the surface hotness Davey was emanating, I had to resist.
"How about we get started now?"
"Absolutely! Let me just drop trow here, and-"
"Oh, no, no, wait, no, there's-" I was stammering, surprised and shocked. Was this guy really going there?
"Sammy... I'm horsing with you." He had a fuller smile then. It hit me who he reminded me of: he reminded me of my brother.
(who, for about a year, I was hot for too, but had to get that out of my mind because, well, incest, gross... but I did finger myself a lot for him, and I could see myself fingering myself for him, if I got to know him better)
"You have everything all set up and all?" he asked.
"Of course. I have a few, you know, magazines and things in the bathroom and there's a cup with a lid by the sink."
"That's mighty kind of you. I'll probably look at some things on my phone, though. No need to make any pages extra sticky."
We both had a laugh at that. He said his, 'see you later' and went into the bathroom.
I sat by the edge of the bed and then paced the room for a minute or two. The tingling in my vulva kept pulsating, but I tried to ignore it. I turned on the television that was in the motel room - bullshit reality show playing, nothing that I can remember now - and it was about five minutes in that I noticed the door wasn't completely closed. The opening was only an inch or two, but it would be enough to sneak a peek.
One side of me thought, "Psshaw, Samantha, get it out of your head. He has good stock, that you know, but you're not really *attracted* to him. You're just excited because you're looking forward to being a mother." And the other side thought "But... what if he has a good dick? Like, a really good one? It's probably all firm and thick and has a nice mushroom head that's uncircumsized and has all those veins that pulsate around his hand as he pumps and..."
Fuck it, I decided, just a quick peek. I leaned in very nonchalantly and saw him sitting on the edge of not the toilet as I expected but the bathtub edge. He had his pants off as well as his underwear and had his phone in one hand. In the other hand was the biggest cock I have ever seen. My God. A good seven and a half, maybe eight, inches, with its tip glistening and the shaft a nice tanned brown - he probably tanned himself all over, of course he did - and the look on his face was tight and taut, but still incredibly sexy. He wasn't pounding his dick too fast, he was giving it slow, smooth gyrations, from the bottom of his shaft to the top of the head. He also had gorgeous, massive balls that were shaved, just how I like them. He was shaved all over, and it brought back a brief flash of when I saw my brother naked once. I felt so fucking wet that I wasn't sure what I was going to do.
He made a sound just then, only a slight murmur, and I saw him tense up and one, two, three, then eventually eight shots of solid, white jizz shot out of his penis into the cup he quickly reached for. I suddenly felt really embarrassed and flushed, like I finally went too far - seeing him beat his meat was one thing, seeing the material that would make me a mother was something else - and I quickly leaped off the bed, grabbed my jacket, and went out the door.
I lit a cigarette and puffed on it very quickly. I didn't even give it ten puffs and then lit another one, chain-smoke style. I actually wanted to take off my pants and start fingering myself, but I couldn't do that.
As I was smoking this second cigarette, trying to get the image of his delicious package, he came out the door, though I didn't hear him. "Can I have one of those, Sammy wammy?"
"Wammy? You're serious?"
He gave a sheepish shrug. "Eh, I can try and make some phrases, usually they're duds." I handed him a cigarette and lit it for him. "All good for now," he said. He added after one long, slow drag, as if he was taking in every bit of smoke in the cigarette - sexy as fuck-like, "You want to grab a steak over at that at the bar down the road?" There was a really good steakhouse just outside of town. I didn't know anyone where, which would be good since I didn't want anyone to see me with a man like this - too many questions and all.
"Sure, I'd like that. My treat of course," I said, and he cut me off- "No, no, I insist," We then went into one of those dopey back and forths where one person tries to offer to buy the other a meal. Normally that's what you do at the end of the meal, right? I guess we were already passed that somehow... whatever that means.
(Of course, before we left, I went into the bathroom and did my first attempt at the AI treatment - I went into the bathtub, my legs up, and got as much semen as I could into the eye-dropped and put it into my vulva and up my vagina. It was a... surreal feeling, like I was an alien doing a probe of myself. Outside in the room, Davey was whistling some old cowboy song, and I felt goosebumps as I knew the words to it.)
At dinner, we spent a little time in an uncomfortable silence. We were just, you know, looking at one another, or trying not to look at one another. I could feel the charge that I felt for him, a small electric current, but I wondered if he did for me. Maybe he did, or maybe he liked to smile at all the girls that he knocks up with his super-sperm, or even if he doesn't knock them up. He ordered one of those steaks that looks absolutely perfect, and I ordered a salad. I was mostly playing around with it.
"You're not too hungry?" Davey said. He had an expression as if he was genuinely concerned, or at least faking it well.