I finally manage to stagger back to my room and quickly fall into a deep sleep. When I wake up the next morning, I gaze blankly out of the covers and wonder if it was all a dream - my flatmate with his secret erotic audio account, fucking me raw across the kitchen counter. Then I shift my legs and - ah - I wince, a pang shoots up from my poor abused pussy, and I feel the dried cum still on my back.
Yeah. That wasn't a dream.
I quickly shower, my mind wandering too often to what Tom said about wanting to fuck me here too, get ready for work, and am just heading into the hallway when he emerges from his room, and I stop dead.
I take a second to admire the sight. As well as his height, he's slim, but toned, a faint line defining his abs and the most gorgeous v sloping into the waistband of his pyjama bottoms, the only thing he's wearing. There's a light dusting of hair across his chest, and his shoulders and arms are firm muscle. I'm so accustomed to seeing him swathed in sweats and hoodies that I'd never really considered what he was hiding underneath.
I try not to let my eyes stray to his crotch at that last thought. Hiding indeed. Down, girl. My pussy tenses at the mere memory.
"Morning." I say lightly.
"Yeah, morning." He seems distracted and distant and something in my chest sinks.
I touch his arm lightly and feel reassured when he leans into it instead of flinching. "Hey what's wrong?"
He rubs the back of his neck absently. His dark, curly hair is even messier from sleep and I can't help but think he looks so sexy in the mornings, eyes dark and the outline of a morning semi apparent against his clothing. "We, uh...I didn't think to use a condom last night." It comes out in a rush - he's obviously been thinking about it. "But if you need to get anything, I'll go with you, I can pay..."
Relief washes over me. "It's okay." I say quickly. "I've got the implant. And I'm clean."
"I'm clean too." He replies, a smile flooding back onto his face. "I can find the email for you with my results, if you want."
"No, I..." I laugh awkwardly, "I trust you? I know that sounds crazy..."
"Not crazy." He replies calmly. "I trust you too." He gazes at me sleepily, "How are you feeling?"
I snicker, "Pretty good. Aside from not being able to walk straight."
He smirks, head tilting back in satisfaction. "Mission accomplished."
"And you?" I ask, holding my breath.
He trails his fingers slowly down my arm, leaving goosebumps in his wake; "Fucking amazing." He says, with feeling.
"I thought that might be why you looked worried," I admitted, "thought you had regrets."
"Regrets?!" He says, "Now you do sound crazy."
"It's just..." I sigh, "things are probably going to change between us."
"Yeah, they are." Tom agreed. "But I don't think that's a bad thing. And by the sounds you were making last night, I don't think you do either." He pauses before adding; "I wanted to ask you as well... if you wouldn't tell anyone else about my little sideline. I mean, I'm not embarrassed about the audios. I enjoy making them and making people feel good. It's just..."
"Wouldn't go down well with the general public?" I add. I understand where he's coming from. Sir has his fans online, but I'm not sure it would translate to Tom's daytime design clients.
"You get it."
"Sure. I wouldn't tell anyone anyway, that's your business." I suddenly look down, a blush heating my cheeks, "and if you could...not tell anyone...um..."
"What?" He asks, smirking.
"Well I mean, last night." I start, still blushing violently at the memory. "I said some pretty...intense things-"
"By 'intense', do you mean kinky as fuck?" He retorted, grinning teasingly. "Honestly Steph, I had NO idea you were such a filthy little sub!"
"Oh my god, shut up!" I bury my face in my hands.
"Don't be embarrassed!" He laughs, "I liked it. A lot. As a matter of fact," he adds, stepping closer. "I'd be very interested in hearing you say some of those things again."
Excitement sparks in my core, "You would?"
"I don't see why not. We're consenting, single adults and I think you're gorgeous. I think we should give it a try. Besides..." He looks up and down my body, a lazy, seductive smile appearing on his face. "You've clearly got needs..."
I can't resist - I reach out and trace a hand down his firm chest, "Well, I look forward to having them met."
His smile deepens. "I'm doing a livestream tonight. Want to sit in? They're pretty fun. Just audio, no visual. That could be our warm up for our next round, and then afterwards...well, there are still a hell of a lot of things I want to do to you."
I feel my face heat at the thought. "...I need to get to work." I stammer, "Otherwise I will never go."
"Wouldn't be a bad thing." He rumbles, "Trust me Steph, the amount of research I do for my audios, I could keep you occupied for hours..."
"I'm going!" I squeak, making him laugh as I hoist my bag further onto my shoulder. I wonder whether I should kiss him on the lips - we've done most things but by this point.
He seems to read my mind and saves any awkwardness by grabbing my hand and pressing an over the top gallant kiss to my knuckles. "Until tonight, then." He murmurs, then heads to the kitchen, leaving me grinning like an idiot in the hallway.
Eight hours can't pass quickly enough, and I practically fall back through the front door that evening. I've spent the last hour of work replaying the events of the previous evening, plus speculating about what we might do tonight. My underwear is already soaking from the thoughts alone, and I find myself walking much faster than usual back to the flat.
I pace down the hall, heart already pounding expectantly. He's going to fuck me again tonight. That fact alone has been bouncing around my head for the last four hours, causing serious jitters. He's going to fuck me again and it's going to be so. Good.
I turn at a noise and see him wandering across the hall in front of me, a jug of water in his hands. He's wearing a black bathrobe and he's shaved since this morning and styled his hair. Despite his near nakedness, he looks more put together than he has all week and I wonder if this effort is for the stream.
He smiles when he sees me. "Hi."
I'm instantly aware of how unalluring I look. A full day at the office plus fighting with my commute has left my hair frizzy and skin shining, and not in a good way. "Hi." I attempt to smooth my hair back, "So...what's the plan?"
"Take a shower." He says, firmly. "Wind down, chill out. Put on whatever makes you feel sexy, then come and join me in my room. Stream starts at nine, but there's no rush. Just relax."
He passes by me, taking the opportunity to slap my ass as he passes. Someone's obviously feeling horny already and there's a swagger in his step. Before yesterday I had never seen this level of confidence on him. Maybe that was the divide between everyday Tom and audio Tom. He wore it well.
Despite his instruction to relax, I can barely stand still, practically hopping from foot to foot as I strip off in the bathroom. I shower away the remains of the day, shave my legs and reapply my makeup. I know the stream won't be a video, but I want to look good for Tom. He clearly takes these seriously and feels like they're worth putting effort in for. I apply a smokey eye and put on plenty of mascara with the hope that it'll smudge during whatever Tom has planned. I've always loved seeing myself ruined after sex - hair a mess and make up smeared. I brush my hair out and leave it down. Something for him to pull, the dirty part of my brain adds wickedly.
I pick out a black lace lingerie set - a skimpy bra that shows my nipples clearly through the lace cups and a barely-there thong that makes my ass look incredible. At the last second, I grab a pair of heels from the back of my wardrobe that I hardly ever wear now since a friend made a throwaway comment about them being 'hooker heels.' Stepping into them I saunter in front of the mirror and turn, taking in how I look from all angles.
I feel surprisingly good, confident and sexy. Maybe it's the endorphins from last night, maybe it's the anticipation I've been feeling all day. The nerves jump in my stomach - it's been just over 24 hours since I learned about Tom's double life as an erotic audio creator and even in that short time it feels like a lot has changed in our relationship. The nerves are good ones though, so I head up the hallway and knock tentatively on Tom's bedroom door.
There's a laugh in his voice as he calls back; "You know you don't have to knock, right?"
I open the door and sidle in. "Yeah, well," I remark, "After yesterday I'm going to be much more careful about which doors I just march through without checking."
The room is tidy. On Tom's desk his top of the range computer and audio recording equipment are set out neatly and ready to go. On his bedside table sits the jug of water and two glasses. He's taken off the robe and sits in nothing but a tight pair of black boxers. The lights are low and the room feels intimate and private as I close the door and sit on the edge of his bed.
"Fuck, you look incredible." He sighs, "Maybe I should make this a video stream." He laughs when he sees my expression. "Joking! You know, I'm not sure now if I want to share you anymore. Maybe I should just cancel completely and fuck you all night instead."
I wrinkle my nose in confusion, "Share me?"
He chuckles, looking down. "Thought I might ask you to guest star. Start the foreplay on air. Your moans as well as mine. What do you think?"
The idea appeals, but uncertainty edges in. "I don't know if they'd want to hear me..."
"I know some others who've done it." Tom replies. "It's hot as fuck. Kind of voyeuristic. Want to give it a try?"
I sit up, feeling emboldened by his confidence in me. After all, if anyone knows what people find arousing, it's Sir. "Sure, okay."
He looks me over again. "You do look absolutely stunning, Steph. I mean it."
I smile. "Well, you'd obviously made an effort, so I thought it was only fair."
He smiles back and I know I've made the right move. He reaches across the desk and hands me a glass of wine readied for me. I can see he's got himself something too - not his usual beer but something colourless and undoubtedly much stronger.
"Here." He presses my glass, cool with condensation, into my hand, "Hope you don't mind, this is yours from the fridge."
"Not at all. I think I'll need it."