It's the middle of the night.
I hear him slumbering restlessly beside me as I stare unblinking at the clock near the bed. It's 3 a.m....but I should know that without looking. I seem to have a knack for that...knowing the time that is...the hour...the minute...the second.
I can't sleep. Why don't I have a knack for THAT? There are things that I could be doing...mundane chores that might lull me into the repose I crave. They call to me, and I rise to meet them.
Quietly, I pull on the panties that lay discarded on the floor at my feet, and cover my body with the soft, clinging touch of my aging nightshirt. It embraces my skin so lovingly after all these years...so gently.
I hear the soft plop of my bare feet against the polished wooden floors of the living room, across the area rug...on to the vinyl tile of the kitchen, and I stare at the few supper dishes still waiting for my touch in the kitchen sink.
...just a few plates...a few utensils...they won't wait for long...
I insert the stopper in the drain and turn the hot water on...as hot as I can stand it...then squirt something lemony into the mix and watch as the foam begins to build. I want to just reach in and scrub, but I know that I should use the pale pink gloves that I keep under the sink for just such occasions as this.
I bend over, spreading my legs ever so slightly...and begin to search amid the half-empty containers of cleaning solvents until I find my prize. Then, pulling on the soft latex, I back up and begin to close the cupboard doors...and that's when I feel him behind me.
How could he have gotten so close...so near... without my ever hearing a sound? Could his footsteps have been hidden by the rush of the water that fills the sink? I don't know...I may never know...I will never care.
Silently...wordlessly...I feel his heated flesh against my buttocks...his body hard against the soft contours of my body. He presses against me, and I know what he wants. It's the same thing that I want...as I always want whenever he's near...but this time something seems different...out of sync.
The basin is full, and the foam wets the front of my nightshirt as he pins me between his body and the counter. It's warm...but not as warm as his breath against my neck...the feel of his tongue against my skin...the persistent pressure of his hands as they cup my breasts.
I try to turn, but he holds me fast. I try to remove the tauntingly pink latex gloves from my hands, but I am stilled by a single word whispered huskily in my ear...
"...no," he says.
I stop...confused. What does he want? How should I respond?
And then I feel his hands begin to move toward the hem of my nightshirt...sliding beneath it...circling...circling until they come to rest against the quivering flesh of my abdomen.