Rick focused on his phone, trying to ignore the burning embarrassment as he felt the woman who just walked out of the back room stare at him questioningly. It wasn't his first choice, going to a gynecological office for his issue, but his primary care doctor was unable to help him. She thankfully turned away, speaking to the receptionist. Luckily for him, the receptionist was professional as he stated his reason for his visit. If she laughed at him, he may have actually ran into traffic.
His senior prom night had been completely ruined when he couldn't get it up for his date in his car afterwards. The girl was out of his league in the first place, so not getting hard really was the icing on the cake. Not that he shot any icing that night. He could only hope he could survive the rest of the year being made fun of by his classmates in order to make it to college. Since then, every time he went to jerk off, he had similar troubles. He couldn't forget his nervousness in the car and it came back to haunt him each time he got in the mood. His primary care suggested he lay off on masturbating, even though he told the man he hadn't been able to. Online articles about the subject didn't help either.
Rick was desperately searching though the internet for any way to solve his issue, visiting sketchy self help websites and some of the most degenerate porn sites in hopes of getting a hard on. Instead of feeling aroused, that sinking nervousness filled his gut and he remained soft. Searching through local doctor practices in his city, he hoped to find any form of help. There was no such thing as a dick doctor, and he had continued his search by reading through gynecological websites. This office's website had the usual female empowerment buzzwords in its advertising. However, there was a small line in the more info section that gave him a spark of hope.
"Also accepting male patients"
It was with a blushing face and an embarrassed demeanor that Rick scheduled an appointment over the phone. He wished that they asked the reason for the visit over the phone, because admitting erectile dysfunction in person was so much more mortifying. Reminding himself that the receptionist was a professional, he avoided the stare of the woman as she left the office. Browsing his phone, he jumped when the receptionist spoke to him.
"Dr. Hallaway will see you now." Rick nodded as he stood, placing his phone in his pocket. He avoided her gaze as he walked to the back room. Seeing a door open at the end of the hall, he walked towards it. Dr. Alex Hallaway was the practitioner for this office, having started his practice 10 years ago according to the website. Rick felt lucky that it was a male doctor, as the majority of gynecologists that he looked up were women judging from their names. Rick walked into the room, turning his head to see a nurse wearing a white coat. She looked up from the chart, staring at him. She had medium length black hair, and tired looking eyes. She looked quite beautiful, making Rick's embarrassment return. Under the white coat, she wore a simple black dress shirt and a skirt that ended just above her knees. She opened her mouth as she looked down at the chart.
"Rick, is it? How long have you been having issues with getting an erection?" Rick's face flushed, feeling horror in his stomach at her nonchalant tone and appearance. The receptionist was cute, but this nurse was drop dead gorgeous. Her tight dress shirt outlined her large breasts wonderfully. She had to be at least D cup, if not slightly bigger. Her skirt showed off the bottom of her creamy, pale thigh skin. Having someone this hot know that his piping sucked made him want to find a dark closet to die in. Sighing, Rick rubbed the back of his head as he spoke.
"U-uh... Is it alright if I wait until Dr. Hallaway comes in? I'd rather talk about this with him." The nurse quirked an eyebrow as she stared up at him. Light confusion turned to hot embarrassment as he heard her next words.
"I am Dr. Alex Hallaway." Rick felt petrified, staring at the woman. The white coat made more sense now. He just assumed that she was a nurse since he was expecting a man to be here. Cursing gender neutral names, Rick rubbed the back of his head harder. Dr. Alex sighed as she placed the clipboard on the counter next to her before folding her hands over her lap. The action once again drew his attention to the white skin peeking out from under her skirt.
"It's perfectly understandable to be embarrassed about your condition. It's something that many men struggle with in different parts of their lives. If you're comfortable, have a seat and answer at your own pace." Seeing her tired explanation, Rick did feel a bit better about the situation. Her almost bored tone put him at ease. This wasn't some babe that was going to laugh at him, she was a medical professional that seemed to only care about helping him. He sighed as he sat on the exam table.
"Sorry, I didn't mean any disrespect. I saw the name Alex and thought you were a male doctor. It started when I tried to... Uh... get lucky? On my senior prom night? I ended up making a fool out of myself." Despite the doctor's reassurance, Rick still choked a bit when he brought up trying to have sex. Someone as attractive as her must have a husband, one that was probably a thousand times more manly than him. He just hoped she kept her inner appraisal of him to herself if she thought that he was pathetic. Rick continued to speak, telling her about the month that has passed since then, and how he was unable to get it up to even masturbate. It was embarrassing, demoralizing, and so fucking mortifying to talk about not being able to jerk off to the stunning doctor, but it got easier as he continued. Her neutral face didn't change once during his words, making him feel much more comfortable. She gave a nod as she stood up, reaching for a box of gloves.
"Alright, thank you for being so forthcoming. Go ahead and drop your pants so I can take a look, alright?" Rick's mind went blank as he processed her words.
"U-uh... what?" The doctor looked at him as she pulled a glove over her slender hand, tilting her head slightly.
