Several years ago I met my family for the first time. They were all really great people. I have grown to respect and love them for the loving they have given me. One of the members of my family however, made me feel quite unusual. I was only a teenager at the time. I figured having a crush on my cousin was normal and would go away. Every time we would play together the sexual innuendos had my senses screaming. I told myself that this was a stupid thing for me to think, but I could not stop thinking about what he would look like naked, or on top of me, or how it would feel to have him kiss me. Well, time went on, and I did nothing about my feelings. How was I to know if he felt the same sexual attraction I did, and the simple fact that he was my cousin.... I just couldn't bring myself to do anything.
About ten years have passed since He and I first met. We each went on to do our own thing. I went to college and he went to the Army. I rarely saw him. Still the attraction lingered, but I would never admit it to myself. Recently, my grandmother got seriously ill and they called him back home. I was so happy to see him, and the pang of attraction gripped me like a vice. I hugged him and said hello, then watched him from underneath my eyelashes, my insides melting. My how he had grown: So muscular, so tan, so hot. I found out he was engaged to some little kid still in high school and wanted to speak to him about it in private. He followed me to the quiet room. I shut and locked the door.
We talked for a few minutes and then I looked at him and spoke bluntly, "JC I am about to tell you something that has been a secret of mine for years. I am very attracted to you sexually." I bit my lip and looked up for his reaction. HE started laughing and said he had always felt that way about me, but he couldn't act on it since we were cousins. I was so relieved. We talked about our feelings for a few minutes. I was sitting on a chair and he on the couch. I couldn't wait, I had to do it. I got down on my knees in front of him and kissed him soundly on the lips. He was surprised at first but then kissed me back. We were locked in the embrace, kissing and touching each other. My hands explored his body, my pussy grew wetter. He explored my body, I could feel his dick getting harder and growing.