They kissed all night. Their lips hardly parted; neither had any ideas of taking their lips south of the belt line, but that didn't stop their fingers. They stroked and rubbed each other until Cam came all over Dianne's hand. It was then that Cameron took the vibrator and turned it back on and started teasing Di's clit.
Dianne wasn't even that turned on anymore and the vibrator felt small inside her. William had stretched her out to the point where she just didn't feel anything smaller. It was true that he was indeed the perfect size, he was just thick. It had hurt her a bit when he first entered her.
She still longed for his touch. No matter what Cam did, it just didn't make up for that feeling that passed between them. So once again, Dianne faked her way through an orgasm.
Once they settled down on the bed, Cameron snuggled up against Dianne and drifted off to sleep. Di just lay there, dreaming in the dark of the man that left her. She wondered if she'd ever feel that intensity between her and someone else again. She hoped so.
However for now, Dianne just cuddled herself into Cameron, she just wanted to be held while she slept.
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His night had been terrible. He didn't want to leave her, but Harold was desperate on the phone. He knew he was wrong in leaving her like that.
On the trip back to her car, he tried to touch her leg or at least a strand of her hair, but she'd have none of it. He was truly deep in the dog house.
The thought of her having nothing to do with him anymore scared the living daylights out of him. He knew he had to make it up to her somehow. He needed her; he just couldn't focus on his work knowing that she was mad at him.
It was then that he decided to surprise her.
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The front door was open so he just walked right in; he knew his way around from the times that he and Cam had met here for their usual tutoring sessions.
When he came to the door that she would most likely be behind, he stalled, looking at his flowers to make sure they were indeed perfect. His heart was racing like a horse...he just never expected to find the scene that found.
The moment he went into the room and found them both naked together, flashes of his past relationship flew through his mind. His last girlfriend Christina had left him for another woman. It was from that moment that he became soured on women for such a long time. He never even noticed them when they walked by on the street. He never even looked at Cameron, she was attractive, just didn't suit him.
Yet, he never expected for Dianne to fall into another woman's arms. For others it excited them beyond belief. He did like the idea of women touching each other but in their own time and not with someone he is interested in. For that he would prefer to be in the room.
Still questions lingered in the back of his mind; did Cameron make her have an orgasm? Did she enjoy it? Would she ever consider doing it again? Does she even like him?
He just stood there and watched them lay in each others arms. It was true that watching them lay together was fun and he wanted to join them but the betrayal that played in his mind wouldn't let him.
Instead he put the flowers down on the chair and wrote a note for her and left. He closed his eyes as he shut the door behind him then walked to bathroom and took out his contacts and placed his glasses back on his face. Back to the office he went, trying to leave everything he felt behind him.
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When Dianne woke up she saw the flowers on the chair, slowly she got up without disturbing Cam and went to them. They were from William, the note he'd left made tears come to her eyes.
'I never thought I'd ever have to find you in this way, you seemed like someone that I could end up loving and being with for eternity. Yet it is my folly in thinking so, I'm sorry if I've ever done anything to you that would grant your doing such actions that would ensure your unhappiness in my presence. Please, if you don't mind relieving me of any dispositions that you have for me and I toward you. Sincerely, William.'
Even in her quiet sobs she heard Cameron start to wake up. This is not how she wanted things to end between them. She just didn't understand why he'd gotten so upset, most men would jump to find someone they're sleeping with in bed with another woman.
"Who are the flowers from?"
"William."
Cam sat up in bed and looked at the note in Dianne's hand suspiciously. "What does the note say?"
"That he basically never wants to see me again. Why would he say something like that? Most men would jump to find girls in bed naked together."
"He never told you." It was all Cam could say, but she even realized how much it must of hurt him. Then to have her friend devastated by his words...the feeling of guilt overpowered her.
Di looked at her sharply after that. "Told me what?"
Cam just looked down and shifted the blanket, "That his ex girlfriend Chris left him for another girl. Since then he just hasn't been in any mood for girls."
Dianne just looked at the note again with new light; it made much more sense this time. The only question is, what would it take to get him back in her life? Seeing this note and realizing what she did last night was the ultimate betrayal in his eyes.
As the tears overflowed her eyes and rolled down her face she promised herself that no matter what she had to do, she was determined to get him back. In the back of her mind she allowed herself to let the secret desires to come forth and be acted on.
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From Cam she learned where he worked. That day she dressed in a grey black-pinstriped mini skirt and short solid grey spaghetti tank top. In the mirror she almost looked like a catholic school girl, to throw off that idea she put on a black leather coat that landed mid-thigh. Just a bit lower then the skirt, her shoes were little black straps across her feet with a nice heel.
As she walked into the building, it wasn't hard to notice that most of the people around her stopped and looked in her direction.
"May I help you with something miss?" A man asked her nearby.
"No, thank you. I know where I'm going." And she did, she was lucky that Cam had come to his office at least twice when he was running late and was given immaculate directions on how to get to his office.
"Well then, I suppose you don't want to be late." He smiled and walked off.
It would have been nice have escort down to his office in case she got lost but it was something she had to do on her own. She didn't want to explain why she was with another man in case he happened to be about.
As the hallway lead into his area of the building she could feel the butterflies grow in her stomach. Eventually she found the people he must work with, then she looked over and searched for the door that would lead to him. She noticed a few heads stick from around their cubicles and watch her enter through the door and close it.
"William?" She called his name hoping he'd respond.
He looked up at hearing his name, but was surprised he didn't recognize her voice. "Dianne, what are you doing here?"
He sounded cold and harsh, it only further made the tears well in her eyes again. She walked over to him and held out his note. "Do you really mean what you said in this?"
His eyes moved from her face to her hand, and indeed the note he'd written was in her hand. He was hoping he'd never have to face it or her again, yet weakly he responded, "Yes. I do."
The tears just flowed from her eyes even more as she came around and sat on the desk in front of him. She crumpled the paper and tried to throw it at him, yet it just seemed to fall from her hand. She watched as if in slow motion as the paper fell from her hand to the floor and roll under his chair. Her voice was just as weak, "Why?"
His eyes also followed the paper, slowly he raised them and looked at her. It was then that he took note of what she was wearing and it pained him at how aroused he was becoming. Without even thinking on it, he reached out and stroked her leg, it was enough of a touch to make her look at him.
The moment she looked at him as she felt his touch he retracted it as if she were poison. She saw the struggle in him, she knew how much she aroused him and vice versa. As if by instinct she knew not to touch him, for that would ensure his struggle and be completely thrown from her. Instead she just looked at him beseechingly and asked, "What can I do to make it up to you?"
He looked at her square in the eyes. "Cam told you didn't she?"
"Yes."
"She told you why seeing you both there together would bring up such bad memories for me?"