I lay down to sleep one night, my thoughts and dreams haunted by you. You were my best friend's wife. These thoughts of you should not be in my head. But I could not resist. There was something about you that drew me like a moth to a flame.
I knew it wasn't love, at least not the kind that is often attributed to a cute little man in a diaper with a bow and a quiver full of arrows. It was the kind of love one friend had for another, a deep lasting connection that would endure through any hardship, any disaster. Yet, there she was, wandering through my imagination as if she belonged there.
I tossed in my bed, sheets tangling against me as I struggled to strip her from my dreams. Lost in my delirium, I could not resist the dreams that stole upon me. Morpheus was torturing me with thoughts of what had never happened... of what could not be.
In my dreams, I flashed back to those few days that I stayed with you, sleeping on your couch. We would spend the days talking while your husband, my best friend, was at work. Upon his return, we would all eat dinner and watch movies. Relaxed an environment as it was, I hoped you could not feel the tension, the longing that I knew must be radiating from me.
Every night, you went to bed with him and I wished it were with me. In reality, nothing had ever occurred between us. But this was not reality, this was my fantasy revealed.
In this dream, you came out of the bedroom in the middle of the night, needing a drink of water. You didn't realize it, but I was awake, watching you as you moved across the small apartment. I watched your body moved under the long t-shirt you wore to cover your lithe form.
I watched you as you entered the kitchen, watched as the water splashed up and wet your t-shirt, leaving the thin, white cotton transparent. I stared at your nipples as they stood erect from the cold water. I began to stroke myself, watching you.
You walked back to your room, stopping as your eyes caught motion in the darkness. Your eyes opened wide in shock when you realized the motion was me stroking myself. You opened your mouth to speak but for some reason could not find your voice. You bit your lower lip, watching as my hand slid up and down my hard cock.