It had been three weeks since Tanya had ridden him, but Mark still couldn't get her out of his head.
It was insane. Mark was no longer some teenage boy. He hadn't had a crush on a girl since the age of fifteen and, except for one longer thing that had almost become something serious, all relationships in his life had been casual. In his phone he had the numbers of nine different girls he could have hung out with pretty much whenever he had wanted to, and none of them was opposed to ending an evening under the sheets together.
So why was it that all he could think of was Tanya?
It wasn't love, that much he was certain of. Mark knew love. He had been in love four times already, one of the women had loved him back. Had she not betrayed him, he would still be together with her. Love bonded two people together in an unmistakable way, but it wasn't the way Mark felt about Tanya.
But what else was it, then?
The nights were even worse than that. Sure, sleep did find Mark, but the dreams also found him. Not that they would have been scary dreams, though, unfortunately, they also weren't sexy dreams, which Mark preferred. No, the dreams he was having were just... confusing. Yes, confusing was the right word. He saw faces he hadn't seen before, places he hadn't been before, and one mansion in particular kept popping up again and again and again for no reason whatsoever. If, at least, he would have dreamed of Tanya, things would have made sense. But this?
As the third weekend since she had fucked him came, Mark couldn't stand it any longer and decided that he had to get all that nonsense out of his head. A quick vacation would probably help him, out of the city, at the very least, some new sights to replace the old ones in his mind. Drive out into the countryside, find a nice quiet place in the open, and go for a day of hiking or two -- that was what he needed now.
Mark took the highway out of the city but left it at the first opportunity. The kind of quiet he was looking for would probably be near one of the many smaller roads. Without really having a destination, he just chose directions at random, taking the first crossing left or the third right, pretty much heading wherever he thought he'd leave his familiar life behind. And that he did.
Until he suddenly had the strange hunch that the area he was getting into felt familiar.
Mark pulled over to the side of the road and stopped his car. What on earth was happening here? He'd never been to this place in his life, he was certain of that! It wasn't that far from the city, only a few hours, but Mark had never had a reason to come here. Or rather, he wasn't even certain where exactly he was, so how could the area feel familiar to him?
Mark took a deep breath. 'My mind's playing tricks on me,' he thought, 'I'm probably overworked. It'll all get better once I get off the road and into nature. All I need now is a nice little hotel or motel somewhere around here, a place to stay, and then I'll get out of the car and go for a hike, and then all this weirdness will stop.'
With all the will he had left, Mark started his car again and resumed his drive. The strange feeling inside him didn't subside, it even became stronger, but Mark was determined not to let it get the better of him, not to get frightened by something just because it was unexplainable. He pushed back that sensation of being familiar with this area and just focused on driving and looking for a place to stay.
And that worked fine for him until he got to a crossing and suddenly knew that the mansion from his dreams would be there if he now turned left.
Again, Mark stopped his car. Why, he asked himself, why did he know these things? He had never been here, that he was certain of, never taken that left turn, never followed that road to its end. How could he know what was at the end of it?
Did he even know what was at the end of it?
With a sigh, Mark decided to end all this nonsense. He had just randomly driven through the countryside, the odds that the exact same mansion he had dreamt about was here were nil, nada, zilch. Even better, if he now followed that road to its end and found out that, indeed, the mansion wasn't there, he'd finally know that all these strange pictures in his head were really nothing but meaningless mirages, and that would definitely help him get rid of them.
With newfound confidence, Mark took the left turn. The road led towards a small pine forest and then through it. It was in surprisingly good condition for a road that far out nowhere. Most forest roads were bumpy and rough because of the lumber trucks that frequented it -- this one wasn't. Judging from its condition, it was maintained regularly. Maybe there was some little village at the end of it? If Mark found a hotel there, then the forest would be perfect for hiking...
And then he was at the end of the road, and in front of him, a wide clearing opened, and in the middle of that clearing stood the mansion Mark had dreamed about.
"Damn," Mark said to himself.
A minute later, he was walking towards the mansion. He could have just turned around and driven off again, but now that he had actually arrived, his curiosity had gotten the better of him. Maybe if he just followed that path he was on to its natural end, all the weirdness that had happened to him in the last three weeks would finally make sense. Or maybe he was going insane, and entering that mansion would be Mark's final step into insanity.
He almost didn't care anymore.
As he approached the mansion, Mark saw a child coming out from behind it. It was a girl, maybe ten or eleven years old, with long and beautiful chestnut hair that shimmered in the early afternoon sun. The girl saw him and froze. Mark smiled and raised a hand, waving to her.
The girl turned on her heels, raced towards the mansion, up the stairs, opened the door and slipped inside as though she had seen a ghost.
Puzzled, Mark looked over his shoulder, but there was nothing there that could have scared the girl so much. Had she been frightened by him? That would have been strange. Mark was hardly a frightening person, and most children behaved perfectly normal around him. Still, he couldn't think of anything else that might have sparked that girl's reaction...
Shrugging, he continued on the pebbled path that led towards the mansion. It was only a few more yards to go, and then, maybe, his questions would be answered. The girl certainly wouldn't be living in that mansion alone. Hopefully, whoever lived there with her would be able to offer a few explanations.
And then, just as Mark was standing on the bottom of the stairs that led up to the door, it opened, and out of it stepped Tanya, wearing a pink and white sweat suit.
"You?" she asked with absolute disbelief in her voice.
"You?" Mark replied, equally surprised.
And that was even before he noticed that Tanya looked very, very pregnant.
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"Simone, sweetie, go out and play a little, will ya?"
The girl with the chestnut hair nodded, but she wasn't taking her eyes off Mark. She looked at him as any other kid would have looked upon some three-eyed, green-skinned alien, and Mark felt really uncomfortable under the gaze of the kid. When she eventually opened the door and slipped out of the house, he felt more than relieved.
Tanya must have felt the tension too. "I'm sorry," she said. "Simone isn't used to strangers. We rarely have visitors here."
Mark nodded. "Yeah, I could figure. She's your... cousin? Niece?"
"No." Tanya turned and gestured towards Mark. "Come with me," she said. "Let's find you a place to sit."
"Fine with me."
Mark followed Tanya into the next room. It was some kind of large parlor, befitting a mansion of that size, though most of the furniture in it was modern and looked somewhat like designer pieces. Probably expensive designer pieces, Mark noticed.
Tanya let Mark enter, then closed the door behind him and turned the key in the lock. "Take a seat," she said and gestured towards a group of armchairs standing around a small table.
"Thanks." Mark headed towards one of the armchairs and sat down. Tanya followed him, taking the chair just on the opposite side of the table. She really was as pregnant as she looked; Mark could see that in the way she walked, and in the way she very carefully lowered herself into the armchair. Even though she was wearing comfortable clothing, her belly still seemed to make every movement difficult.
"I suppose you have a lot of questions," Tanya began.
"Oh yes," Mark nodded. He couldn't take his eyes off Tanya's bulging belly.
"Before you ask them," Tanya said, "I have one, though: How did you find me?"
Mark had to laugh. "That was one of the questions I wanted to ask you."
"Really?"
"Really. I don't have the slightest idea how I found you."
Tanya wiped a strand of hair out her face. "Yet here you are."
"I guess I am," Mark said. "Honestly, I wasn't intending to come here. I just wanted to get out of the city, just drive around in the countryside a little. And before I knew it, there's suddenly this crossing, and I knew that at the end of that road, there would be the mansion I keep on seeing in my dreams..."
"Wait," Tanya interrupted him. "You keep seeing a mansion in your dreams? This mansion?"