The anticipation is agonizing.
I'm wearing the newest addition to my wardrobe--a stylish, shamelessly slutty little dress that came in the mail from Daddy last week. He's always thinking of me (my preference is in the dirtiest of ways) and even though he's such a busy man, he's thoughtful, and creative in coming up with sweet little gestures to make sure I always know that I'm the apple of his eye.
I keep looking at my watch, restlessly observing the slow circling of the second hand as it fills me with a growing anxiety and hard-to-control arousal, getting wetter like a famous behavioral psychologist's dog experiment.
Daddy instructed me to only ever knock on his door no sooner than exactly four-and-a-half minutes on-the-dot before our scheduled time. He says it's for discipline and professionalism, or something. In silent stillness I watch the time finally strike 13:56 and twenty-eight seconds. I'm good at obedience, when I want to be.
On the thirty mark, I knock. (I noticed he likes it when I show up as early as he'll allow me--it shows my dedication to pleasing him, and that I deeply value every single additional moment I can have with him.)
Even after we synchronized our watches, he still usually keeps me waiting a good minute or two. I suspect he enjoys secretly watching me squirm with anticipation through the camera--perhaps he likes to see how excited I get when I sense his presence on the other side of the door.
I hear him.
I swear, he's unlocking that things at half-speed, and it's on purpose. Silly Daddy.
At last, the door cracks open, and behind it an ominous shadow looms.
"You there! Halt! This is hallowed ground! We have a strict no-whore's policy here at Casa Papa's, and you look like a girl of wanton values. Are your parents around?"
"Why, no sir! You see, I'm an orphan, and I was just wandering the mean streets of this heartless city, a lost little girl in a big scary world all alone with no father to guide her, getting taken advantage of by nasty stupid boys everywhere I go! I came here seeking refuge. Would you take me in? Please? It's so cold and dangerous out here all by myself--I'm so tiny and naive and helpless."
A shadowy male figure in a hooded black robe peers at me from around the large, carved wooden door.
"A likely story! Getting taken advantage of, huh? By stupid boys, you say?" He looks me up and down. "Tell me, little girl, have you ever been taken advantage of by a *real* man? A *dirty old man*?"
"Well, no, sir."
"Have you ever thought about it?"
I pause.
"...Yeah, all the time."
"Well, in that case, welcome in!"
And with great flourish, the door swings opens for me. I run full-speed into Daddy's arms, which encircle me with a harder squeeze than normal (he probably likes seeing me in his new dress.) We kiss with the fire we've been stoking for each other during his recent time away, and he picks me up and carries me off to the bedroom, kicking the door shut as he goes.
"And how is Daddy's sexy little girl doing today?" He asks after prying his tongue back from my needy mouth.
"I'm doing okay I guess, Daddy. I've been missing you too much! It hurts. And how is Daddy?"
"Oh, my baby, Daddy is so sorry to hear that. He's been missing you too, and his hunger for you has only grown." He nuzzles his nose and mustached lip into the ticklish spot behind my ear. I giggle.
"Ohh Daddy, is it time for the monster to have his fill already?"
He growls softly into my neck.
"Yes, babygirl. It is." His voice is deeper now.
The blackout curtains in his bedroom are drawn, and several red candles have been lit to set the atmosphere while a musky incense burns. Daddy likes that goth shit, too, like me.
He places me onto the bed and stands back, allowing his robe to fall (in a humorously Red Dragon-esque fashion), and I take in the wonderful sight of him. Fuck, I just love all that hair he has!--the grey in it only fuels my desire for him even more.
The candelight flickers across his body, and I love every line, slope, intercept, angle and Daddy-body-curve of him. As I admire my dearest Daddy, my heart swells and wetness increases.