Frustrated by Dave's unwillingness to immediately hop into bed with her, Dana turns to her favorite playmate for consolation. Randy lives up to his name, always eager to give her the pleasure she craves.
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
The room was empty when Dana checked. She wasn't sure if she was pleased or disappointed to have the room to herself. Maybe a little of both.
Dana brushed her teeth and undressed, then climbed into bed. She turned off the bedside lamp and sighed in the darkness. This wasn't how she'd intended to end her evening. How could Dave have bailed like that?
Was he just shy? He'd been quick enough to return her kiss, and had been an eager partner in the make-out session that followed, so that didn't seem likely. Was he just being gentlemanly? Not assuming anything, and not pressing? Maybe. But if so, his intentions were good but badly misplaced. He could have gotten into her panties that night if he hadn't practically fled the scene.
Frankly, he still could. She'd thought she was going to get laid and now she was all revved up with nobody to help her out. Dana's hand drifted down to gently caress her vulva thru her panties, imagining that Dave knocked on her door and she let him in to talk, and one thing led to another and....
Dana sighed again. This wasn't working. It was strange, but as eager as she was for sex now, she found masturbation difficult and unrewarding. Just like it had been back home before her awakening. She'd masturbated only occasionally, and always in her own bed late at night when she could be fairly sure she wouldn't be interrupted or—oh god—discovered doing it.
She'd usually come on those occasions, and the orgasms were nice enough, but nothing to write home about. Given the anxiety and guilt that surrounded those efforts, they didn't often seem worth pursuing. She'd ignored her libido as much as she could, only allowing her fingers to slip beneath the waistband of her panties when the need grew too troublesome to ignore any longer.
Masturbating while she watched Zoe having sex had been vastly more exciting than anything she'd done up to that time. She knew now that in theory it could be far more exciting than she'd imagined previously. In practice, though, it just wasn't as much fun. The few times she'd tried it, alone in the room, in her bed, it hadn't been the thrilling experience she'd had watching Zoe and her lover.
It was still the furtive, guilty experience she remembered from home—
Her phone chimed.
Dana yanked her hand from her panties, feeling guilty, as if she'd been caught doing something shameful.
She checked the phone.
You okay?
The text was from Randy.
Dana considered her answer, then typed,
I'll be fine
Heard it was harsh.
Not fun
, Dana typed.
Darren dumped me
No reply for a minute. Dana watched the bubbles indicating Randy was typing. They appeared and disappeared. What was he composing and deleting, Dana wondered. Finally he texted,
Sorry. His loss.
Thanks
, Dana replied.
It's my own fault.
Which was only the truth.
Not just yours.
You didn't cheat on him.
You didn't do it alone either
.
Dana looked at his reply for a minute, considering possible responses. It was Monday night. She had classes tomorrow morning. It was late. But she was horny, and feeling rejected by Darren. And a little bit by Dave.
Dana typed out a reply but hesitated over it. Should she send it?
Yes. She hit send. It was done.
I'm alone now. Wanna come over?
She waited anxiously, watching the screen as the seconds passed.
Is this a booty call?
Dana grinned as she typed her response.
Yes.
You're on
, Randy responded.
See you in ten.
Dana tossed her phone aside, grinning broadly. She felt giddy with relief and anticipation, surprised by how powerful her reaction was. Getting turned down by Randy would have been a major blow after everything else.
But he hadn't turned her down. He was on his way over.
Dana twitched the covers aside and got out of bed to unlock the door to her room. On the way back to her bed she dropped her t-shirt and then her panties on the floor. She switched on the lamp again, then pulled the covers up as she settled down again to wait, feeling deliciously naughty. Lying naked in bed, her door unlocked, waiting for a man to come join her? Her mother would have a conniption if she knew.
For once the thought didn't dampen her excitement. Dana entertained herself by imagining her mother's shocked expression, imagining her spluttering response as Dana boldly announced her sexual freedom was actually entertaining. The reality would be very different, of course, but the fantasy was...empowering. And one day, Dana knew, one day—when she was ready—the fantasy would yield to reality, and the truth of who she was and who she chose to be would be revealed.
A gentle knock interrupted her daydreams.
"Come in," Dana called.
The door eased open and Randy poked his head inside. "Dana?"