Thank you for reading my story, I hope that you enjoy it. Mica xx Yorkshire, England
My trip into town had not been entirely successful. Town was actually Leeds, and it was a good way from home, so time was invested in the journey there and back. I had wandered around a few lingerie stores and found nothing that I didn't already have, nothing to excite me, let alone anyone else. I tried on a few dresses, but again, nothing that really grabbed me. I did buy an almost shear blouse, I would possibly need nipple pasties though, depending on where I was going to wear it.
I was sat in Hot Java, a coffee shop near the arcade. Their imagery was a volcano spewing lava that we were supposed to think was coffee. Cool idea, very poor imagery. I had ordered a flat white and a Danish. I was pondering whether to go to the outlet stores by York, or just head home. A young server brought me my order.
"Thank you young man," I said, and goodness he did look young. I bet he was in his twenties but looked as if he should still be at school. He smiled at me.
"You are very welcome," and turned and went back to his duties. What a lovely smile, I thought it looked genuine.
"Hello, I think we live in the same street?"
A voice interrupted my reverie, I turned to its source. Ah yes, I think it was a neighbour.
"Oh, hello, I think we do. I am at the end of Wofords Fold."
"Yes, I am near the beginning. We don't often see you out and about."
"No, I tend to stay in and do my own thing."
"May I join you?"
"Of course," I said wishing I was brave enough to say no.
He went to the counter and ordered and then came and sat on the other side of the table.
"I know we haven't been introduced. I am Joe from number five."
"Hello Joe, I am Mica from the end."
"Mica, pleased to meet you, but I did think your name was something else, how very odd."
Here we go again, someone else recognises me, but isn't sure, let's not help him.
"No, it definitely says Mica on my Birth Certificate."
"Lovely name, Russian?"
"More family, I am born and bred in England as were my parents and theirs."
"Wow, well, it is a lovely name and very unusual in England."
"Thank you, is Joe short for Joseph?"
"Oddly no, it is just Joe, and not even the defence of a family name, it is just Joe, and no middle name. My parents liked to be concise."
At that point the handsome young server delivered his coffee. I gave him a smile and was rewarded with a wonderful smile back.
"Thank you," Joe said to the young man, who simply nodded an acknowledgement, and went back to his counter.
"Do you come into Leeds often?" Joe asked.
"No," I replied, "it is a long way, parking fees are stupid, road works seem to have been going on for ever, and so I avoid it. You?"
"Oh I get the train, drops me off in the centre, I can wander around as I please, there are some quite distinctive little shops that I like to browse, drink a coffee here or grab a bite at some of the street stalls, I like it, so I come a fair amount."
I don't like trains, too public, too crowded, I prefer the anonymity of my car. "Oh." I said, I don't like giving away too much information.
"You know it is so odd, I was so sure that you were someone else, your face looks so familiar," he said, again going back to something I prefer to ignore. I just shrugged.
"What do you do, may I ask," he asked.
"Oh I run my own little consultancy company, advising on management issues, helping out at peak load, that sort of thing."
"Pretty and clever too, can be a devastating combination."
"I do most of my work remotely, so I don't think my looks really come into it if I'm honest."
"Maybe, but they will be an asset in some scenarios I am sure."
"I beg to disagree; I use my brain which I have rather than my looks which can fade." I didn't want to go into my years as an international model where I did trade on my looks. I was beyond that, that was history.
"Okay, I am sorry, I didn't mean to be rude."
I just nodded, his focus on my looks took me to places I wanted to forget.
I had finished my coffee and my pastry, and decided it was time to move on.
"Well Joe, I must get on, it was nice to chat with you, but goodbye for now," I said as I stood collected my shopping back and handbag.
"Goodbye Mica, it was nice chatting. I shall sit here and try to think who you remind me of."
I left Joe to his musings, hoping he wouldn't recall. I had a different name back than, a stage name, I never used my real name in any of my works or appearances, even in the few films I did, no I was someone else back then, and that was my dad's advice.
"Don't use your real name baby," he had said, "that way you can always walk away from the limelight and go back to being you."
He was right, and my career had been quite successful, and I had been known worldwide, but then I had enough of it one day and literally vanished from the scene and went back to my own name and life. I told my agent I was retiring and took no more work, replied to no emails, deleted my phone and then stopped looking at the emails too. No one knew who I really was, except the tax man, and I set up my Management Consultancy company, wore my hair and makeup differently and got on with my new life.
As I was standing looking into the window of M&S, wondering if I could be bothered to go in only to be disappointed, I heard a familiar voice.
"Goodness, it is you, a long way from the dales."
"My word and you are along way from Wigan."
"Hello Mica, how are you and what are you doing here?"
"Hi John, just a day off from government work, it can be so tedious, they waste so much money it is depressing, so I thought some retail therapy. I needed to get back into the real world."
"Not a retreat then, hidden from the world at the end of a long track to nowhere?"
"No, that was a unique occasion, something that I needed to do, a demon to exorcise, no, not demon, memory."
"Did you manage? Exorcism accomplished?"
"Yes, and to be fair, I did get some very unexpected help."
He laughed and leant forward and hugged me before releasing and stepping back.
"My that bed was a bit uncomfortable though."
"I suspect it is probably as old as the cottage. I actually liked the place, I may book it again. It really is isolated and sometimes it is nice to get away from the modern world and to go back to simpler times. You know, I have no idea if the TV in that place actually works or not."
"Well Mica, if you do decide to book it, and you would like some company, I would love to share. I will make my contribution to the costs of course."
"Don't be silly, if I book it then I will pay, your contribution can be your company, if you want to of course."
"Let me know if you do. I have to go now, I am on the way to see a difficult client who seems to think he can put everything he buys through his company and claim it back. A new kitchen at his home is his latest. I have to explain to him that he can't and I gave up over the phone, so face to face it is."
We embraced, kissed briefly and off he went. Such a pleasant surprise. I went back to looking in the M&S window and decided that no, no I wouldn't be patronising their store today. I headed back to the car and fought my way through the never ending roadworks and back onto the M62.
A few days later I was sitting in my conservatory finishing a spread sheet and pivot table for my Government Agency when I thought again about the cottage. I emailed the owner to see when it was next available. I was quite surprised to discover it was available the following week, Monday through Friday morning. A cancellation apparently. I hurriedly wrote back and booked it.
Goodness that was lucky. I emailed John and told him that I was going to the cottage next Monday for a few days. If he could make it, great, if not I would have a few days of relaxation and solitude, and with the client difficulties I was having with my current contract, that would be most welcome. Government work is so tedious, they demand contractors demonstrate Value For Money, whilst wasting millions themselves.
Monday was soon here and I packed my car, food for two this time, a plug in electric kettle, the AGA was just too slow at times. A second deck chair and another couple of towels. I had arranged to meet John at the bus stop on the A road near the ned of the track, he said he would be there around ten, so I needed to get a wriggle on. I kissed Mikhael, my son, goodbye, he had no intentions of spending four days in the middle of nowhere with slow WIFI, no Netflix and no girlfriend. I told him his girlfriend could stay over, but a maximum of one person staying and no parties and anyone except his girlfriend that came round had to be gone by six. I reminded him we had CCTV, so I could check.