As I see you sitting there in the chair at your desk, I am startled by the beauty of the curve of your cheek, in the warm glow of the desk lamp, as you type your hopes and dreams onto cyber-reality. A tear forms in the corner of your eye, and slowly trails down your cheek to disappear into the collar of your soft chemise blouse. I linger a few seconds before moving, afraid that I might ruin the emotion of the moment, and make you lose the thought that is obviously preeminent in your mind. I listen to the soft click, click, click of the keyboard as I watch the words appear as if by magic across the face of the screen. Youāre so still and intensely concentrating on the task at hand that you donāt notice my careful, quiet approach into your domain.
As I come closer, you begin to notice my presence, as if a firefly danced in the corner of your vision, you begin to turn, then stop, apparently deciding that Iām only in your imagination. As well I should be. How I came to be here, I know not, yet am grateful for the opportunity to spend this moment frozen in time with you. I approach closer still, daring you to ignore my continuing presence. You glance over your shoulder, this time beginning to acknowledge that you are no longer alone. Then, before you become frightened by my intrusion, I lean in and whisper āI love youā. A questioning look of recognition begins to form on your face, as you ask āis that really you?ā I reply affirmative, then softly kiss your outstretched hand, and look into your red-rimmed eyes, still filled with tears, and say āI am here for youā¦now.ā
As you begin to stand, I put my hand on your shoulder and gently push you back into your seat. I move my hand slowly from you shoulder down your arm and across to your breast, gently fingering the pattern of the chemise blouse, then moving up to the open neckline. You give a soft shudder and lean back to allow my touch free access to move inside your blouse. I lean down and begin softly kissing your face, foreheadā¦eyelidsā¦cheeks, then I move on to your soft trembling lips.
Hesitantly at first, then with increasing hunger, your lips gently parted, our tongues intertwining, dancing with a primeval passion, we kiss. We are transfixed in that moment in time, removed from all worldly concerns, caring only about the love we feel rising in our souls, transporting us to an Eden of our own making. As your skin begins to flush, your temperature risingā¦pulse racingā¦heart pounding, my fingers still searching, they gently begin exploring inside the confines of your bra, pushing it aside and down to release your heaving bosom from its prison of cloth and underwire.