These are stories from the diary's that were left when Emily moved out.
Friday 22nd April 2016
I've started a habit and it's a bad habit, I know, I know, I need to really stop all these bad habits but this is one that I really can't itch.
I really want him so bad, I mean so, so, so, bad want him inside me, pumping his cum right inside me. Feeling his arms holding onto my body, touching me, grabbing me, pounding me.
Feeling his sweat drip down onto me, watching him just become an animal, and get what he wants and I want that. I want to be used.
Fuck I need to stop writing this. I'm twitching so much, I really need to think of something else. Fuck!
The vision of just his hard pulsating cock to ready to slide into my very wet pussy now is making me rub my clit while I'm sat here at my desk writing this, I thought it would help but I'm at work writing this down, get everything out of my head but I'm just wanting to know what he wants. I just want to feel it all again with him, if he feels the same and it wasn't just a one off.
Just so wet I think my skirt is getting damp.
I know he does it as his job but knowing that he has regular and new clients in his room everyday being tied up, humiliated, naked, spanked, fucked and most of the time dripping from sweat, cum or just juices from her. Just being used and abused until they are completely satisfied just gets me going, wanting to know more and more.
I'm so glad it's 4:30 I really can't wait to get back home and cum. I've tried fingering myself in the toilets but as it's unisex, there are a lot of manly smells that I just don't want to smell and doesn't really get me in the mood to finish myself off. Also there isn't any guys just to take to oneside, they are all old and really not that great looking, or that kinda weird guy who is a bit psycho.
Fuck no one around in the office though. I might just slip a little vibe down there and sit here until I cum just thinking about his hands around my hips as I'm tied in on all fours to that bench, just waiting for him to cum. Squirt is load right inside me. Mmmmmm oh fuck this is good... 4:50... should I wait, Mmmmm, I'll cum twice... Once just isn't enough, especially when I'm feeling like this, with all these mental... OH FUCK...!! I'm cumming...
Shit, I really hope no one is watching.
Right, compose and off I go.
I arrive back at home. It's quiet and no one around.