To begin, I wanted to try to explain how this notion evolved in my mind. Never had I even considered seeking the services of a prostitute. Furthermore, the guys that I knew that did were mostly creeps. Plus, I would never dream of doing something to jeopardize my marriage. Boredom and loneliness, I found, were powerful forces that can cause even the strongest moral compass to veer.
It was six months into a new job, which required me to travel some, and I was already starting to feel the bump in salary. My family and I were accustomed to getting by on half what I made now, so we found it hard to break all our frugal habits.
The problem, I found, I never had time to spend my new fortune. Working hard to establish myself meant longer hours, even weekends. On top of that I had to go out of town to train up clients on our equipment every month or so for a week at a time.
On my downtime, I would daydream about taking the kids to the lake, grilling out or maybe even taking a vacation. That idea had become foreign to me, travel, but for fun. Most times, I'd whip my phone out and see what was new with my favorite porn sites.
Not only was my new lifestyle keeping me from my family, it was keeping me away from my wife... ...and her lady parts. I'll admit the romance had taken a bit of a downturn when the kids came along, but we always found a way to swap DNA. Sometimes we'd have a quickie while the tots were glued to a movie or slip into the bathroom for a little head and some doggy with her leaning over the sink. We shared a passion for sex, and we'd fit it in wherever we could.
About a week out from a trip to Nashville, I was already dreading the long nights alone in a hotel. Finding a quiet corner, I started thumbing through one of my favorite spank sites. Soon after, a particularly hot performer piqued my interest.
After watching a very nasty five-minute clip of her riding some lucky young stud and letting him whitewash her face, I was interested to know more about her. I hit upon a bio of her and started perusing her stats. Toward the bottom it showed that she was an escort and there was a link to her profile on a page for high end call girls.
Somehow, I found this unnaturally intriguing. I scoured that entire site in search of... ...well, I'm not sure. An odd obsession took over. It wasn't long before I was looking for ads near me and after that, escorts near Nashville.
My new curiosity soon began to resemble research. Obsession, one could say. Porn was a thing of the past. Any idle time was spent scrutinizing any ad on any website featuring escorts. Looking back, I think this was the moment I had made up my mind. I wasn't just fantasizing anymore. I was truly planning to make this happen.
The assortment of women and services was mind boggling. At my fingertips were an unfathomable number of variables which could drastically change how an experience could unfold. I could choose from white, black, Asian, Pilipino, Latina. All of which could perform BJ's, HJ's, doggie, BDSM, anal... ...rimming?
If things were not complicated enough, most of the listings were coded with this kind of sex industry jargon. This was to make it harder for cops to make a criminal case based on what they found on the website. For instance, BJ of course means blow job, but BBBJ would be bare back blow job, that is without condom. CBJ was covered blow job; cover meaning condom. You could be treated to a BBBJWF, aka bare back blow job with facial. Finally, the rare delicacy, BBBJTCWS; same as above, but she gobbles the goop.
Shopping for just the right girl was crucial. Afterall, I had no idea what to expect. If I chose hastily, I might end up with some washed up party girl, who would just rake me over the coals and dash my hopes at an amazing sexual experience and possibly a new hobby when far from home.
My approach was scientific. I decided to eliminate as many variables as possible as not to muddle the results. Someone sexy, but not too exotic, I thought. Although a twenty something might be intriguing, I leaned toward someone close to my age. Attractiveness was a must, but I sort of fancied being entertained by someone who could actually hold a conversation... ...time permitting, of course.
Most of the sites were a little too seedy. Not only were some of the pics in the listings obviously fake, a few were so bold as to use images of well-known porn stars. Words like "trucker friendly" and "fifteen-minute special" seemed like red flags. I was even turned off by spelling and grammar errors.
Finally, I stumbled onto a site which put me more at ease. It claimed to have a strict verification, the pictures were much more tasteful, and I didn't feel like I had to bathe after visiting. Each listing was very professional with bios that appeared to be written by someone who was familiar with the English language. It was not long before I had narrowed my search down to just a few.
One stood out against the rest. I clicked on a thumbnail of a chic hourglass figure filling a low-cut dancing dress. She had about ten risqué, but not lewd pictures. "Vibrant, sophisticated and down to earth" lead into her bio. No specific services were listed, but she guaranteed a "mind-blowing GFE" (girlfriend experience). Certain I was done shopping; I looked up her contact info.
She preferred to be texted and made it clear that no incriminating or vulgar language was to be tolerated. Anxiety overtook me and I balked for a while. Looking over her pics, unbelievable curves and exquisite enhanced rack began speaking to me. I soon found the courage to make contact.
"Hey, this is Tony. I'll be visiting your neighborhood next week and I was hoping I could make an appointment."
Within a few minutes she texted back.
"Sure sweetie, I think I can fit you in" She included a winkey face emoji to drive home the double entendre.
Shortly after, she sent a link to a verification site. This was a third party who could ensure that I was who I claimed to be and not a cop, pimp or some creep who wanted to take advantage of her. To be verified, you either had to have good references from other sex workers, or provide personal information, including your employer.
This posed a problem. I didn't have a reputation with the courtesan community, this being my first time and all. Furthermore, I was not comfortable with anybody getting my employer info. My goal was to get my fuck stick polished by a pro, not to end up a victim of blackmail.
I texted back, "There's a tiny snag with the whole 'verification' thing."
"I'm sorry honey, want me to walk you through it. It can be confusing'" she returned.
"No, it's not that," I said. "I'm new to this whole thing and I'm not really comfortable giving up a bunch of confidential info."
"Oh baby, I really hate it, but I don't do newbies," she explained, "It's really dicey, nothing personal, it's just a rule, Sorry."
Her words struck me like a bullet train right to the balls. All my hopes to make this fantasy come true were hinging on this being the girl. I dreaded the idea of going back to the drawing board. This little hiccough had soured the whole notion.
"There are plenty girls who would love to be your first," she said consolingly, "Get a two or three to give you a good review and get back with me. I'll be more than happy to show you a good time."
Desperate, I frantically tried to think of a way to get her to reconsider. With a little quick thinking, perhaps I could find a back door. The fact that she hasn't already blocked my number was just the glimmer of hope I needed to maybe turn things around.
"Oh, I get it," I quipped, "this is like talking up the hot girl in a bar and she tries to pawn you off on her friend with the 'great personality."
She replied with several laughing emojis, "LOL, you're awful."
"You're going to have to cut me some slack, I just got my heart ripped out." I replied.
"Awe, you poor thing," she pandered, "Seriously, it won't take you long to find someone to pamper you a little. You'll forget all about it."
