This is written for my hottest, clandestine lover, Dane, with whom I had an illicit office affair for a few months. This is the letter I will consider giving him when he leaves our organisation next month to start a new job interstate.
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I first noticed you when you transferred from the finance division and took the office next to mine. That was my karmic destiny, your karmic destiny. Despite the fact that we are both married with children, we were meant to meet, get to know one another and ultimately enjoy each other's bodies. When they say that forbidden fruit tastes so sweet, they knew all about salacious affairs.
Before we finally got together, we enjoyed months of agonising flirtation at work. All those intense looks we exchanged at meetings. You would wink at me when we were alone, giving me the sexiest smile. Eventually, we met for regular coffees and became involved in what some writers call "emotional infidelity". We talked about our partners and what was missing in our relationships. When you told me that you had changed your view on extra-marital sex, I knew an intimate liaison with you was possible. Although it was exciting, for a long time it was unresolved sexual tension.
I lost count of how many times I brought myself to climax, imagining it was your mouth, fingers and cock that were exploring my body and dripping pussy. With each climax, an image of you appeared and I directed that orgasmic energy into wishful thinking. I decided that this mutual attraction was too good to ignore.
After our first sexual encounter on the aircraft on the way to Vienna, we continued our delicious intimacy while we were away on business in Europe. We got through our work with almost no sleep because we were highly charged with lusty adrenalin. When I arrived home after our few days away together, I was grateful for the fact that my husband had very little sexual interest in me. I wanted to be alone and rehash the memories of how you had devoured my with your hands, your tongue and your dick, making me feel like a sex goddess once again.
When we returned from Vienna, it was business as usual in the office. You were hesitant to continue our relationship due to guilt about your marriage and family. I was heartbroken but determined to enjoy you a few more times. I knew that we were scheduled to travel together a few more times for our project, so I remained patient.
It turned out that each time we escaped the corporate jungle, and stayed away in hotels, we ended up in bed, or in the spa, or the bathtub. It seemed that when we were away from home base, your guilt eased. I took advantage of that because I lusted after you. I know that every time we went away you would have liked to apply willpower and stay away from fucking me, but our mutual desire was too strong to overcome. I played on your weakness by initiating most of the moves. Once I started, you couldn't stop. I knew that you didn't have regular sex at home; you had told me. So, I exploited information about your domestic situation and gave you something married men with no sex life cream and dream about. All I could think about was different ways to seduce you.