Cucold

** This is part 4 of the series. Before reading this, I encourage readers to go through parts 1-3 for better understanding and contextualization***

Kayla is absolutely devastated by the breakup, which is surprising considering she initiated it. She hasn't eaten much, has been in bed, and sobbing at regular intervals. She is also very sore from all the sex with Steve.

I have been at my absolute best to look after her. I have listened to her emotional outbursts, given her foot massages, bought her food, and also licked her when she wanted it.

I have been a good listener too, as she shared about her past, her love life, and how she has made bad choices while choosing guys to date.

"You are so different from other guys I have dated," she says sweetly, catching me by surprise.

I just smile and say nothing.

"You are so sensitive, emotional, and a good listener. Other guys have pretended to be these things to get inside my pants."

"But I know you are not one of those. You are not, right?"

I fumble while responding, "Of course not. I really care for you."

She makes a sad face and starts to sob again.

I hug her, which sends electric shocks down my system as she is not wearing much. She has been in her peach sheer slip with a matching thong for the last two days.

"I love you," she says softly, and I am ecstatic. I can't believe her.

I look at her, and she repeats the words again. I press my lips against hers and we start to kiss. She starts to remove my shorts as we are kissing and grabs my hard dick. As soon as she touches it, my body starts to shake and I cum on her hands.

I am apologetic, and I can see the look of disappointment on her face. She doesn't say anything. She has her hand outstretched, her eyes clearly saying to clean this mess up from her hands.

Almost as a reflex, I go down on her and start to lick her. I can sense she is still disappointed, but I remain persistent, and soon she is orgasming hard.

Kayla and I are officially in a relationship. We both make it public on our social media accounts as well. This boosts my popularity and also results in unwanted attention, but I don't care as I am very happy. I am in love with the most beautiful woman in this world, and she loves me back.

We would spend hours talking, go out for dates, try out new places to eat, and watch movies together.

The sex is proving to be a struggle, though. I always knew Kayla is a sexually active girl, but now that I am supposed to be the main giver of her pleasure, I found out how much I am lacking. I have mostly cummed when we have kissed or in the process of me undressing. The furthest we got was when she was putting a condom on me. It is a shame that I am in a relationship with the sexiest and most beautiful woman in the world and I still haven't been able to fuck her. The worst part is that I still remain a virgin!

But she always remained sweet about it. I would catch her disappointed look, but she never expressed any anger or displeasure. She would give me pointers now and then, but it was not lack of intent or knowledge from my side that was missing. Some people are built that way.

I would always go down to lick her but found myself thinking about her marathon sex session with Steve. I would also feel sad that she is missing out on all the fun she deserves.

***

"Should we try sex toys?" I ask her.

She gives me a surprised look.

"I know I am unable to satisfy you the way you deserve, but I love you a lot and I want you to be happy."

"I am happy with you," she assures me as she gives me a soft kiss on the lips.

"But I want you to be happy in all aspects. Let's give sex toys a try," I remain persistent.

She doesn't say anything.

I bring out my laptop and show her a few options. She points to two dildos and one vibrator she likes. The dildos are huge with a very realistic look--one is 10 inches, the other is 8 inches.

"This one reminds me of Steve," she says while pointing to the 10-inch dildo and almost regretting it. She puts a hand on her face.

"I am so sorry."

"No, no, it's okay." I pretend it's not a big deal, though in reality, it hurts me a little. It also arouses me a little.

We order the toys as she kisses me on the mouth.

"I have the best boyfriend in the world," she says as we get down to lovemaking.

***

"How should we go about it?" Kayla asks as she caresses the 10-inch dildo in her hand. We have just received the delivery, and she is very excited to start using them right away. We have spent the past few days looking at porn videos of girls using sex toys, girls using sex toys with boyfriends, and have found some interesting videos.

"Why don't you make love to the dildo like you would do to your boyfriends in the past?" I say hesitantly.

She laughs out loud.

"Come on. Let's make it a bit interactive like we saw in that video," she says enthusiastically.

I know which one she is referring to as we both saw it multiple times.

"The cuckold boyfriend one?" I ask.

"Don't pretend now. You got off watching it. I could tell. I thought it was hot," she teases me.

"Okay, let's go," I say nervously.

She sticks the dildo on the wall and kneels down. I kneel down next to her while she looks at the dildo admiringly.

"It's so big, right?" she asks me.

I can just nod.

"Let's take off our clothes first," she says.

I help her take off her top, shorts, and lingerie and then strip down completely.

"Someone is hard already," she teases me again. Her one hand is caressing the dildo like it's a real person.

"Can you stand up for a minute?" she asks me seriously.

She uses the other hand to hold my dick and look at both together with a hint of a smile on her face. She looks up at me but says nothing.

She motions me to kneel down again next to her as she starts to slowly suck on the dildo. She uses her hands to cup the fake balls on the dildo, slowly moving both hands to the base of the dildo. She is able to absorb half of the dildo in her mouth. Her eyes are closed and she starts to make pleasure sounds from her throat. She keeps going for a few minutes and opens her eyes looking at me. She stops and leans towards me to kiss. We both share a passionate kiss and she giggles nervously. All this time, her hands are still at the base of the dildo.

"I love you," she whispers.

"I love you too," I whisper back.

She resumes and goes even deeper. I am not surprised as I have seen her doing that with Steve's dick before. She looks so hot with that huge dildo in her mouth, and I feel so lucky to have her.

She looks at me. "Can you lick me?"

She lifts herself a bit so that I can slide myself under her, directly positioning my mouth below her pussy. She is so wet.

I have a perfect view of her as she resumes sucking on the dildo. She is able to suck almost the entire length on her own.

She is marvelous.

I am licking her pussy while enjoying the view and feel like I can burst at any time.

She stops after 15 minutes.

"I want it inside me," she says naughtily.

I get up while she moves the dildo from the wall to the floor.

She motions me to kneel next to the dildo as she begins to sit on it. She extends one hand to me as I hold it. I watch in amazement as she slowly sits on it and then begins to jump on it.

Gradually, the entire dildo disappears inside her as she ups her pace. She is in ecstasy of pain and pleasure. Her nails are digging into my hands. She is moaning. After around five minutes or so, her body begins to quiver, and she almost jumps on me. I hug her tightly as we slump on the floor. Her body is shaking as she orgasms hard. I am unable to control myself and finally burst out.

We both lay in a tight embrace as our bodies gradually return to relaxed states.

"I love you," she says softly and kisses me on the lips.

"I love you too," I say it back.

"Can we go for one more round?" she asks.

I nod my head and we go on until she is exhausted and ready to sleep. We sleep hugging each other totally naked.

*** To be continued.