I stood in the glass enclosure as streams of hot water caressed my shoulders. I kept thinking about that phone conversation I'd had with my husband. Sometimes when I'm stressed, a bath or hot shower brings clarity to my thoughts. Everything that happened these past few days had brought me to this critical crossroads in my life. I knew whatever I decided from this point on would profoundly determine the future of my marriage, family, and life in general. Undeniably I was attracted to Kurt, but I loved Kevin and wasn't about to toss away ten years of marriage for a romp in the sack—no matter how tempting. I just couldn't understand how my husband all but endorsed for me to sleep with his business associate; that made little sense to me.
I've always prided myself on demonstrating strong self-control. However, I had never felt weaker in my life than earlier today when I surrendered to my lust and allowed my handsome host to make out with me. I swear it was as if we were a pair of hormonal teenagers!
I was lost in my thoughts when the shower door popped open and Kurt stepped into the steamy mist with me. I wasn't as startled as I probably should have been because I pretty much expected he'd try something, but this was bold, even for Kurt. Not a word was said as he pressed against my back and cupped my breasts. His touch sent shivers throughout my being. My invader pushed my wet hair to the side and left a trail of kisses up my neck. His formable manhood pushed against my backside as he tenderly sucked on my earlobe.
"Are we good?" he whispered, sending shivers down my spine.
"We're good," I replied, though I still felt tense.
Kurt explored my body with his masculine hands and I immediately knew where this was headed. Everything was moving too quickly. He rolled my hyper-sensitive nipples between his fingers as my body tingled with excitement. I was delirious with passion.
"I need you," he breathed. "Tell me what you want." He whispered as he squeezed my erected nipples.
My mind was screaming fuck me! But I mustered up what resolve I had left and said, "I know what you want. But what I desire the most right now... is some privacy—and a lock on my bedroom door." I turned and stared into his eyes.
"You can't be serious." He looked surprised. "After what transpired earlier today?"
My expression revealed no hint of amusement.
"I know you want me as much as I want you," Kurt pleaded.
"As hard as it might be for you to comprehend, I'm married, remember?" I held up my left hand and wiggled my wedding finger; displaying my three carat diamond.
"I thought you and Kevin had come to an understanding." He caressed me.
"You and my husband maybe came to an understanding. Problem is... you forgot to ask me. I'm not a play-thing to be passed around. My body, my rules!"
He groaned as I pushed away his probing fingers.
"That's enough, lover boy." I opened the shower door and stepped out.
His raging erection did not go unnoticed. Kurt was at least as big as Kevin (and Kevin was huge).This was becoming a monumental struggle with my resolve. A multitude of feelings were coursing through me. I felt both used by Kurt and betrayed by Kevin, but strangely I felt empowered at the same time.
"I think you better take a cold shower while I get dressed for dinner," I said, looking back at Kurt.
He seemed dismayed. Regardless, I ignored his disappointment and wrapped my hair in a towel before slipping on a terry-cloth bath robe. I left him to contemplate what had happened.
I don't know why, but I suddenly felt an inner strength rise inside of me; I didn't even know it existed. This had probably been the first time Kurt was ever refused of sex in his life. There seemed to be an unspoken struggle of dominance between us since we'd met in California, and it continued today with our tennis match.
I knew he was all about his carefully crafted persona. When I had thrashed him at his favorite game, his precious image became tarnished. It was obvious he was extremely competitive by nature and wasn't accustomed to losing. His ego took one hell of a bruising. Prior to that, I knew he desired me, but now he desperately had to have me. Kurt didn't even attempt to conceal his intentions. However, I wasn't about to become his conquest or another notch on his belt. If something were to happen between us, it would be solely on my terms, not his.
I was picking through my choices in the wardrobe when Kurt came out of the shower with a towel wrapped around his waist. He sat in a chair sulking and watched me dress. I must admit that he had a swimmer's build without an ounce of fat on his body. His abs rippled whenever he moved and his self confidence was almost annoying. I knew he was showing off, but what the hell... it's not every day I got to dress in a five-thousand-dollar gown while being watched by a blond haired, blue eyed German Adonis.
I turned my back to him, dropped my robe, and put on a bra with matching panties. Modesty at this point seemed a bit silly.
"Do you even know how beautiful you are?"
I couldn't hide my smile. "Thank you. You're sweet. But I'm nowhere near Eva's class, am I?"
"Why would you say that? Eva has a body only money could buy. You're all natural."
"Yeah, all natural—including stretch marks from two children." I laughed. "Now move along while I dress."
That was the second time he gave me a sad little puppy look. I knew he wasn't used to being dismissed like a school boy.
"Oh, before I forget..." I said. " One more thing."
He turned with a look of hope on his face. "What's up?"
"Don't forget about installing that lock on my door."
Kurt raised his eyebrows and smiled. "We're having company tonight. The board of directors will be joining us for dinner. By the way, I'm very happy you selected that Augustin gown."
"Thank you, it's quite stunning."
"You make it stunning."
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I felt like a princess as I walked into the dinning room in my form fitting gown made of silk. The plunging neckline enhanced my cleavage, and the slit up the side showed off my leg. One thing I could say about Kurt was that he had impeccable taste in women's clothing. This was not something I'd ever wear at home, but it made me feel sexy—and by the looks I was getting, that seemed to be a shared opinion.
Kurt was talking to an older balding gentleman with a paunch. He greeted me with a smile as he took my hand.
Always the perfect host, I thought.
"You look exquisite," he said, cascading my body with his eyes before he said softly, "Good enough to eat."
I blushed and gave him a look. He was dressed in a dark grey dinner jacket with an open collared dress shirt.
"This is our Human Resources manager, Herr Schmidt," Kurt introduced the heavyset man.
"Guten Abend, Frau Sheffield! Ich bin froh dich zu sehen," the man said, shaking my hand.
All I could do was stare at him like a deer in headlights.
"Speak English," Kurt added. "She doesn't speak Deutsch, I already told you."
"My apologies! I said, good evening, Mrs. Sheffield. I am happy to meet you. I will need some additional payroll information from you."
"Oh, of course! Pleasure meeting you too, heir Schmidt."
Kurt took my arm and led me aside. "You must be starving after whipping me so badly on the tennis court this morning."
"You actually play very well." I smiled. "I just got lucky."